Tuesday, December 30, 2008

是我变了吗?

是我变了吗?

为什么总觉得跟不上你们的脚步。。
为什么总觉得与你们谈不来?
为什么总觉得在你们面前必须武装?
为什么总觉得与你们打招呼是个难题?
为什么总觉得在我们已不是同一个世界的人了?

是我变了吗?
还是。。。

我不知道,
我不知道从几时开始跟不上你们的脚步。
或许是转入大学的开始。。
或许是时间冲淡了你我之间的感情。。
我不知道从几时开始与你们谈不来。。
或许是我们开始已经是不同世界的人了。。
或许是当我开始武装我自己。。
我不知道从几时开始与你们打招呼是是个难题。。
或许是当我们在开始疏远的时候开始。。
或许是在“路向”不同的开始。。

我不知道,

为什么总觉得我们是不同世界的人了。。
或许是在我开始遗忘我朋友的生日。。
或许是在我开始在遇见你们的时候。。学会沉默了。。

是我变了吗?
还是,
是时间改变了我?

我不知。。
我只知道,
我不喜欢这样子的改变。。

~愿我们友谊万岁~



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发现到原来,
在从理科班转到文科班的心情,竟然可以与现在的心情一样……
我想,
我应该能够坚强的过完这过渡期吧…


(for those who view tis post...jz ignore me ba..jz being emo...)
definitely x my Uni gang..no worries... ^^

Monday, December 29, 2008

being sensitive...
sometimes...
i felt myself being sensitive...

n nw...
being emo again...
on phone v CS they all nw..
having discussion bout d "xie jiao" blog..

any mood 2 make it?
sincerely..
i'm nt so keen 2 do so...
dunno y...

mayb bcz i'm too tired..
tired shopping today....
tired walking...
tired...
tired 4 nt being myself...

hw many times i wanted 2 pour out my feeling towards them...

celebrated JPP's birthday yest...

lazy 2 talk about it..

will uploads some photo later ba...

Friday, December 26, 2008

my 25th Dec2008

well..
celebrated my 25th Dec yest..

celebrating x'mas??

NOPE!!


i was celebrating my grandma's
80th birthday yest..


But,
it was also some other celebrations goin on..ha..
hmm..

my 4th uncle's 49yrs old birthday..
my 3rd auntie's 50 yrs old birthday..
my parents 20th Wedding Anniversary..
my cousin Adrienne jie jie n Ming Wei Koko 1st Wedding anniversary...


wao~~
all during x'mas n x'mas eve...
and here is d.....


(5 in 1 Cake...haha...)


nt much 2 talk about as it is jz a family gathering...
o ya..
i was d emcee tat night..


lousy emcee i guess..haha..
x really prepared..jz being spontaneous..

ha..
was jz so lucky 4 me 2 brought my donation card to d dinner..
hit my donation target..haha...
thank God...

here r sum pics...



(my ah Ma n my popo...)



(before goin 2 d restaurant..d vain sisters took sum pics together..hehe..)


my cute grandma..
hehe...
merry X'mas!!



Cute Little doggie rite?
ha..
it's SooOo SMALL..




din really dare 2 touch it at 1st..
bt..it's tooOooo cute tat i cant stop myself...




(together v my cousins..)
there r alot more..
bt..
too bz..ha...cant really snap together..



(The Big family...)


(together v my popo n Ah ma..)
it's my parents turn 2 cut d cake..haha..

jz to wish...
my Ah ma 福如东海,寿比南山……
4th uncle 添光添彩添吉祥……
3rd Auntie 增福增寿增富贵……
my parents 相亲相爱幸福永,同德同心幸福长。愿你俩情比海深!
Adrienne jie jie n ming wei koko
愿你俩用爱去绾着对方,彼此互相体谅和关怀,共同分享今后的苦与乐。敬祝百年好合永结同心!

Thursday, December 25, 2008






well..
it's kinda boring holiday..
so..
i watch Mama-mia d 3rd time..
yet..
i still love it..
haha..
i really really love oldies..
Abba's songs make d movie wonderful..
nice show!!

ha..
i hope..
one day..
i can afford myself n my family 2 watch d real live show...

ha...

