...

dunno wat shud i title my tis blog post..
jz finished my macro mid term...
besides speechless..
i dun feel anythg...

tis is my 1st time for nt being so panic b4 exam..
tis is my 1st time for being so calm during exam..
tis is my 1st time for nt crying after doin badly in exam...

n..
i dunno wat happen...
normally..on my way 2 exam..
my course mates' ears wil b vy vy pain..
n i'll keep grumbling...
n they will see a vy vy black face...
tis time..

at least i dun think they really heard wat i'm complaining about...

mayb i really expected tat i wont gain any marks in tis mid term..
n i'm nw prepared being called my my lecturer...
haiz...

i wanna slp....
i nid some slp..
yet....i hav difficulties to slp nw...
deep in my heart I'm stil blaming myself for nt studying earlier..
for nt being prepared...

yet....
its all over nw....
all i hope is i'll pass tis paper i wont retake it for next sem ALONE...
(touch wood*)

p/s : thx for accompany me until d late nite...n was awaken by me early in d morning..>

summarise of the week.....

i was suppose 2 do my quan bian stuff nw...yet..
I'm here...
yeah right..I'm back 2 blogging again...LOL...

this week is a week with lots of high and down...

1st Feb...
its the 1st time where she fu's activity is such successful..
our 1st time with the full attendance of AJKs..
our 1st time having so many participants in an event...
our 1st time being such success..
we went to Sg Buloh 麻风病院.....at 1st i thought it will b scary..
bt we din go to d part where the serious patient were there..so ..it was still ok...^^
it was indeed quite meaningful for some especially the part where we share the spirit of those uneducated uncle,aunties...the way the fight for their rights..the way the innocent villagers fight to protect their beloved house...
and i love our presentation part..it was fun..n my group manage to come out v a short promo video as our task is to do some publicity for the place....^^
p/s : mayb 2 ssomebody..it was boring ya...><...

The vy 1st time all of the AJKs were here for she fu's activity...

can i say that they r my new gang??LOL...

wat a tring day..we went to d 麻风病院 frm 9am til 6pm..
n...were suppose 2 go to Gui Ying's and Seng Yee's birthday celebration which i dun feel like goin..
bt...luckily me & shan took dinner v Ah Xian, Ah Tuck and Bo Keong at Jaya One after the visiting...otherwise...i'll b starving til death~~
yum yum Wendy's ...^^
i'm still laughing when i recall tat night...
after all the craps, they wanted to plan a birthday celebration to pull back d bound among us...
n tis time...me n shan decided not to involve in everthg...let them b d planner..
n its oso my 1st time seeing such lousy planner...

1st: the birthday boy kena BOMB...
The organizer : I know today is ur birthday,bt can u drive?ca we wanna give her(another birthday gal) surprise..
n d "best part" is the birthday gal's birthday is nt on d celebration day..LOL..poor birthday boy..haha

2nd : The birthday boy was kena scolded...
Another organizer..scolded him..due to some stupid reason...

3rd : No planning...NOTHING..
i wonder if HY was here, she'll sure keep 翻白眼..haha..
suppose to gather at 4th gate at 8pm..every1 drag...n we deart at 8.15..LOL...sudd, Lobak called up telling that he wanna join oso, so we came bac frm Section 17 to pick him up again..
n...started our jorney to Full House at Ngao Che Sui..n guess what??none of them know the way n we jz drive all the way to taman Mega,,
was lost there, stop by roadside..starting to call our frens who have the probability to know where is the place..LOL..
sitting on the car...going her, asking there...LOL..for more than one hour...n we decided to go The curve...n guess what??it was ady 9.45pm..great celebration huh??LOL
n sudd decided to go SS2 after planning 2 go The curve...LOL..
so...we end up celebrating at Leo's somewhere near Murni..
it was another BORING time...since we r nw so x close..we dun hav d same topic...the busy gang will talk v d bus gang..n the others will talk bout their entertainment...it doesnt look like a celebration at all...

