wah....
it seems tat i've abandoned my blog for quite some time....
haha...
was busy enjoying my holiday b4 new sem start...haha...
went for my holiday at Bali...
n started my perkampungan SUKMUM...
it was a meaningful holiday to me...
^^
Bali Trip was ok..
it'll b my 1st n last time to go...
any photos??can go c my fb??hehe...
durin my holiday period,
my maid was takin her off..
so we did some house cores ourselves..
n..
i din put down weight at all..
indeed, i put ON WEIGHT pula...ish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n...
here comes perkampungan SUKMUM..
it was d best best training ever...
d only price we paid is....
getting darker and darker..
n of cz...my purse oso getting thinner and thinner..
bt..
it was a NO REGRET for joining SUKMUM..
especially bac 2 d 4th swimming team...^^
luv them alot..
i find bac d craziness durin singing K..
which makes me stil believe i can actually still enjoy singing,..,^^
n swimming training...
i cant really believe tat i actually swam backstroke, butterfly and free..
gosh~~
izzit true??
haha...although the process of training was like hell...
bt thn.....
drinking water really make us learn..
so..
peeps, if u really wanna swim, drink more chlorine water ya~
n u'll learn faster...^^
tis time SUKMUM i surely wont get any medal..
bt..
i really enjoy d training time...hehehe.,..
d most important is d process right?haha...
n..
here come the new sem..
which really really kill me...
saw the course content..
n...
most of them are related to Stat..
gosh!!!
i jz hate calculation..
it can really kill me,....
haiz....
anyway....
hopefully..
i can b as lucky as 1st sem...
at least a better result....hahaha~~
bless me^^
n...
i think i lost a fren..
we were so close..
bt nw..
thgs r jz all based on activity....
i regreted joining it...
n sorry for nt commiting anythg...
haizzzzz.....
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Saturday, December 19, 2009
a new start...
in few more days..
i'll b goin bac to KL..
n starting my new sem soon...
a brand new year..
a brand new start..and..
a brand new me...
tis time..
after wat i had been through my 3rd sem..
after the lesson bein taught...
i finally grow..
trying hard to think more for myself....(or being selfish i shud say so??)
trying hard to pretend...
trying hard to let go...
its still haunting me...
once, i took family and friends as the most important element in my life..
yet..thx to them..
it was totally a stupid joke nw...
my world was almost teared into two..
it even changed my believe..
thx...thx is d only word i can say..
tis time..
after tis night...
i'll let it go totally...
i'm nw a gd pretender as ur noe..
n i finally learn wat true friendship is ..
true friendship doesnt mean that they wil b v u everyday...
bt, they wil b there for u whenever u nid them...
n...i noe who r them right nw..
true friendship doesnt show that it'll b weird when everyone is quiet..
its jz a natural feel..tht u wont feel weird..
in another word..
in 1 more week, i'll b in d age of 21..
ok la..age only ma...nt real age..
new hope: i wont ask for frens forever...bt i'll ask for everlasting friendship..^^
and ~~
of cz..a better result..^6^
pls......
Control my weight ar~~
stop me frm eating ar~~~~
haha
i'll b goin bac to KL..
n starting my new sem soon...
a brand new year..
a brand new start..and..
a brand new me...
tis time..
after wat i had been through my 3rd sem..
after the lesson bein taught...
i finally grow..
trying hard to think more for myself....(or being selfish i shud say so??)
trying hard to pretend...
trying hard to let go...
its still haunting me...
once, i took family and friends as the most important element in my life..
yet..thx to them..
it was totally a stupid joke nw...
my world was almost teared into two..
it even changed my believe..
thx...thx is d only word i can say..
tis time..
after tis night...
i'll let it go totally...
i'm nw a gd pretender as ur noe..
n i finally learn wat true friendship is ..
true friendship doesnt mean that they wil b v u everyday...
bt, they wil b there for u whenever u nid them...
n...i noe who r them right nw..
true friendship doesnt show that it'll b weird when everyone is quiet..
its jz a natural feel..tht u wont feel weird..
in another word..
in 1 more week, i'll b in d age of 21..
ok la..age only ma...nt real age..
new hope: i wont ask for frens forever...bt i'll ask for everlasting friendship..^^
and ~~
of cz..a better result..^6^
pls......
Control my weight ar~~
stop me frm eating ar~~~~
haha
Monday, December 14, 2009
3rd sem result
Keputusan ini belum muktamad dan adalah tertakluk kepada kelulusan Senat.
PNG : 3.5 PNGK : 3.44 KEPUTUSAN : LULUS CATATAN : -
gt my result...
wat a relief..
its nt as bad as i predicted..
phew..
is seems tat my theory is kinda correct...
last min work owez bear fruits..
hehe..
compare with my last sem..tis sem's result is much much better..
bt..
tis is dunno hw many times i asked myself..
wat if u did ur preparation for CT earlier..
wat if u do more excercise for stat?
wat if ....
bt..tat's wat i hav nw..
jz try my best next sem..
n pls..
miss loke..stop telling urself to start ur revision earlier..
bt on d other hand doin it late...ish ish,,,,
| BIL | KOD SUBJEK | KETERANGAN | JAM KREDIT | GRED | MATA GRED |
| 1 | EEEE2101 | PENGENALAN MATEMATIK UNTUK EKONOMI | 3 | A | 12 |
| 2 | EGEE2102 | EKONOMI PEMBANGUNAN | 3 | A | 12 |
| 3 | EGEE2103 | EKONOMI MALAYSIA | 3 | A | 12 |
| 4 | ESEE2201 | STATISTIK II | 3 | B | 9 |
| 5 | EXEE2103 | MIKROEKONOMI IIA | 3 | A | 12 |
| 6 | EXEE2107 | PEMIKIRAN KRITIKAL DALAM EKONOMI | 3 | C | 6 |
PNG : 3.5 PNGK : 3.44 KEPUTUSAN : LULUS CATATAN : -
gt my result...
wat a relief..
its nt as bad as i predicted..
phew..
is seems tat my theory is kinda correct...
last min work owez bear fruits..
hehe..
compare with my last sem..tis sem's result is much much better..
bt..
tis is dunno hw many times i asked myself..
wat if u did ur preparation for CT earlier..
wat if u do more excercise for stat?
wat if ....
bt..tat's wat i hav nw..
jz try my best next sem..
n pls..
miss loke..stop telling urself to start ur revision earlier..
bt on d other hand doin it late...ish ish,,,,
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
random...
haha...
it seems like i hav "abandoned" my blog fo quite some times..haha...
kinda lazy 2 blog..hehe..
there's nothg special happened tis few weeks..
attended Quan Bian's BORED camp..
i really hate working together v close frens..
n i dun really wanna recall bout it..
tis teached me a lesson..
never ever work together v the close ones..
n i'm glad tat i din joined Shan's PKB..
talking bout PKB..
I joined their donation drive..
compared v the last year's donation drive, i enjoy alot..
hehe..
The steamboat at Shabu One,
The kajang Satay..
it brings bac alot of memories..
it reminds me of i've been "young" before..
ya..
"young"..
although i'm nt tat old..
bt, d mentality is diff..
compared v my 1st year..
i miss 1st year...
bt..
those r past right?
wat we hav to do is looking to d future..
never look bac...^^
seeing hw the juniors ply..
their determination for an activity..
their stupid jokes..
i jz luv mixing v them..
especially whn eating stay v them.
i really laugh frm my heart..
i cant even remember when was d last time i had so much fun durin Uni time..
haha..
thx xiao didi..thx shan..
for bringing those feelings bac..haha
o ya..
guess wat??
i'm doin housework..
ya..
right..
housework..
haha..
my made went back for holiday...
n nw 3 of us n my mum r doin d housework...
n..
doin HOUSEWORK doesnt help me put down weight..
.ish....
n..got some of my result recently..
n i DIN FAILED STAT..
phew..
bt..
i made a promise...
n hopefully i can fulfilled it ya^6^
it seems like i hav "abandoned" my blog fo quite some times..haha...
kinda lazy 2 blog..hehe..
there's nothg special happened tis few weeks..
attended Quan Bian's BORED camp..
i really hate working together v close frens..
n i dun really wanna recall bout it..
tis teached me a lesson..
never ever work together v the close ones..
n i'm glad tat i din joined Shan's PKB..
talking bout PKB..
I joined their donation drive..
compared v the last year's donation drive, i enjoy alot..
hehe..
The steamboat at Shabu One,
The kajang Satay..
it brings bac alot of memories..
it reminds me of i've been "young" before..
ya..