Sunday, December 21, 2008



Da Shao recommended tis mv 2 me..
really touching..

突然间发现,我也有渴望爱情的时候……

Friday, December 19, 2008

我的朋友多吗?
老实说,朋友们都说我
高调,相识满天下
招呼永远打不完

然而,真的是朋友多吗?
或许是吧

但,
朋友多
并不代表能够找个人来倾诉吧
朋友多
并不代表你能把真正的自己摊开来吧
朋友多
并不代表你的心事会有人分担吧
朋友多
并不代表什么……

Thursday, December 18, 2008

“她”

有时候,
觉得“她”不了解自己…


不了解自己
为何时而悲观,时而乐观
不了解自己
为何时而敏感,时而粗枝大叶


然而
是真的粗枝大叶吗?
是真的乐观吗?
还是过度的伪装甚至连自己也给骗了?

“她”
不断地告诉大家
think +ve, 笑一笑没什么大不了,

然而,
“她”
真的是开心果吗?

身边的朋友都说:
你好像都不会有烦恼似的,每天都把笑容挂在脸上
纪念册上写着:
往往“她”人未到,笑声遗传来了…

然而“她”
此时却觉得悲哀
真的不会有烦恼吗?


其实“她”只是在压抑
只是不要让大家担心
因为“她”开朗惯了
“她”喜欢给人带来欢乐


把别人的情绪放在第一位
别人难过,“她”也难过
别人开心,“她”也开心
虽然也会有闹情绪的时候
但“她”很快地把情绪给收好


虽然“她”习惯把喜怒哀乐挂在脸颊上
但,“她”的“哀”你们看得见吗?
“她”说没事了
只为了对自己说
“是时候该长大了
不要让人担心”

“她”
只能做一个
“称职的小丑”
画上浓装,嘴角往上弯
的笑看人生……

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

人与人的相遇

人与人的相遇
就像随机抽样
在不同时间空间之中
彼此相遇

有时候你会发现
你一开始最看不顺眼的人
不知不觉中竟然成了你的好友
因为你发现了她的好

有些时候
你根本不想去认识一个人
你觉得无趣,后来你却发现他
却是你想要认识的那种人

有些时候
你非常喜欢一个人
但缘分的交错
让你们只能相遇,却不能在一起
或往往你爱的人,不爱你
而你又不爱的人,却那样爱你
这复杂的几率总是如此的跟着我们
解不开,也算不清

有些人,你就是一见如故
聊的天南地北,变成了好友
有些人,你们怎样都说不上几句话
就只能是点头之交
就好像一部公共巴士
大家在这一站上车,
却通往不同的目的地
事事都是充满着变数与未知……

曾经感情很好的朋友,即使感觉还在
可是因为各自都有自己的前程而疏离
然而某些记忆,就算多年以后
也难以忘记,深藏心底处……

所以我很珍惜每一次缘分的安排
因为我不晓得
错过这次
我跟他会在那个空间相遇
或许,这是我们唯一一次的相遇

缘分,
是很奇妙的一样东西
它把原本是陌生人的我们
牵引在一起
可以互相认识,交往,成了朋友

有缘千里来相会
无缘对面不相逢
人与人之间的相遇
如果缺少了缘分的安排
又怎样从相遇中相识呢?

有些朋友虽然不常联络
时间与距离疏远了彼此的关系
但,只要彼此心中有彼此的位子
我想,友谊还是会长久……

虽然不晓得你我之间的友谊
会因时间而被冲淡
还是会因距离而更稳固

你我~
是否还会相遇
是否会被遗忘

只想告诉彼此
谢谢你,我的朋友
因为你是我人生中的一个角色……

my 1st sem in UM

well...
before starting my 2nd sem of my uni life..
jz wanna jot down d thgs i did during my whole sem...
guess it wil b a long long blog..ha..
trying hard 2 blog nw..lol..