So me n shan had our SS time v the not so yummy mushroom soup..>< finally...a "look Like" celebration Pic...

n i was suppose to b v d xiao zha bor at Bangsar Mcd to do method discussion..

kinda waste of time...haiz..
n ..finally..we ended the "celebration" b4 12am...tis is d 1st time i thank to UM's rule for closing PJ gate at 12am..
thn, me n Lobak rush to bangsar's McD to join the discussion...It was SoOOo cold sitting motorbike at tat time and we lost our way..bt..luckily we managed to reach there safe n sound...n start our discussion..i did not help much..all i did was talk talk talk and still TALK...lol...
n..
we came bac UM around 3am..WAO!!our Tue class if from 9am-6pm summore...wat a day...><

2nd Feb(Tue)..
blog bout it dy...^^BUSY day! n d nest part is d quan bian publicity...

Publicity......n saw hw's live shows look like...

3rd Feb(Wed)

yeah~~~~i went for Tiger WooHoo...and with another sudden plan of Sing K....
n..i'm glad that i went...its one precious chance for me 2 relax myself huh?^6^
(Picture to be uploaded later, gotat take from ah tuck)
n...rush back for quan bian meeting v zhi hua....mylife is full of meeting.....

4th Feb(Thurs)

THE WORST DAY EVER!!!
NO water SUppLy in the whole UM..wt*!!
n...my "aunty" came at the wrong time..make me even more pekchek!!argh!!
was kinda emo tat day actually...

Lorry was here for the "rescue'..LOL

Manage to take 2 pails of water from this place...thn the rest, the other 5 pails...i nid to walk up the hill, the next day, arm pain...LOL
was so tired that day actually after the exhausted Tue...yet, i wonder y i can still carry so many pails of water....=.="

bt thx 2 Joey for bringing mme n shan to bath lo..haha..thx thx ya...
n the neighbour of Joey's fren is SoOooOo fierce...scolding rude words jz bcz we block his gate...n..he even brought down a baseball stick..threaten us to ask them nt to block his way...walao!!
rush bac for meeting again...
Quan Bian Meeting usually x end such early...it ended around 1 tat day, n i was off to bed around 1.30 am...
"GREAT"!!it was my luckiest day ever~~FIRE DRILL PRACTICE at 2.30am...n i'll b having my econometric midterm the next day!!
stupid fireman n the others SS there..wasting my time...
i was SoOOOOoOooO fed up!n i even feel like scolding rude words!ish!
o ya..x forgetting seeing Ah Tuck and his qin qin also went to demonstrate the way of putting of fire..LOL..
conclusion: "GREAT DAY!!!"

5th Feb(Fri)
did nothg except study for econometric the whole morining..
had our exam at 3pm..so...
.went over hui yee's room to kacau n to talk lo..LOL..
it was a 1hour 30 min paper...bt the 7 of us decided to come out early..for them , they finish doin..for me..i dunno hw 2 do, y still sit there..haha...
NO water !!
took two pails of water..
n bath..
no time to "mourn" for my paper....
and RUSH to sin chew for our 1st pre-event show...
it was really interesting...nice talk by the politicians..haha...
was soOoO tired bcz i jz slept for 2 hours the day b4 Fri, due to the stupid fire drill practice ..
n after event, still goin for Nasi Lemak Panas..almost burst tat time, bcz all i want is to SLP...
even before sleeping i still gotta carry two pails of water for myself to bath n wash clothes..n to refill it for the next day....TROUBlESOME!

the topic of our day....

me ushering...LOL...saw some cute uncle criticizing bout Malaysia's politics...

6th Feb (Sat)
the day che ling dui went for their performance at Bentong...
me n shan went to library n started our work..
thn..
our suppose to b 2pm discussion was drag until 4pm..
went over dataran sastera for internet line..
yet...NO LINE!!
went over KFC for wifi...
yet..NO PLUCK!!
swt swt..
end up, we were at Jaya One..
seeing ppl broadcasting their show while doing our method again..
Long Long discussion..
and we ended it at 9pm..
(almost 5 hours discussion, although i'm d one day dreaming there..LOL)
after accompanying Jessica for her dinner, rush bac 2 Choir..
and, received a call from my sis telling that she was involve in an accident, my parents quarreled, which really makes me even more worried and "fan"..haiz..luckily i hav Jessica and BK tat night to tell..
i was all alone that night..
shan went bac, the others were nt around...
n...the part tat really caused me even more emo is..
i dun understand y every1 wil forget me naturally..
is nt tat i'm envy or wat..
ts jz tat, i dun like d feeling for being left over...
i dun like listening bout who phoned up, reporting their activity, yet, i was left aside..
i noe was left outis nt a big deal....yet...i still dislike the feel being left out..
n..luckily..i was nt really alone that night..at least in another way....