"young"..
although i'm nt tat old..
bt, d mentality is diff..
compared v my 1st year..
i miss 1st year...
bt..
those r past right?
wat we hav to do is looking to d future..
never look bac...^^
seeing hw the juniors ply..
their determination for an activity..
their stupid jokes..
i jz luv mixing v them..
especially whn eating stay v them.
i really laugh frm my heart..
i cant even remember when was d last time i had so much fun durin Uni time..
haha..
thx xiao didi..thx shan..
for bringing those feelings bac..haha
o ya..
guess wat??
i'm doin housework..
ya..
right..
housework..
haha..
my made went back for holiday...
n nw 3 of us n my mum r doin d housework...
n..
doin HOUSEWORK doesnt help me put down weight..
.ish....
n..got some of my result recently..
n i DIN FAILED STAT..
phew..
bt..
i made a promise...
n hopefully i can fulfilled it ya^6^
Sunday, November 22, 2009
隐瞒vs决定权
每一次告诉自己
要放开、要放下、别计较、笑一笑…
然而，
一次又一次的隐瞒…
一次又一次的假装…
一次又一次的“谅解”…
都让我们失望透了…
怀疑自己是不是做错了…
怀疑自己是不是真的小气…
怀疑自己是不是如此的惹人厌…
谢谢你们的“谅解”…
谢谢你们的“体谅”…
谢谢你们的“体贴”…
除了这些我不晓得还有什么能够谢了~
然而，这些都不是我们所需要的…
我们要的是“决定权”…
不是霸道，而是想知道…
当你从别人口中知道了真相，
而且是属于你们一gang的东西时，
你的心情会是如何？
我承认，我感觉到我被嫌弃…
更替他们觉得委屈…因为我，他们也连带的被遗忘…
甚至于被责怪，原因就是太挺我…
挺我有错吗？
试问，
朋友在你们的定义是什么？
难道就真的是吃、喝、玩、乐吗？
那你的酸、甜、苦、辣要找谁分担呢？
那天看到了明明是最熟悉的你，
两天前还通过电话…
从家乡来到了KL,也没有通知…
对，没错，
你，
或许认为我们可以从他人口中知道你有回过来…
或许认为我们在忙着跑donation drive…
或许认为我们巧遇你了之后会主动联络你…
我们的心摇摇欲坠…
已经在经不起打击…
担心你给的借口…
逃避你给的理由…
胆怯你给的反应…
而你，
从头到尾都抱着鸵鸟心态的你
又再一次的让我们受伤了…
对你而言
一封信息很贵吗?
一封电话很难吗？
还是
是我们应该主动联络你们呢？
是我们应该面对你们的冷落？
是我们应该把问题解决好？
谢谢你们又再一次的
让我知道友谊真正的定义是什么…
谢谢你们又再一次的
在我们的伤口上撒盐…
谢谢你们又再一次的
提醒着我们原本以不当一回事的往事…
除了谢谢，还是谢谢……
其实，
真的没有必要隐瞒，
隐瞒所造成的伤害是你们不能想象的…
没错，
你们会认为我们我们敏感…
但，
将心比心，
如果有一天，我们原本是一大班的朋友
有了某个计划，而你就是被遗忘的那个…
如果某一天，大家都计划好了，最后一个才很敷衍的问你…
你的感受如何？
或许你们都不会有这样的经历…
因为你们还有彼此…
而我，却只有珊，Lobak 和Ah Xian…
你们一直一直强调着，
问题是在我们身上…
我们的敏感，
我们的小气，
我们的放不开，
让你们很为难…
然而
你们呢？
难道所有的问题就只是出在单方面吗？
决定权并不是因为我们霸道…
而是至少让我们知道我们
没有被遗弃，
没有被遗忘，
没有被排斥…
这小小的通知真的很辛苦吗？
看这原本聊天可以很直接的我们
竟然变得有所顾虑…
很尴尬…
很勉强…
甚至有时候你们对我们约你们的态度…
让我们觉得
我们真的很霸道、不讲理…
心真的很痛…
或许所有人都认为是我，是我们把友情看得太重了…
那……
如你们所愿，
陆宇盈已经不是你们所认识的陆宇盈了…
她的笑容，她的高调，她的欢乐已不属于大家了…
她不再坚持友谊是她的全部…
谢谢你们把她的信念给活生生的碾碎……
谢谢！！
要放开、要放下、别计较、笑一笑…
然而，
一次又一次的隐瞒…
一次又一次的假装…
一次又一次的“谅解”…
都让我们失望透了…
怀疑自己是不是做错了…
怀疑自己是不是真的小气…
怀疑自己是不是如此的惹人厌…
谢谢你们的“谅解”…
谢谢你们的“体谅”…
谢谢你们的“体贴”…
除了这些我不晓得还有什么能够谢了~
然而，这些都不是我们所需要的…
我们要的是“决定权”…
不是霸道，而是想知道…
当你从别人口中知道了真相，
而且是属于你们一gang的东西时，
你的心情会是如何？
我承认，我感觉到我被嫌弃…
更替他们觉得委屈…因为我，他们也连带的被遗忘…
甚至于被责怪，原因就是太挺我…
挺我有错吗？
试问，
朋友在你们的定义是什么？
难道就真的是吃、喝、玩、乐吗？
那你的酸、甜、苦、辣要找谁分担呢？
那天看到了明明是最熟悉的你，
两天前还通过电话…
从家乡来到了KL,也没有通知…
对，没错，
你，
或许认为我们可以从他人口中知道你有回过来…
或许认为我们在忙着跑donation drive…
或许认为我们巧遇你了之后会主动联络你…
我们的心摇摇欲坠…
已经在经不起打击…
担心你给的借口…
逃避你给的理由…
胆怯你给的反应…
而你，
从头到尾都抱着鸵鸟心态的你
又再一次的让我们受伤了…
对你而言
一封信息很贵吗?
一封电话很难吗？
还是
是我们应该主动联络你们呢？
是我们应该面对你们的冷落？
是我们应该把问题解决好？
谢谢你们又再一次的
让我知道友谊真正的定义是什么…
谢谢你们又再一次的
在我们的伤口上撒盐…
谢谢你们又再一次的
提醒着我们原本以不当一回事的往事…
除了谢谢，还是谢谢……
其实，
真的没有必要隐瞒，
隐瞒所造成的伤害是你们不能想象的…
没错，
你们会认为我们我们敏感…
但，
将心比心，
如果有一天，我们原本是一大班的朋友
有了某个计划，而你就是被遗忘的那个…
如果某一天，大家都计划好了，最后一个才很敷衍的问你…
你的感受如何？
或许你们都不会有这样的经历…
因为你们还有彼此…
而我，却只有珊，Lobak 和Ah Xian…
你们一直一直强调着，
问题是在我们身上…
我们的敏感，
我们的小气，
我们的放不开，
让你们很为难…
然而
你们呢？
难道所有的问题就只是出在单方面吗？
决定权并不是因为我们霸道…
而是至少让我们知道我们
没有被遗弃，
没有被遗忘，
没有被排斥…
这小小的通知真的很辛苦吗？
看这原本聊天可以很直接的我们
竟然变得有所顾虑…
很尴尬…
很勉强…
甚至有时候你们对我们约你们的态度…
让我们觉得
我们真的很霸道、不讲理…
心真的很痛…
或许所有人都认为是我，是我们把友情看得太重了…
那……
如你们所愿，
陆宇盈已经不是你们所认识的陆宇盈了…
她的笑容，她的高调，她的欢乐已不属于大家了…
她不再坚持友谊是她的全部…
谢谢你们把她的信念给活生生的碾碎……
谢谢！！
Friday, November 13, 2009
My beloved Xie Jiaos & My 20th birthday...
It took some time for me to think....to recall.... and then...a big smile came out...
I wonder...
hw STUPID m i whn i told CS bout my disappointment towards Xie Jiaos..
hw BAD m i by hurting them in such words..
hw EVIL m I telling them i feel like giving up..
giving up after wat we hav been through..
giving up after tiring of seeing our situation...
giving up the most precious friendship i hav...
n..
Thanks..thx for x letting go..
Thanks..thx for showing me wat r true friendship..
Thanks..thx for all d patient ur gave..
okok...tat's for all..lets talk bout my
"SUPPOSE" to be surprise 2oth birthday celebration
by them...
n i wonder why?
why ur will use such excuse 2 ask me out?
n d only thg i can say that
ur really understand me well...
if d other reason tat ur asked me out..
it'll only b a sry....haha....
luv u guys.....haha..
the msg i get was frm vivian...
