Counselling session

2 more session to go for my counselling session..

and somehow...

there is still one kinda feeling deep inside my heart...

maybe “遗憾” is the best word to describe...

遗憾我们之间的回忆化为乌有~

遗憾我们之间的友情湮灭~

遗憾我们之间只剩下闪避~

遗憾我们之间连最基本的招呼也打不成~

I know..

this is just a small matter to most of the people..

some of u may even think it is just some small case that I'm now acting like i broke up with my BF..lolz..

it may be a small matter to others..

but to me...

after more than 1 year..

I'm still persuading myself..

Let bygone be by gone..there is nothing else I can do...

找到这样的男朋友千万别分手!

Saw tis in FB notes..

decided to copy at post in in my blog, jz to have a start to reactivate it...haha

haha....I'm just fu yan only..hehe...

ignore me...hehee...

Let's see..My bf...did he did all these things?

1.朦胧醒来回你信息..

Hmm...only if my msg sounds urgent or sad..otherwise he will go for cleaning up 1st..But...it's okay...I dun really mind too...

2.半夜里接你的电话..

Hmm..I dun call him during midnight...so..Can skip this part..

3.告诉你——到家了就发消息给他..

hmm...i will do tis autimatically..and if i forgotten to do so..A msg from him will reminds me..haha..

4.你半夜睡不着发消息给他..他会陪你聊天..

hmm..normally the time i sms him..he has already become pig jor..so...No comment..

5.雨天..同撑一把伞..他衣服的一半是湿的..

YUP!!! haha...because both of us are BIG SIZE..so...he will be the one who sacrifice.. =)

6.不论走到哪里..都一直拉着你的手..

hmm...We cant really do this all the time... 

7.愿意吃你吃不下的东西..

YUP!! That's why..he is getting fatter and fatter...haha

8.从来不迟到..你迟到他不会生气

hmm..yup!! bt if i'm late for an HOUR...thn sure KENA..lolz

9.不论去哪里..他都会来接你..无怨无悔..

hmm..No legs to go and meet him meh?haha

10.不乱花钱..但肯为你花钱..

Ya...He will spend on me..bt not on himself..<3 

11.拥抱很久..很紧..

Ya...

]12.记得你说过的所有事..

Ya...he remember every single words, wish, thoughts I said....

13.轻轻拧开你拧不开的汽水瓶..

hmmm...NO gua..I'm strong enuf to do so for myself..hehe

14.常常发消息告诉你..突然很想你..

NOPE!! only some certain time...he says that i'll get imune if he did that so often..lolz

15.常常给你留言..

NO...nothg at all..i post the links, video on his FB..Bt no response at all..sobbb

16.不舒服时..他会很担心很着急..

hmm..ya...bt i dun get sick so easily ma..

17.吵架时不会一走了之..

Yup..correct..I'm always the one who wanna run away...

18.他错了会认错..你错了不会怪你..

NO LO...he will tell me what is my mistake..bt most of the time is because of my Hainan Wind..lolz..poor him..

19.吵架后..会无条件地哄你..放下面子..

NO LO..I'm the one who apologize 1st..bcz I'm always the one who started the fight..haha...tis is wat we call 犯贱…haha

20.从不忍心责备你..无条件包容你..

hmm..he will still 责备, bt will really 无条件包容me…

21.会一直保护你..害怕你受一点点委屈..

Yup..because only he can bully me...haha

22.你说笑话他会笑..会觉得你很可爱..

no ba..he will think that i'm sha po lai de...

23.比你高..

Hmm..高过我超过20cm算不算高？

24.会一个人安静地思考..但决不冷漠..

ya..he will tell me all his thoughts..

25.许多方面都很厉害..让你崇拜..

ya...I LOVE HIS BRAIN!!His EQ!! His IQ!! His DIMPLES!! everything~!!

26.会一直夸你..给你鼓励..

夸我就没有吧~只会一直踩我， 给我反面的鼓励~ sobb

27.不对你隐瞒什么..

ya lo..i know everything of his.. =)

28.百分百信任你..

hmm..still okay ba..cz i owez 前言不对后语~

29.不花言巧语..

ya lo..he even seldom give me sweet talks..sobb

30.不会因为玩游戏而忽略你..

Ya lo..cz he seldom play game ma..haha

31.不抽烟少喝酒..

ya!! he has even healthier lifestyle that I have,..hehe.. Less meat, more vege...

32.有活动安排事先和你打招呼..

YUP!! he did so..so that I wont kacau him ma..lolz

33.和朋友出去时..要想着你..

This one x nid ba...we will have our time for our own-self...

34.重大的事情和你商量..

yup..we discuss every thing.. =0

35.和大人在一起像大人..和孩子在一起像孩子..

haha,,,,No comment,..He will be different in front of me.. =)

36.喜欢你..从未犹豫..不拿你和别的女孩子比较..

Hmm..只有我会拿自己跟别的女孩比较吧~

37.从未想过离开你的世界..

Hmm..never thought of this question..gotta ask him??
BUT..I know He never think of this too...

38.你买给他的东西他都会喜欢..

hmm..还好，因为都没有买过什么东西给他~

39.对女孩子有风度..也有距离..

对！！！而且真的很有距离~

40.认识你的一些好朋友..拜托她们照顾你..

haha...i think he knows most of my Uni frens ba...haha..

41.了解你的烦恼与困惑..不厌其烦地倾听..

Ya...He has high 忍耐度~~geng!!

42.很少让你哭..你哭的时候会很心疼..紧紧地抱住你..告诉你都是他的错..

hmm..when I cry..he wil only say..This is wat u want? u ask for this...(becz i'm the one owez started 无理取闹）but gradually he will 放软his 语气&态度~ 哈！

 43.可以随时找到他..

yup!! He is owez there..no matter how busy he is...

44.靠在他肩膀的时候很安心..

hmm..haha~~Our height just nice!!

45.和他在一起有种温暖的感觉..

是很幸福的感觉~~

46.不重色轻友..也不重友轻色..

他拿捏得很好，不像我，老是因为朋友而把他呼略~

47.计划的未来里..你是重要的一部分..

YUP！！ he has plans for US...

Another week will be our anniversary.

I know He will be busy...very very busy...

and this time..there wont be complaints from me because seeing him how tired, how stress with his assgmt, lab, and test...

it's true that I have to learn to be more mature..

反正， 如果爱对了人，情人节每天都过~

All the best in ur studies darling...muacks~!!

Flood Preview

I guess everyone is familliar bout the flood..

well..

It has been a vy vy long time agoo.

just finding some topic to update my log dead blog...

lolz..

 The bomba to the rescue...

 to those who have been to segamat..

Does this seems familiar to u?

The main bridge..

 The way we will take on our way back from bus station...

 The 2nd Bridge..

 Try to imagine how high is the water...

 I guess this would even be more familiar...

The railway...

 Look at the water..

 AND THIS: The shop next to GIANT~~

 Second bridge main road

 and this: the road where my Avanza hit Big Head's Kancil few years back..

remember??

 Behind Upwell..

Bye bye to all the cars..

 The road we went for Wantan Mee..remember??

Well..

It's only preview..

I still have lots of flood pic coming up..

my GRANDMA's house...