7th Feb(sun)..
was kinda relaxing..
I ignore all my work loads..
n..WATCHED DRAMA!!yeepy!!
n it brighten up my day...
went for quan bian meeting again..
tis time it was quite efficient....n we ended quite early..
asked Mc to help me da bao my dinner..
end up...RM7 char siew chicken rice he da bao for me...
n with NOT ENOUGH CHILI..
was so heartache v the super duper expensive chicken rice..
bt...to b frank..its quite nice...

went over Hui yee's room after knowing hou mu is polishing he rnail..
so..
i went over..

My Nails!!^^Colorful?hehe

n of course took "some"SS pic sumore..haha...(these are only some of what we hav took...haha..)

was having a great time with them....
bt...i came bac for choir...haiz...

after choir..
went yumcha...
after that...
RATS IN MY ROOM!!!
argh!!!
purposely go bath again so that it wont come n jump on myhead..ble :P
start Tutor..n discuss v hui jean whtehr shud i quit MASUM....stil cant make decision....
haiz..
slept around two..
bt..
awake at 5am..
i nid more slp........










.

emo

being moody recently..
n i dunno why..

the water supply condition in UM is making me even more frust...
the un-stoppable meeting is making me so stress...
the choir practice commitment is making me 2 push myself 2 d limit..

and..
my major: my STUDIES..
tutor..assgmt..mid term...ARGH!!!
is driving me crazy!!

it seems like i'm owez d one
being neglected...
being forgotten...
being ignored...
n..i dunno why...

i hate myself for being emo...
yet..
i'm owez d 1 v -ve emotinal..
keep reminding myself nt to b so sensitive...
keep reminding myself nt to care so much..
keep reminding myself nt to think so muc..
yet..
i'm owez repeating the same mistake...
haiz.......

trying 2 cheer myself up..
eventhough today isnt a gd day for me...

sis phoned up..n told me she gt accident..
thn dad n mum quarrel n shouted at each other...
argh!!y i'm nt v them in tis moment..
its almost new year..
can everythg b alright??!!

jy..gambateh...^^
u can go through all this alone.....believe in urself...
n to bk, thx for d messages for letting me noe tat i'm nt alone...

BURST!!!

I'm going to burst...
I feel like shouting...
I feel like crying..


I wonder why m i in this stupid UM!!
this stupid college!!!
this kinda study environment!!
argh!!!!!!

NO water during day time....
NO wifi during night time...

wt*!!!
@#$%^%$#$%^&*&^%$%^&*&^%$

i'm so damn frust now!

meeting tonight until infinity time....
mid term tml...
life is miserable when there is activities...
life sucks when there is no water..
life is pathetic when there's no close friends when u need them..

I nid somebody 4 me to talk...
I nid 1 listener..
yet..
i cant find any at this time.....
shan is surely bz v her stuff...
n i dun wanna kacau her....
haiz....................................


i guess that i had 2 go through this all by myself...

cheers jy...
gambateh,,,

Another busy Tuesday…^^

(typed it in my word file on 2^nd Feb, as there’s no line in my college..haiz..)

Was suppose to have quanbian AJK meeting today at 8pm..

Class started from 9-6pm…n today was nt really my day…

I woke up late after the long long discussion last9 at McD Bangsar…we reached UM around 3a.m!! n…I woke up around 8.20am for d 9am class…Bathroom was crowded!! N..so.. I WAITED for d 1^st time today~~

Thn…after rushing everythg…its breakfast time??I’m almost late for class…yet I still wanna go for breakfast…bcz…its NASI LEMAK!! One of my fav food~~yum yum^^n..

It was quite a long queue…n..i WAITED for the 2^nd time today…

Finally…was in time to class….everythg seems to be d same as usual..

All my coursemate who were together tahan until our discussion ends were all like panda..n I wonder why I’m stil so semangat while every1 is almost falling aslp in class…I really wana pay attention during Macro class…its owez my worst subject…yet…I stil cant catch what is the lecturer talking about..i’m jz so used for being so blur….