"Ma...wanna go for a dinner and a movie tonight?was moody lately tis few days.."
i really thought it was only a simple makan and movie..
like usual, we were talking in d car...
thn vivian suggested to go for western food...
i was like ok..anythg....n..skip d private part ya..hehe..
bt once i reach there..
i saw Hui yee, Zhen yu, Shum, Suang, NaiBa, Tian Yew,Tong sian, Ming Cher, WeiXiang, Big Head..
and..i'm actually x tat stupid le hui yee...haha..
was persuading myself tat tat's really such nagm nagm..haha..
while we was waiting for d table...
n..actually...
i c some 破绽frm ur..haha..
1stly..
i say Ming cher's hand v a present...
and then wei xiang who is sitting next to me asking d others loudly wat bout d cake?as he thought we r changing restaurant...
.......
i'm actually x tat blur k?
haha.....
and at last..
we hav our own table..
n whn every1 was busy ordering..
n while waiting our food..
Ah Yao's msg really spoilt all d surprise...
haha...i even stil save his msg till now..
" hey,hapi early bday ya~sori i cnt celebrate 4 u with kiki them nw...hapi oways^^n gud luck in ur final la~~"
i pass d msg 2 all of them..
n hui yee's reaction was d funniest one..haha
"他妈的王八蛋" she say so..haha..
thx 2 ah yao was spoiling all d surprise officially..
bcz b4 tat i was only gueesing...
bt..
its stil d best celebration i had for my 2oth birthday...
really...thx u all...
i wonder hw bored my life wil b without ur....
ha....lazy 2 upload picx le..
jz go to d xie jiao blog n read it ya...
Hui Yee gt it v a vy vy vy gd describtion...
http://xiejiao0708.blogspot.com/2009/11/here-i-am-again.html
I wonder...
hw STUPID m i whn i told CS bout my disappointment towards Xie Jiaos..
hw BAD m i by hurting them in such words..
hw EVIL m I telling them i feel like giving up..
giving up after wat we hav been through..
giving up after tiring of seeing our situation...
giving up the most precious friendship i hav...
n..
Thanks..thx for x letting go..
Thanks..thx for showing me wat r true friendship..
Thanks..thx for all d patient ur gave..
okok...tat's for all..lets talk bout my
"SUPPOSE" to be surprise 2oth birthday celebration
by them...
n i wonder why?
why ur will use such excuse 2 ask me out?
n d only thg i can say that
ur really understand me well...
if d other reason tat ur asked me out..
it'll only b a sry....haha....
luv u guys.....haha..
the msg i get was frm vivian...
"Ma...wanna go for a dinner and a movie tonight?was moody lately tis few days.."
i really thought it was only a simple makan and movie..
like usual, we were talking in d car...
thn vivian suggested to go for western food...
i was like ok..anythg....n..skip d private part ya..hehe..
bt once i reach there..
i saw Hui yee, Zhen yu, Shum, Suang, NaiBa, Tian Yew,Tong sian, Ming Cher, WeiXiang, Big Head..
and..i'm actually x tat stupid le hui yee...haha..
was persuading myself tat tat's really such nagm nagm..haha..
while we was waiting for d table...
n..actually...
i c some 破绽frm ur..haha..
1stly..
i say Ming cher's hand v a present...
and then wei xiang who is sitting next to me asking d others loudly wat bout d cake?as he thought we r changing restaurant...
.......
i'm actually x tat blur k?
haha.....
and at last..
we hav our own table..
n whn every1 was busy ordering..
n while waiting our food..
Ah Yao's msg really spoilt all d surprise...
haha...i even stil save his msg till now..
" hey,hapi early bday ya~sori i cnt celebrate 4 u with kiki them nw...hapi oways^^n gud luck in ur final la~~"
i pass d msg 2 all of them..
n hui yee's reaction was d funniest one..haha
"他妈的王八蛋" she say so..haha..
thx 2 ah yao was spoiling all d surprise officially..
bcz b4 tat i was only gueesing...
bt..
its stil d best celebration i had for my 2oth birthday...
really...thx u all...
i wonder hw bored my life wil b without ur....
ha....lazy 2 upload picx le..
jz go to d xie jiao blog n read it ya...
Hui Yee gt it v a vy vy vy gd describtion...
http://xiejiao0708.blogspot.com/2009/11/here-i-am-again.html
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
EXAM Week
finally~~
Final is over..n so do I.. Finished Final= Finished me...
the whole exam week i was together v
::
...hehe...
she's d 1 tat heard d most
"haiz.....OMG..HeLp ....Can I Jz give up??Can I go commit suicide?
can I do this?Can i ?bla bla bla...." frm me...haha...sry for making ur ears pain ya..
n tell ur roommates sry if i disturbed them...haha..
bt i bet they werent b mad at me 1 la...haha..they so frenly..haha...
this exam week was like..
"WAO"...
is d only word 2 describe....
our looks r jz like aunties...
x k bout image...
Study..talk, break.. is d activities...
n o ya...
i've did d MOST MOST MOST succesful Study Group ever in my study life..
all d study group i join previously was ended up v CRAPPINg..
bt..tis time is soooOoo diff..hha..
we manage to finish discussion for CT!!
The messy table....v Hui Yee's Apple n itunes on...hehe
d top ranking song "猜不透"&"我爱他"by 丁当..nice song..^^
SS aunty Hui Yee v d key chain i forgotten 2 pass her sOOo long ago...haha..
n seriously..i can c ur double chin le....^^
Hui yee's frenly Roommate fui Shan...
a vy vy funny gal..haha...
loves korea songs n can ignore wat is happening around her whn her earphone is on...haah
No Idea wat sub i'm doin..
bt i guess its somethg to do v calculation..
cz my face is sooOo Serious..lolz..haha...
Intro maths perhaps...
o ya..x forgetting..
d birthday present tat my buddy purposely send over to 3rd for me..
hehe..thx ya buddy..^^
Birthday Countdown at McD.. :
( we did bring notes there ok??studying in Mc D..)
shy shy Sin Yee...
( Auntyy HY showin her cheeks...lolz..yala ya la...noe u put on weight aduy,.bt..
食得是福 ok??must follow my principal 民以食为天..haha)
Sin Yee again pura-pura 2 b shy...haha..
Finally......a pic frm d youngest among us...miss Chia...haha
and of cz..
not forgetting taking a pic together v Bobo's daddy mummy...
haha..
Zhen Yu was suppose 2 do his resume..
bt end up watching anime pula..lolz...
The next day...
Sin Yee is here for d rescue...haha..
rescue my micro...hehe..
she's really good in picking final que..haha..
those que she do, all sure come out onw..
n d MoOoOoost GERAM stuff is..
I din finish reading which pass yr she had do..lolz..
while Sin Yee is helping me v my micro..Hui yee is so hardworking pia-ing~~
The day before EP and Stat paper..
(The day HY asked me to DIAM!!ahahahahhah)
-p/s : purposely for reminder..wakaka...kill me ba..miss leong...-
sitting down memorising EP n gave up stat...haha
camera woman: HY's frenly roommate..haha
FINAL DAY:
we din even touch our CT..
n..
here come d most succesful study group ever....
Venue : KFC
Serious Aunty Amy...
2nd time 2 KFC for d same purpose, discussion..lolz..
her notes really save our day...
Sin Yee..d "Natural Disaster" she read, came out AGAIN...haha
Every1 is SoOo serious..
Aunty Emily purposely stay until 11.00++ until her mum called...
last bt not least..ME + Mother HY..ahha
the cont part was at Tangkak Mei's room..
where Sin Yee tumpang for d few days here..
we din took any pic..
cz it was hours to d paper n we stil haven fish discussion.....
haiz..
wasted le..
shud hav taken some pic...
tat's All of my study week..
thx 2 d xiao zha bor gang ya.haha..
although my resulot is predictable..
although next sem i wil nyt b taking d same sub v ur..
thx for being there ya..hehe..
Final is over..n so do I.. Finished Final= Finished me...
the whole exam week i was together v
::
...hehe...
she's d 1 tat heard d most
"haiz.....OMG..HeLp ....Can I Jz give up??Can I go commit suicide?
can I do this?Can i ?bla bla bla...." frm me...haha...sry for making ur ears pain ya..
n tell ur roommates sry if i disturbed them...haha..
bt i bet they werent b mad at me 1 la...haha..they so frenly..haha...
this exam week was like..
"WAO"...
is d only word 2 describe....
our looks r jz like aunties...
x k bout image...
Study..talk, break.. is d activities...
n o ya...
i've did d MOST MOST MOST succesful Study Group ever in my study life..
all d study group i join previously was ended up v CRAPPINg..
bt..tis time is soooOoo diff..hha..
we manage to finish discussion for CT!!