well well..
where shud i start...
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C110..my room num..


in front of my room..
stil remember d 1st time i c the room~
omg!!it's soOoOOo Small!!

ok..my roommate..
(miss the time v my long hair....haiz...)


my roomies...88's vs 90's...swt..=.="



Bong Jie n Vivian's 1st visit 2our room..
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my last day of d orientation week...
tired..sweet n sour memories...
(me + Lili)
was taken our hp battery..so cham..
til nw i stil wonder..hw can i really survive without using hp for 1 week!!


was taken the battery away..
tis is d only pic we took durin orientation week...
haiz..
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-Sushi King-
only tat time we notice tat, 4 out 5 of us are born in the month of November..
n the date is jz so close....
(da shao : 4 Nov
me : 5 Nov
Poh Ling : 7 Nov
Er Shao : 10 Nov)
swt rite...



(our 1st outing in mid valley...)



yum yum...
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was so free tat time..
after dinner..
we purposely tumpang d uni bus n go 1 round of UM..
lol..



got our Econ I-week..
damn boring...
d most boring activity i joined in UM..lol..




the only KMJ'ians in econ fac for d 1st yr..
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our big family...hehe...


the saphire...



we gt 1st tat week..
ha..
lots of new experiences...
i joined BM public speaking..Dikir Barat..
n most important..Nik acted as a bird n hui Teng as the wind in Sajak..ha..



the fashion show..



Hui Teng was too tired durin d dikir barat practice..
we practiced til 3 in da morn..lol..

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the 1st birthday we celebrated..
Sherlyn's birthday...

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~The Gila Gang~


-we LOVE MAggIe-...hehe...


-we LOVE EATING-


-our favourite-
playing under the rain...

we love WATER~~


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I HATE drawing Banner!!

During Merdeka...





During SJM pembukaan rasmi..

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the che ling gang...^^
wat's d cake 4??
well..d main purpose is 2 celebrate d National Day..
bt..actually it's bcz it has 50% discount at King's tat day..lol..
Shan bought bac 4 us lo..
p/s : Hui Teng LOVE banana..momo...

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o ya..gt my injection for rubella..
swt man..i was in da room..tying my hair like tat..suddenly was called 2 go 4 d injection @ DS..swt...so High Profile..

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my pameran n publisiti group gotta go buy the stuff 4 our pameran..lol..


together v kepelbagaian group..


hang d banting b4 tat nite...



not forgeting the Pesta Tanglung Bestari..
I was d Ketua Biro of Publisiti dan Pameran..
swt..
worst nightmare ever..

but luckily..
i gt che ling performance..
the sweetest memory tat nite.
bt..i made a mistake durin d performance..haiz..
x forgetting 2 mention that, the seniors were gd..
hopefully 1 day i'll b like them..hehe,..


the junior che ling...except 4 d poh ling ya...
d "kalefe"haha..jkjk




us again..the C110..



the swt tanglung we made..
kopiko?haha...

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together v Pheobe n Jason durin the My FM特工队

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x forgetting the Matrik Gang..
quite glad we r stil keeping in touch...







thx 4 being there 4 me girls n guys....

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(jz copied frm Nik's blog..lazy 2 type..hehe..paiseh ya nik..)
Not much thing to talk about it as we only enjoyed ourselves at the beach.
Playing with our gang, connected a bit with certain seniors and few juniors.
The most disgusting attitude is waiting them!
The whole group have to wait for them putting sun block purposely!
Washing plates for almost all of them, and they thought that our hobby is washing plates.
Gather to play 'the killer' but we were asked to keep quiet continuously but they kept talking and joking continuously.
BEH TAHAN~
So, we organized a new group-->
PASSSBUM
which consists of 6 juniors, but we still welcoming more n more juniors to join our group sincerely.
Our vision and mission are the same, investigating the seniors.
Our objective is to dig 38 news from seniors but in the same time, protecting our own 38 news.
haha..

o ya..
my 1st formal presentation..ha..

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I think tat's all..
i think i'm quite low profile ho..ha...