N…seems every1 is soOooO tired, n our presentation for 12pm class is nt really done yet…all of us decided to skip our Sosio Class at 10am…

Suppose 2 have some nap whn I reach room, yet…there r too much thgs in my head, n I cant really fall aslp…so…I went over aunty Amy’s room to c is there anythg I can help out…although I’m owez d one tat din really contribute at all….yet thx God they r still with me~

Muacks!!

Thn….its suppose to b lunch time….bt…we hav our class at this weird time…luckily I brought some biscuit….otherwise I’m sure all of us will faint bcz of hunger..especially Aunty Amy who will start scolding ppl whn there’s no lunch…hehe….

Its PRESENTATION time…all d hardwork we did last 9 was kena shoot kao kao by the lecturer who keep dun understand the topic we choose…haiz….so..there will be another long discussion this Friday before Econometric Midterm ya…haiz….busy Fri…

n….the most relaxing class…our Cat Air Cina…n we were suppose 2 draw birds today…^^happy n relaxing time…n i get to on9 at Sket while drawing...hehe....n its APK time next..

LOL!! My APK lecturer…OMG!! I just cant believe they are still such strict n NO BRAIN lecturer…stupid…d class was suppose to end at 4.35pm..n yet..she drag until after 5…thn beloved aunty Amy went 2 Dr Yew’s room to reconfirm did she receive the slides…n we WAITED her to go back to college…n I manage to get a 10 min close eye break..went to bath…n I WAITED again for my washing clothes place..ARGH!!!!!!! I wonder why pp can keep their clothes for soOoo long n wash it together..OMG!!disgusting!!

That was another waiting part..was rushing 2 bus stop n according to Mr. MC’s msg we gotta be there at 6.15pm to set up..LOL…whn I reach DS, I was around 6.05pm n LONG queue for the dinner tonight…n I REFUSE to WAIT again..n here goes my dinner that I have waited for the whole day….

Reached Bus Stop..n…WAITED again…argh!! Malaysia’s cultural…WAIT!!

Departed to 龙雪华堂for the debate between Wee Ka Siong and Khoo Ka Khim…our main purpose is to do some publicity…n hope that it really works with the no details poster..LOL…

busy writing on quanbian website on the NO details poster

...The talk...

..The Ticket...
And not forgetting our publicity poster..LOL
And finally...I'm inside the Hall....n..its a LIVE show!!

I watched the debate…it was a quite interesting topic …bt v vy lousy PA system…at least I learn…n there d best part…

N finally…we decided to come bac earlier even though it is nt end yet,n I was suppose 2 go approach the RTM ppl who r oin live there….but we r all just too tired… so…

End up..we all cabut…^^

n..we r at 3^rd Mamak for MC’s belanja’s late DINNER……hehe..i felt so guilty for eating such big plate of Mee mamak at this time…n guess what??I ordered ayam merah to ganti balik my chicken..n I forgotten 2 cancel off the rice…So..here come to set of dinner…LOL…

sorry for wasting food…bt..i jz cant fit in anymore..hehe…at least I din wasted much..haha..every1 helped me v some of it la…haha~~

n..finally…d day is almost ended…

had a 20min nap before my quality time with Shan…since we r no more roommates..n its hard for us 2 talk….so….we went to Dataran Bestari around 1am n start reporting our day…start telling each other stories, gossip…It’s a vy nice feeling when there’s someone there to talk with in such late time…its great to know that you are not fighting alone…and I still have friends…

we talked until 2am..n its time for us to start our work..so we ended our quality time n went bac to our own room..i started to do my event flow..n thx to those seniors…my job is so simple as they have all d soft copy n all I did was edit some of the words…n I finished it in 20min time..hehe….

so… I start blogging this in Microsoft Word to blog it whn there’s line….and..its 2.55am nw..

LOL..

I even wasted more time on blogging thn doin serious job…n I was planning to start my econometric today..argh!! 10 lectures….DEAD!!! ><

Yet , Human behavior huh? last min work..ahaha…

p/s : cant wait for 3/2/2010 for movie time…^^

k la….shud read some of econometric although its ady 3am…ciaoz…gambateh to myself…^^