The messy table....v Hui Yee's Apple n itunes on...hehe
d top ranking song "猜不透"&"我爱他"by 丁当..nice song..^^
SS aunty Hui Yee v d key chain i forgotten 2 pass her sOOo long ago...haha..
n seriously..i can c ur double chin le....^^
Hui yee's frenly Roommate fui Shan...
a vy vy funny gal..haha...
loves korea songs n can ignore wat is happening around her whn her earphone is on...haah
No Idea wat sub i'm doin..
bt i guess its somethg to do v calculation..
cz my face is sooOo Serious..lolz..haha...
Intro maths perhaps...
o ya..x forgetting..
d birthday present tat my buddy purposely send over to 3rd for me..
hehe..thx ya buddy..^^
Birthday Countdown at McD.. :
( we did bring notes there ok??studying in Mc D..)
shy shy Sin Yee...
( Auntyy HY showin her cheeks...lolz..yala ya la...noe u put on weight aduy,.bt..
食得是福 ok??must follow my principal 民以食为天..haha)
Sin Yee again pura-pura 2 b shy...haha..
Finally......a pic frm d youngest among us...miss Chia...haha
and of cz..
not forgetting taking a pic together v Bobo's daddy mummy...
haha..
Zhen Yu was suppose 2 do his resume..
bt end up watching anime pula..lolz...
The next day...
Sin Yee is here for d rescue...haha..
rescue my micro...hehe..
she's really good in picking final que..haha..
those que she do, all sure come out onw..
n d MoOoOoost GERAM stuff is..
I din finish reading which pass yr she had do..lolz..
while Sin Yee is helping me v my micro..Hui yee is so hardworking pia-ing~~
The day before EP and Stat paper..
(The day HY asked me to DIAM!!ahahahahhah)
-p/s : purposely for reminder..wakaka...kill me ba..miss leong...-
sitting down memorising EP n gave up stat...haha
camera woman: HY's frenly roommate..haha
FINAL DAY:
we din even touch our CT..
n..
here come d most succesful study group ever....
Venue : KFC
Serious Aunty Amy...
2nd time 2 KFC for d same purpose, discussion..lolz..
her notes really save our day...
Sin Yee..d "Natural Disaster" she read, came out AGAIN...haha
Every1 is SoOo serious..
Aunty Emily purposely stay until 11.00++ until her mum called...
last bt not least..ME + Mother HY..ahha
the cont part was at Tangkak Mei's room..
where Sin Yee tumpang for d few days here..
we din took any pic..
cz it was hours to d paper n we stil haven fish discussion.....
haiz..
wasted le..
shud hav taken some pic...
tat's All of my study week..
thx 2 d xiao zha bor gang ya.haha..
although my resulot is predictable..
although next sem i wil nyt b taking d same sub v ur..
thx for being there ya..hehe..
Monday, November 9, 2009
stressful nitez..
I'll b having my Econ development paper in....
erm...7 more hours time?
Statistics II paper in 13 more hours time perhaps?
2 paper in 1 day again...
and its STAT!!
life sucks whn everythg comes v CALCULATION!!
hw many times i've been telling d others..
i shud nt go 4 Econs..
I shud hav took Linguistik..
or some other subject without Calculation..
Some other subject tat i can throw away d calculator?
haiz..
i'm nt gd in calculation..
i'm nt gd in memorising..
i wonder..
wat m i really gd am..
its another stressful and emo night..
czme bac frm hui yee's room at tis hour n i'm stil nt done v my studies...
haiz..
life do sucks whn finals is here..
tis is d N times i'm blamming myself for doin LAST MINUTES work again..
bt wil tis b another improvement tat during tis sem's study n exam week,
Instead of missing those matrics day..
i started to miss my 1st yr Study week..
Sem 1...D DS biscuits, my birthday, er shao jessica, me gui ying, lobak hanging around Ds n study...
Sem 2..head over Gui Ying's room..suffer together for Stat I..asking Nik to teach us..went over Aunty Emily's room for Macro, Law...Getting closer v d xiao zha bor gang..
This sem..
everythg seems to b like QUIET...
n even myself..
d used to b noisy,high profile JY is nw more quiet..
lazy to talk perhaps...
last time i was labeled as Happy go Lucky..
bt i guess nw..
wat i hav in ppl eyes r only ..
emotional..-ve..selfish...n again..BURDEN...
I'm trying 2 grow up nw..
i'm trying to b quiet so tat i can really b low profile..
I'm trying to stand still...so tat i can b strong enuf..
I'm trying to solve thgs myself...
T'm trying hard not to make thgs more complicated...
UNTIL...
I felt i'm loosing myself...
i'm no more myself...
who m i actually?
I AM ASKING MYSELF too....
wat m i used to be?
where's d jy owez v a smile on her face?
where's d jy tat ppl x tahan bcz of her noisy-ness?
where's d over friendly jy tat every1 noe?
where's she?
i guess tat she has losts her way..
she has her self conflict inside her..
she's blur..
sometimes she cant differentiate which is d true her n which mask is she putting on..
only Hy wil c her true face i guess....although HY wil ask her to "DIAM"!!
bt it's gd 2 hav some1 for me 2 complain...
argh!!
its another emo n stresdful night..
gotta get bac to my studies dy...
Reminder : remind me 2 blog bout my birthday celebration ya...^^
erm...7 more hours time?
Statistics II paper in 13 more hours time perhaps?
2 paper in 1 day again...
and its STAT!!
life sucks whn everythg comes v CALCULATION!!
hw many times i've been telling d others..
i shud nt go 4 Econs..
I shud hav took Linguistik..
or some other subject without Calculation..
Some other subject tat i can throw away d calculator?
haiz..
i'm nt gd in calculation..
i'm nt gd in memorising..
i wonder..
wat m i really gd am..
its another stressful and emo night..
czme bac frm hui yee's room at tis hour n i'm stil nt done v my studies...
haiz..
life do sucks whn finals is here..
tis is d N times i'm blamming myself for doin LAST MINUTES work again..
bt wil tis b another improvement tat during tis sem's study n exam week,
Instead of missing those matrics day..
i started to miss my 1st yr Study week..
Sem 1...D DS biscuits, my birthday, er shao jessica, me gui ying, lobak hanging around Ds n study...
Sem 2..head over Gui Ying's room..suffer together for Stat I..asking Nik to teach us..went over Aunty Emily's room for Macro, Law...Getting closer v d xiao zha bor gang..
This sem..
everythg seems to b like QUIET...
n even myself..
d used to b noisy,high profile JY is nw more quiet..
lazy to talk perhaps...
last time i was labeled as Happy go Lucky..
bt i guess nw..
wat i hav in ppl eyes r only ..
emotional..-ve..selfish...n again..BURDEN...
I'm trying 2 grow up nw..
i'm trying to b quiet so tat i can really b low profile..
I'm trying to stand still...so tat i can b strong enuf..
I'm trying to solve thgs myself...
T'm trying hard not to make thgs more complicated...
UNTIL...
I felt i'm loosing myself...
i'm no more myself...
who m i actually?
I AM ASKING MYSELF too....
wat m i used to be?
where's d jy owez v a smile on her face?
where's d jy tat ppl x tahan bcz of her noisy-ness?
where's d over friendly jy tat every1 noe?
where's she?
i guess tat she has losts her way..
she has her self conflict inside her..
she's blur..
sometimes she cant differentiate which is d true her n which mask is she putting on..
only Hy wil c her true face i guess....although HY wil ask her to "DIAM"!!
bt it's gd 2 hav some1 for me 2 complain...
argh!!
its another emo n stresdful night..
gotta get bac to my studies dy...
Reminder : remind me 2 blog bout my birthday celebration ya...^^
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
:-)
2 more days..
i'll b having my 1st paper..Intro maths...on the 5th Nov..
lolz..
the 5th of November 2009 is not only the significant of the day i start my way to d road of failure..
asking me wat is in my mind for all d subject i'm having tis sem?I hav no idea at all~~
but..on the other hand,
this coming 5th of November brings me to another phrase of my life...starting v number "2" for my age...showing that i shud b more mature, more independent, and more confidence...and tat's a small wish of mine for tis year...
Though 5th of Nov is nt here yet..
yet..
there r some early celebration..^6^
This is d 1st time celebrating my birthday at Genting..
bt..its nt a surprise oso..at 1st Lobak wanted 2 giv us a surprise..end up..to persuade we go, he nid 2 tell us straight bout d early celebration..so..here goes Genting...
special thx to Ah Xian, Lobak, En Keat and Ah Tuck for giving me and shan a special celebration..
The 1st pic we took once we reach Genting...
Taken by Lobak best buddy -another Ah Xian
Green Tea Birthday Cake frm them..
Lobak took us for cheap mamak food~
its nice to eat in a cold environment v delicious food and beautiful night view... bt d nasi lemak's sotong was x nice at all..
Too Tired dy...
Too tired until cant open my eyes...
End Of Tat day..n started my Study week.....
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
LAST day of study week...
ANOTHER EARLIED KNOWN BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION by me beloved Xie Jiaos...
Its a long,wonderfulv lots of funny stuff....so..i'll do it in another blog k?
for thiriller...go read xie jiao's blog ya..
lots to blog on it..bt i'm jz too sleepy n CS jz phoned me n we crapped until i forgotten hw sentimental i was jz nw...==
i'll b having my 1st paper..Intro maths...on the 5th Nov..
lolz..
the 5th of November 2009 is not only the significant of the day i start my way to d road of failure..
asking me wat is in my mind for all d subject i'm having tis sem?I hav no idea at all~~
but..on the other hand,
this coming 5th of November brings me to another phrase of my life...starting v number "2" for my age...showing that i shud b more mature, more independent, and more confidence...and tat's a small wish of mine for tis year...
Though 5th of Nov is nt here yet..
yet..
there r some early celebration..^6^
This is d 1st time celebrating my birthday at Genting..
bt..its nt a surprise oso..at 1st Lobak wanted 2 giv us a surprise..end up..to persuade we go, he nid 2 tell us straight bout d early celebration..so..here goes Genting...
special thx to Ah Xian, Lobak, En Keat and Ah Tuck for giving me and shan a special celebration..
let the pics tell the stories...
Instead of Sitting Ah Xian's car 2 Genting, we syok syok wanna sit cable car jz to take some fresh air...bt, end up, we gotta squeeze on the Awana Cabel Car together with around 35 ppl..haiz..suffering inside with NO FRESH AIR!!
The 1st pic we took once we reach Genting...
Taken by Lobak best buddy -another Ah Xian
Green Tea Birthday Cake frm them..
The birthday gals....
Cake cutting...may alL our dreams come true..
Cake cutting...may alL our dreams come true..
Lobak took us for cheap mamak food~
its nice to eat in a cold environment v delicious food and beautiful night view... bt d nasi lemak's sotong was x nice at all..
Too Tired dy...
Too tired until cant open my eyes...
End Of Tat day..n started my Study week.....
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
LAST day of study week...
ANOTHER EARLIED KNOWN BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION by me beloved Xie Jiaos...
Its a long,wonderfulv lots of funny stuff....so..i'll do it in another blog k?
for thiriller...go read xie jiao's blog ya..
lots to blog on it..bt i'm jz too sleepy n CS jz phoned me n we crapped until i forgotten hw sentimental i was jz nw...==
Sunday, November 1, 2009
男人,女人
男人要永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人，因为20多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点,
没钱、没地位，没房、没车、没事业，
不能独立又不想依赖，
挣扎着彷徨着，寻找自己的位置！
20多岁的女人却是她生命中最灿烂的时候；
男人要永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人，
因为二十多岁的男人还很“懵懂”，
而二十多岁的女人却很灿烂；
二十多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点，
而二十多岁的女人却是她的大好华年；
二十多岁的男人很不知珍惜，
而二十多岁的女人最需要被珍惜；
二十多岁的男人自卑到极点所以非常自负，
而二十多岁的女人却在努力建立他的自信；
二十多岁的男人不懂爱，不会爱却需要爱，
而二十多岁的女人需要被爱，需要关怀，却要付出呵护付出关怀；
二十多岁的男人没钱、没事业，但有欲望而二十多岁的女人空守着自己的韶光不再；
女孩子二十岁左右是她最美丽的年华，
这时她的心地最善良，
她有点成熟，又有点孩子气。
男孩子在二十多岁时遇见了一个年纪相当的女孩子，
那一定要珍惜她，
因为这个女孩是用自己最美丽的年华陪他走过了最暗淡的日子 !!!
女孩只要陪他走过，女孩会永远幸福下去~~~
女孩对你撒娇甚至无理取闹时，
请男孩不要烦恼女孩，
因为她们有道理这样，
我们没理由烦恼，
们要做的就是很理解很理解，
保护好这位天使，
我们到了30岁，
正当我们最美丽的时候，
请你不要放开这位曾经的天使 !!!
二十多岁的男人不知道珍惜,不知道感恩。
他们三十多岁的时候,事业有成,成熟稳重.
开始嫌弃曾经陪伴过他,
不再年轻的女人，
人说男人其实是最专一的
因为从20岁到80岁的男人都喜欢20岁左右年轻漂亮的女人。
是个笑话,但也是个事实。
Thursday, October 29, 2009
small gathering..
hmm..well..
met v Irene few days ago on Tue..
ha..
she has become thinner and prettier..
n me, irene, vivian n suang had 4 ppl's bbq..
weird right?
y bbq v 4 ppl?
ha..i oso dunn y..
bt it ws quite fun..
seeing hw irene starts d fire..
seeing hw vivian becoming a "mother" chasing her dog..scolding it 4 becomin naughty...
seeing hw Suang is filling food into her mouth n saying tat tis is her 1st time nid 2 bbq food stuff herself..bla bla bla...
it was fun actually..
bt kinda wasted cz we were bz eating and din really snap much pic..hmm...
n din talk much too.
haiz..
i miss d pillows talk those day...
guess tat suang is too pretty..
n her beloved dear came n pick her earlier..
din get to take d pic of 4 of us..
so..
its left 3 of us...
bt we din talk much too..
i dunno whether its bcz of we are too tired?too hot?
ok la..i admit one of d reason is bcz i gt abit of bz sms-ing la..haha~~
n we were bz having ice cream..hehe...
bt v lots of picx..
o ya..forgotten bout Vivian's beloved son "leng lui" toy toy~~
haha~~
hopefully d Hui Yee wont missed d next gathering..
n tis time i hope for one whole night of pillow talks..hee~~
Starts to MAKAN~~
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Toy Toy 抢镜头
irene helping us 2 put d chicken wings..cz all of us dun wanna dirty our hand..haha
Vivian feeding her "son"..你一口我一口~ ha~
preparation...
~Me+ Irene Darling~
~Me & vivian sweetie...~
My Best Best Evil twins..
d one i love d most....
the star of d day...Toy tOy~
every1 wants to take picx v it..haha
(sure ur wil b curios..eh..u nt scare of dogs one meh..haha..tis is dunno after hw many pic..n d only one tat "looks" better..lolz..)
see This:...d preparation part............................for me 2 dare 2 carry toy toy..
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makes me remember d "triplets" og Aya Aji..hha
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Funny~~~
金玉良言
- Save water. Shower with your girlfriend.
要節約用水，和女友一起洗澡。
- Love the neighbor. But don't get caught.
愛你的鄰居，不過別讓她老公抓到。
- One should love animals. They are so tasty.
每個人都應該熱愛動物，牠們是如此美味。
- 「Your future depends on your dreams.」 So go tosleep.
「現在的夢想決定著你的將來」所以還是睡覺吧。
- Behind every successful man, there is a woman.And behind every unsuccessful man, there are two.
每個成功男人的背後，都有一個女人。每個不成功男人的背後，都有兩個。
- Love is photogenic. It needs darkness to develop.
愛情就像照片，需要黑暗來培養。
- Children in backseats cause accidents. Accidents in backseats cause children.
後排座位上的小孩會生出意外，後排座位上的意外會生出小孩。
- Every man should marry. After all, happiness is not the only thing in life.
每個男人都應該結婚，畢竟快樂不是生活中唯一的追求。
- The wise never marry， And when they marry they become otherwise.
聰明人不結婚，一旦結婚就不聰明了。
- 「Work fascinates me.」 I can look at it for hours！
- 「Hard work never killed anybody.」 But why take the risk？
「 努力工作不會死的！」不過何必冒那個險呢？
- Success is a relative term. It brings so many relatives.
成功是相對的，他帶來很多親戚。
- Never put off the work till tomorrow what you can put off today.
別等到明天再拖延，今天就拖延吧。
- There should be a better way to start a day than waking up every morning.
應該有比在早上醒來更好的方式開始新的一天。
- Money is not everything. There's Mastercard & Visa.
鈔票不是一切的，這世上還有信用卡。
- A dress is like a barbed fence. It protects the premises without restricting the view.
服飾就像鐵絲網，它保衛了領土，但不妨礙視線。
- God made relatives; Thank God we can choose our friends.
神決定了誰是你的親戚，感謝上帝在選擇朋友方面，給我們留了餘地。
- When two's company， three's the result!
兩個人作伴，結果就變成了三個人!
- The more you learn, the more you know, The more you know, the more you forget. The more you forget, the less you know. So why bother to learn.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
random..
Study week is coming....
yet..
the mood is not here..
n i'm stil wondering..
shud I?
Shud I go bac home n come bac 4 study week?
haiz...
y m i owez like tat?
haiz..
owez doin last min work..
owez relying on ppl..
owez cant make my own decision...
bt..
i'm lucky...
lucky to hav frens like d Xiao Zha Bor Gang 2 nag me..
lucky to hav "mum" like jessica 2 nag me..
ha..
it seems like i'm borned 2 b nag..haha..
bt..i'm kinda enjoy it..haha~~
It's really Time to start study~~
"StuDy~~~~~~"
o ya..
CS had receive d box of gifts..
n i'm glad that he likes it...
haha..
sorry bro.. tat we cant make it to UUM..
bt..
hopefully its d only thg we can giv..
hopefully u enjoy ya..
n as for Ting Yi..
sorry for not turning up on ur birthday celebration tat day..
really sorry..
promis tat it wont b next time..
phoned to Chai Yan tat day n had a talk..
n..
i Miss her..
alot....
she's d one taught me 2 face life circumstances optimistic attitude..
she's d one taught me 2 b more mature...
she's d one owez there...although she's vy quiet...
i really miss d Matrik days....
when i was doin CS's Pic..
seeing bac all d photos..
flashing bac our memories..
especially..
d study week is coming soon..
makes me miss every1 badly...
haiz..
bt life still goes on right?
we nid 2 look forward n b strong v d memories i hav..
no use 2 hold on on wat has change...
d gals who share the crazy study week for u wont b d same..
n in fact...
eventhough we r nw gathered by..
there's like a gap among us..
n i bet every1 do feel it too..
jz..
we r all good pretenders...
i miss Irene n Vivan...
Irene is soOo far away frm me..yet...
she's d one who's owez there for me... n i noe it well..
Vivian is soOo near..
bt...we r like too bz v our own activities..haiz..yet..she'll owez b d 1 i go to whn i cant take it any more..bt thn..it seems i'm able 2 handle stuff myself..
wondering shud i ask her out for Baskin Robin tis 31st Oct...
Hui Yee..
haha..
our mum since matrik..
really thx 2 her..
otherwise i cant imagine hw messy my uni life wil be..haha~~
i've been eating non stop these days..
n i dunno y..
my face is getting rounder and rounder..
n i'm bac 2 d status where i'm really as round as a ball..
argh!!
HELP!!
bt i jz cant resist food~~~~~~
k la..
it's time for dinner..haha..
ciaoz~~
pls..
who ever c tis blog..
pls be kind enuf 2 remind me :
to limit my FB time!!
to control my Diet!!
to stop sleeping!!
and d most important~~
TO STUDY!!!
yet..
the mood is not here..
n i'm stil wondering..
shud I?
Shud I go bac home n come bac 4 study week?
haiz...
y m i owez like tat?
haiz..
owez doin last min work..
owez relying on ppl..
owez cant make my own decision...
bt..
i'm lucky...
lucky to hav frens like d Xiao Zha Bor Gang 2 nag me..
lucky to hav "mum" like jessica 2 nag me..
ha..
it seems like i'm borned 2 b nag..haha..
bt..i'm kinda enjoy it..haha~~
It's really Time to start study~~
"StuDy~~~~~~"
o ya..
CS had receive d box of gifts..
n i'm glad that he likes it...
haha..
sorry bro.. tat we cant make it to UUM..
bt..
hopefully its d only thg we can giv..
hopefully u enjoy ya..
n as for Ting Yi..
sorry for not turning up on ur birthday celebration tat day..
really sorry..
promis tat it wont b next time..
phoned to Chai Yan tat day n had a talk..
n..
i Miss her..
alot....
she's d one taught me 2 face life circumstances optimistic attitude..
she's d one taught me 2 b more mature...
she's d one owez there...although she's vy quiet...
i really miss d Matrik days....
when i was doin CS's Pic..
seeing bac all d photos..
flashing bac our memories..
especially..
d study week is coming soon..
makes me miss every1 badly...
haiz..
bt life still goes on right?
we nid 2 look forward n b strong v d memories i hav..
no use 2 hold on on wat has change...
d gals who share the crazy study week for u wont b d same..
n in fact...
eventhough we r nw gathered by..
there's like a gap among us..
n i bet every1 do feel it too..
jz..
we r all good pretenders...
i miss Irene n Vivan...
Irene is soOo far away frm me..yet...
she's d one who's owez there for me... n i noe it well..
Vivian is soOo near..
bt...we r like too bz v our own activities..haiz..yet..she'll owez b d 1 i go to whn i cant take it any more..bt thn..it seems i'm able 2 handle stuff myself..
wondering shud i ask her out for Baskin Robin tis 31st Oct...
Hui Yee..
haha..
our mum since matrik..
really thx 2 her..
otherwise i cant imagine hw messy my uni life wil be..haha~~
i've been eating non stop these days..
n i dunno y..
my face is getting rounder and rounder..
n i'm bac 2 d status where i'm really as round as a ball..
argh!!
HELP!!
bt i jz cant resist food~~~~~~
k la..
it's time for dinner..haha..
ciaoz~~
pls..
who ever c tis blog..
pls be kind enuf 2 remind me :
to limit my FB time!!
to control my Diet!!
to stop sleeping!!
and d most important~~
TO STUDY!!!
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Friday, October 16, 2009
.....
i have been scolded o mayb nagging for one whole day
for being stupid...
for letting go u..
i jz wonder hw u bribe them without meeting them..
until all of them who knows bout tis jz shake their head and "haiz.." n say..
u wasted such a good guy..
did i actually make d wrong decision?
Ah Xian told me not to regret with any decision i made..
n did i..
no..
no i think so..
at least i'm much more comfortable with the situation nw..
we stil sms..
we stil keep in touch...
and the most important is..
we r still best frens...
Ah Tuck, Ah Xian, Ah Shan r saying tat
it wont end such easy and fast...
n i shud hold on it..
shud i?
yet..
i'm jz too busy v my finals nw..
jz let time be d decision maker...
listened bac 2 d song "Lucky"..
n hw i hope it wil happen in my life..
but.....
i'm happy with wat i am and wat i have now...
there's no such thg as "If"...
for being stupid...
for letting go u..
i jz wonder hw u bribe them without meeting them..
until all of them who knows bout tis jz shake their head and "haiz.." n say..
u wasted such a good guy..
did i actually make d wrong decision?
Ah Xian told me not to regret with any decision i made..
n did i..
no..
no i think so..
at least i'm much more comfortable with the situation nw..
we stil sms..
we stil keep in touch...
and the most important is..
we r still best frens...
Ah Tuck, Ah Xian, Ah Shan r saying tat
it wont end such easy and fast...
n i shud hold on it..
shud i?
yet..
i'm jz too busy v my finals nw..
jz let time be d decision maker...
listened bac 2 d song "Lucky"..
n hw i hope it wil happen in my life..
but.....
i'm happy with wat i am and wat i have now...
there's no such thg as "If"...
Thursday, October 15, 2009
x noe wat to blog actually after last9 's blog...
jz.
somethg is missing..
n i'm nt use 2 it nw...
diff feelings r inside me..
x really felt relief...
x really felt "phew~"
there's somethg..
i can smile in front of others telling them that i'm soOo enjoying my single life nw...
bt to me...
i dunno wat i actually feel...
sad?
nt so..
happy?
nt so...
jz..
i noe..somethg is missing.....
n i'm d only one 2 blame..
sry 4 making tis so complicated..
n it's true tat wat shan's say..
Scorpio's gals r mend 2 hurt ppl..
we r selfish in the relationship..
all we think is bout ourselves..without knowing hw hurt is it..
n i admit..
i've been selfish..
i've been troubling u..
i've been using out all of ur patient...
i've been distracting ur focus..
and i admit...
i've been So selfish all this while..
"sorry " is d only word i can say....
no more rushing 2 get some1 special..
enjoying my life nw..
jz.
somethg is missing..
n i'm nt use 2 it nw...
diff feelings r inside me..
x really felt relief...
x really felt "phew~"
there's somethg..
i can smile in front of others telling them that i'm soOo enjoying my single life nw...
bt to me...
i dunno wat i actually feel...
sad?
nt so..
happy?
nt so...
jz..
i noe..somethg is missing.....
n i'm d only one 2 blame..
sry 4 making tis so complicated..
n it's true tat wat shan's say..
Scorpio's gals r mend 2 hurt ppl..
we r selfish in the relationship..
all we think is bout ourselves..without knowing hw hurt is it..
n i admit..
i've been selfish..
i've been troubling u..
i've been using out all of ur patient...
i've been distracting ur focus..
and i admit...
i've been So selfish all this while..
"sorry " is d only word i can say....
no more rushing 2 get some1 special..
enjoying my life nw..
Game Over~
林峰 - 爱不疚
曲:郑智伟
词:张美贤
收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 爱 猜到没有
愉快玩笑后 能全然退后 你 开心就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
假使讲了 你听到后或会走
这种恋爱太罕有 不需真正拥有
成全 衷心祝福然后就放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够
遥远是宇宙 静静在背后 去看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有 不需真正拥有
成全 多舍不得仍然 是放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够
放手 我的牵挂 找不到尽头
放手 期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许 爱很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可拥有
sorry..
is d only thg i can say...
giving u hope..
n crushing it v my vy own words..
its hard 2 say hw i feel nw..
no feel?
actually i felt somethg..
jz..
i dun understand wat is tat feeling..
i really tried..
n..i'm kinda tired for finding the so call feeling..
i noe tat u r suffering too..
n to b honest..
i'm glad tis ended..
n i'm glad we r both stil frens...
sometimes, fren last even longer..
n i'm glad..
we stil can b frens....
no worries..
u'll b my best fren....
n u put a smile on my face after we hav our talk bout ending our situation saying that : u wil become the best friend that will bu shuang when I got Bf next time..
haha~~
really.....
n i'm kinda glad tis is over...
n hope tat thgs like tis wont happen anymore..
n sorry for all d words that hurt u...
n sorry for wasting ur time..
曲:郑智伟
词:张美贤
收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 爱 猜到没有
愉快玩笑后 能全然退后 你 开心就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
假使讲了 你听到后或会走
这种恋爱太罕有 不需真正拥有
成全 衷心祝福然后就放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够
遥远是宇宙 静静在背后 去看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有 不需真正拥有
成全 多舍不得仍然 是放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够
放手 我的牵挂 找不到尽头
放手 期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许 爱很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可拥有
sorry..
is d only thg i can say...
giving u hope..
n crushing it v my vy own words..
its hard 2 say hw i feel nw..
no feel?
actually i felt somethg..
jz..
i dun understand wat is tat feeling..
i really tried..
n..i'm kinda tired for finding the so call feeling..
i noe tat u r suffering too..
n to b honest..
i'm glad tis ended..
n i'm glad we r both stil frens...
sometimes, fren last even longer..
n i'm glad..
we stil can b frens....
no worries..
u'll b my best fren....
n u put a smile on my face after we hav our talk bout ending our situation saying that : u wil become the best friend that will bu shuang when I got Bf next time..
haha~~
really.....
n i'm kinda glad tis is over...
n hope tat thgs like tis wont happen anymore..
n sorry for all d words that hurt u...
n sorry for wasting ur time..
Sunday, October 11, 2009
stupidity...
lolz..
hav been blogging all d -ve sides of me recently..
its time 2 blog somethg else..
can ur imagine..
hw stupid m i?
lol..n its nt d 1st time happening such stupid me..
lolz..
case 1 :
Msg 1 : hey...hw's d present 4 hui yee? wat bout celebration?
msg sent ~ Hui Yee 014..
(lol...was suppose 2 send d msg 2 dolphin n suang...)
Reply frm Hui Yee : I wan present..bt lazy 4 celebration..
me : Speechless..................................
case 2 :
Msg 1 : shit..too many picx of CS..i wanna make picx 4 him le..hw 2 make wo?
msg sent ~ Chong Sing 014..
(lol...was suppose 2 send d msg2 Hui Yee...)
CHong Sing called : "hey stupid..i wan d pic tat i look nice and thin.....
me : Speechless.............................................................
lolz..
hw can some1 b such blur??
i wonder..
bt..
tat's d only time i feel i'm d real me..
whn talking v CS on phone..while he's keep reminding hw stupid m i....
whn telling Hui Yee bout how stupid m i...
LUv u Guys SooOo MUCH!!
hav been blogging all d -ve sides of me recently..
its time 2 blog somethg else..
can ur imagine..
hw stupid m i?
lol..n its nt d 1st time happening such stupid me..
lolz..
case 1 :
Msg 1 : hey...hw's d present 4 hui yee? wat bout celebration?
msg sent ~ Hui Yee 014..
(lol...was suppose 2 send d msg 2 dolphin n suang...)
Reply frm Hui Yee : I wan present..bt lazy 4 celebration..
me : Speechless..................................
case 2 :
Msg 1 : shit..too many picx of CS..i wanna make picx 4 him le..hw 2 make wo?
msg sent ~ Chong Sing 014..
(lol...was suppose 2 send d msg2 Hui Yee...)
CHong Sing called : "hey stupid..i wan d pic tat i look nice and thin.....
me : Speechless.............................................................
lolz..
hw can some1 b such blur??
i wonder..
bt..
tat's d only time i feel i'm d real me..
whn talking v CS on phone..while he's keep reminding hw stupid m i....
whn telling Hui Yee bout how stupid m i...
LUv u Guys SooOo MUCH!!
Saturday, October 10, 2009
it's time to let go...
hav been cold for quite some time..
felt nothg..
nt a sense of happiness..
nt a sense of sadness..
nt a sense of disappointment ..
NOTHG...
I'm NUMB...
i felt emptiness inside me..
i'm scare of myself..
being cold..
I dunno myself...
i dun understand myself...
I'm losing myself....
yet..
tis time..
i went through all this alone....
nt a single emotion spread out to any1...
i may complaint..
i may mention..
bt who?
who really know wat i feel?
NOBODY...
n i realise..
i hav really grown up..
i can solve my pro myself...
i can b my own listener...
i can b my personal counselor..
but..
should i b happy v d changes of me....
No more becoming a burden for others..
No more bringing my emotions to others..
No more showing black face to d others..
No more being sensitive..
No more showing my hot temper..
Izzit it a good change?
Izzit it a brand new start?
Izzit it a better me?
Yet..somethg is missing..
Somethg important..
Somethg..which i dunno wat is it..
i Love hanging out v frens..
I love sharing with frens..
Frens were once the priority in my life..
wat bout now??
i dun really noe actually...
I dun really care actually..
I dun really mind actually..
Plans,entertainment,o any other thg else which last time was my priority,no matter hw busy m i,i'll stil join r nw nothg for me..
I can jz x join if it crash v some other thg..
I can jz stay in da room alone nw without any feeling..
I m comfortable by being forgotten..by being neglected..
slept quite late these few days..
doin last min work..
facebook-ing..
marketing proposal...
being awake alone..
i started thinking..
think..
is there somethg wrg with me?
why..
why i feel nothg..
i can laugh like nobody business in front every1 although to me its nt funny..
i can pretend i'm stil close to u..although we all noe tat we r nw far apart..
i can act nothg whenever some1 ask hw r u?
i can ask d others to concern bout d others...
tis is nt a gd thg...
n i started to tell myself..
its time 2 let go...
its time 2 find d true me..
its time 2 get bac d optimistic me..
its time 2 b +ve...
its the time now..........
special thx to shan,xian, lobak, d "xiao zha bo" gang, n him..when i'm down..
thx 2 xie jiao..which let me still believe in frenship...especially CS...
thx...
felt nothg..
nt a sense of happiness..
nt a sense of sadness..
nt a sense of disappointment ..
NOTHG...
I'm NUMB...
i felt emptiness inside me..
i'm scare of myself..
being cold..
I dunno myself...
i dun understand myself...
I'm losing myself....
yet..
tis time..
i went through all this alone....
nt a single emotion spread out to any1...
i may complaint..
i may mention..
bt who?
who really know wat i feel?
NOBODY...
n i realise..
i hav really grown up..
i can solve my pro myself...
i can b my own listener...
i can b my personal counselor..
but..
should i b happy v d changes of me....
No more becoming a burden for others..
No more bringing my emotions to others..
No more showing black face to d others..
No more being sensitive..
No more showing my hot temper..
Izzit it a good change?
Izzit it a brand new start?
Izzit it a better me?
Yet..somethg is missing..
Somethg important..
Somethg..which i dunno wat is it..
i Love hanging out v frens..
I love sharing with frens..
Frens were once the priority in my life..
wat bout now??
i dun really noe actually...
I dun really care actually..
I dun really mind actually..
Plans,entertainment,o any other thg else which last time was my priority,no matter hw busy m i,i'll stil join r nw nothg for me..
I can jz x join if it crash v some other thg..
I can jz stay in da room alone nw without any feeling..
I m comfortable by being forgotten..by being neglected..
slept quite late these few days..
doin last min work..
facebook-ing..
marketing proposal...
being awake alone..
i started thinking..
think..
is there somethg wrg with me?
why..
why i feel nothg..
i can laugh like nobody business in front every1 although to me its nt funny..
i can pretend i'm stil close to u..although we all noe tat we r nw far apart..
i can act nothg whenever some1 ask hw r u?
i can ask d others to concern bout d others...
tis is nt a gd thg...
n i started to tell myself..
its time 2 let go...
its time 2 find d true me..
its time 2 get bac d optimistic me..
its time 2 b +ve...
its the time now..........
special thx to shan,xian, lobak, d "xiao zha bo" gang, n him..when i'm down..
thx 2 xie jiao..which let me still believe in frenship...especially CS...
thx...
Monday, October 5, 2009
blur...
it's almost 6.
yet..
I'm stil awake...
hav shut my heart down..
started being cold..
and even..
i felt nothg bout all d stuff tat shan told me...
finally..
i m nw cold..
yet..
had a long long talk v hui teng...
was shock..
i thought i'll b d one whose tears wil b rolling down my cheeks...
yet...
i felt nothg...
n suddenly i found out..
izzit really good for being cold?
n at that moment..
NO!!
at tat moment..
i was suppose to felt touched..
knowing what they actually did..
what they actually planned...
what do I really meant to them...
yet...
i was like x feel..
it's really x gd..
i'm suppose 2 choose to forgive and forget...
both parties are to blamed..
nt only them..
and ya...
i shud b d one who b d one who gt blamed d most..
n i admit myself for being -ve, sensitives, emotional, showing black face....
really SORRy~~
i jz really hope tat everythg wil b fine...
n i'll b bac myself...
i nid more time...
yet..
I'm stil awake...
hav shut my heart down..
started being cold..
and even..
i felt nothg bout all d stuff tat shan told me...
finally..
i m nw cold..
yet..
had a long long talk v hui teng...
was shock..
i thought i'll b d one whose tears wil b rolling down my cheeks...
yet...
i felt nothg...
n suddenly i found out..
izzit really good for being cold?
n at that moment..
NO!!
at tat moment..
i was suppose to felt touched..
knowing what they actually did..
what they actually planned...
what do I really meant to them...
yet...
i was like x feel..
it's really x gd..
i'm suppose 2 choose to forgive and forget...
both parties are to blamed..
nt only them..
and ya...
i shud b d one who b d one who gt blamed d most..
n i admit myself for being -ve, sensitives, emotional, showing black face....
really SORRy~~
i jz really hope tat everythg wil b fine...
n i'll b bac myself...
i nid more time...
Lucky
Jason Mraz — Lucky lyrics
Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fell the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fell the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Saturday, October 3, 2009
sry..
sry for hurting u with such ways..
sry for saying those words to u...
sry for making both of us suffer..
thx..
thx for waiting me..
thx for leading me..
thx for letting me realize tat i'm nt alone..
promise..
u'll b d 1st 1 i go to whenever thgs happen...
i wont jz leave u aside forgetting who r u 2 me..
i'll try 2 make thgs work out..
sry for hurting u with such ways..
sry for saying those words to u...
sry for making both of us suffer..
thx..
thx for waiting me..
thx for leading me..
thx for letting me realize tat i'm nt alone..
promise..
u'll b d 1st 1 i go to whenever thgs happen...
i wont jz leave u aside forgetting who r u 2 me..
i'll try 2 make thgs work out..
thx for hurting me...
I wanna say...
thx..
thx for hurting me...
thx..
thx for giving me d chance to grow up...
thx..
thx for letting me noe...wat does d true friendship mean..
thx...
thx for letting me noe...i'm jz like a piece of shit in ur eyes..
for d pass few days..
my world was lie turning up side down...
everythg was in a mess..
my friendship, my relationship..
everythg..
until i even started to believe tat ..
i'm jz mend to b alone..
there's nothg such as true friendship in the reality...
no matter hw u take them as...
no matter hw u see them as...
they feel nothg..
all ur efforts r jz like a cold jokes made by an idiot clown jz to brighten up ur days...
suppose to hav a great time at Gan's house the other day..
yet..
i din enjoy it at all..
ya.
mayb shan is right...
durin d whole night...
who is there to concern I'm no more bein noisy..
who is there to ask...r u ok?
who is there for me?
ya..
u can say tat..
i'm an adult..
n i shud b more mature..
stop being such emotinal...
stop relying on friendship...
bt..
those who knows me..
friendship is such an important element in my life..
is it tat support me when ever i'm down..
is it to hold me on whn i'm giving up..
is it tat brighten up my day..
was blaming myself for nt being updated..
was blaming myself for being emotional..
was blaming myself for showing black face..
was blaming myself for making gang breaking into two parts..
in the pass few days...
I suffer..
suffer for blaming myself...
Yet..
thgs changes whn i noe somethg frm Shan...
n..
only i realize..
hw NOT important r we to them...
to them..
we are JUST NOTHING bt a clown...
some1 they can forget whn they r having so much fun..
some1 they never think of whn they r enjoying..
some1 jz like a stranger for them..
bt..
i admit..
it was my fault tis time..
for goin out for ice cream without waiting 4 them...
yaya..
n letting them hav an excuse for din even let us noe where they went...
hw many times i've told myself for being COLD..
hw many times i've told myself jz let it be...
hw many times i've told myself to kan kai dian..
hw many times i've lie to myself..
thgs wil b alright...
thousands and thousands of times..
and i'm so cold nw..
after being alone in da room..
nt knowing where d others went..
i stay awake til almost 4am..
yet..
i'm all alone..
seeing shan putting so much effort in letting me noe..
there's true frenship..
seeing her hw she is hurt by nw..
ya..
shan..
u r right...
we hav ourselves...
we hav both of us...
i'll b there for u..
owez...
ya..
HY.
u r right..
i gota stop taking such simple thg so serious...
whn i stil hav xie jiao with me.....
thx..
thx for hurting me...
thx..
thx for giving me d chance to grow up...
thx..
thx for letting me noe...wat does d true friendship mean..
thx...
thx for letting me noe...i'm jz like a piece of shit in ur eyes..
for d pass few days..
my world was lie turning up side down...
everythg was in a mess..
my friendship, my relationship..
everythg..
until i even started to believe tat ..
i'm jz mend to b alone..
there's nothg such as true friendship in the reality...
no matter hw u take them as...
no matter hw u see them as...
they feel nothg..
all ur efforts r jz like a cold jokes made by an idiot clown jz to brighten up ur days...
suppose to hav a great time at Gan's house the other day..
yet..
i din enjoy it at all..
ya.
mayb shan is right...
durin d whole night...
who is there to concern I'm no more bein noisy..
who is there to ask...r u ok?
who is there for me?
ya..
u can say tat..
i'm an adult..
n i shud b more mature..
stop being such emotinal...
stop relying on friendship...
bt..
those who knows me..
friendship is such an important element in my life..
is it tat support me when ever i'm down..
is it to hold me on whn i'm giving up..
is it tat brighten up my day..
was blaming myself for nt being updated..
was blaming myself for being emotional..
was blaming myself for showing black face..
was blaming myself for making gang breaking into two parts..
in the pass few days...
I suffer..
suffer for blaming myself...
Yet..
thgs changes whn i noe somethg frm Shan...
n..
only i realize..
hw NOT important r we to them...
to them..
we are JUST NOTHING bt a clown...
some1 they can forget whn they r having so much fun..
some1 they never think of whn they r enjoying..
some1 jz like a stranger for them..
bt..
i admit..
it was my fault tis time..
for goin out for ice cream without waiting 4 them...
yaya..
n letting them hav an excuse for din even let us noe where they went...
hw many times i've told myself for being COLD..
hw many times i've told myself jz let it be...
hw many times i've told myself to kan kai dian..
hw many times i've lie to myself..
thgs wil b alright...
thousands and thousands of times..
and i'm so cold nw..
after being alone in da room..
nt knowing where d others went..
i stay awake til almost 4am..
yet..
i'm all alone..
seeing shan putting so much effort in letting me noe..
there's true frenship..
seeing her hw she is hurt by nw..
ya..
shan..
u r right...
we hav ourselves...
we hav both of us...
i'll b there for u..
owez...
ya..
HY.
u r right..
i gota stop taking such simple thg so serious...
whn i stil hav xie jiao with me.....
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