The Crazy Daysss

I Miss the daysss..

especially at this stressful period..

I miss everyone whom we play, we enjoyed, we laugh, we cry and be fat together...

The crazinness we shared..

The stupid things we did..

The fat we added..

The fights we gone through..

I miss you all....

I just need another crazy way for me to distress..

lazy to complain as it wont help..

trying hard 2 study yet..

self confidence make me don't trust myself..

Haiz..

perhaps a bowl of maggie mee with Suang,Hui Yee, Vivian, Irene, See Yee will do..

I just hope the day will appear one more time...

你可知道 當女人被男人脫去自己的衣服 一絲不掛的在他面前 是需要多少的愛

你可知道 女人為什麼會背朝你睡 因為她不喜歡看你的背影 如果你以後抱著她睡 她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道 女人把每一次的愛情 當作是初戀 也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道 女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你 而是你在她心中太美好 她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道 深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後 自己卻轉身不斷哭泣

你可知道 當女人頂著哭花的臉 走在街上 不管是不是有人在看她時 她的心已經快要死了

你可知道 她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨 也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道 她的任性 她的壞脾氣 其實都只是在對你撒嬌 希望你更重視她

你可知道 假若她不愛你 她根本不會對你發火 不會希望你去哄她 更不會為你掉眼淚 因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道 當你離開她 留下她獨自一人 她有多大的期待和恐懼 而這一切都只是因為她愛你 而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她 女人知道太多不該知道的事情 男人不知道太多該知道的事情

於是.你們爭吵.你認為她脾氣不好.她認為你不夠遷就她…… 於是.你們冷戰.你以為她沒有完全接受你，她以為你不在乎她…… 請給她一個擁抱一個吻.用你的擁抱你的吻去化解她心裡的悲傷和眼角的淚水. 因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。

兩個深愛的人在一起，就要 互相包容，互相理解，互相體諒，互相信任， 否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生。 。 。 。 。 。 否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了！ 。 。 。 。 。 。 希望每一個男人都能夠好好珍惜陪伴在你身邊的女人 她們為你付出過，不求回報 卻希望你們能夠讀懂，能夠牽著她們的手堅定地走下去 不要讓愛你的女人流淚 不要讓她傷心 更不要讓她絕望和死心！ 因為女人一旦真愛了，失去她愛著的人 就意味著失去了整個世界...

N times of complaining...

It's my 5th FINAL in UM..

and i NEVER LEARN my lesson...

dunno how many times shud i DO MY LAST MIN work..

haiz...

How I wish I have Hui Yee's determination..

How I wish I have Sin Yee's Brain...

How I wish I have Jessica's concentration..

How I wish I have Emily & Amy's hardworking..

How I wish I can don't really care like Lobak...

Haiz..

How I wish is How I wish..

Dreamland is always perfect...

and we are at the reality world...

Still gotta go back to study right??

haizzz...

Trying vy vy hard 2 change my -ve thoughts to the positive one..

but it seems hard..

exam time is so tight..

no gap for a few subject..

sobb...

i dun aim high..

I just want to MAINTAIN..

or even get a little bit higher..

A 3.55 to get Winnie the Pooh from Darling =)

yet..

I cant even see any A or A- in my coming 5th sem final slip...

sobbb~

Haiz..just try my best and try to study as much as I can ba...

since NO MORE 

AS DISTRACTION..

and I even set timer for blogspot .

.

so that i dun be hand itchy click here click there although none of my friend updated their blog..

yet I still can spen hours there reading my older post..LOL

The only place you can fine me now is in Twitter..

which not much friends are active over there...

yet the OMG facts, Air Asia promotion, Start news which I followed is still there to distract..

will click here click there...

after spending hours there..

thn eyes tired ady..

SLEEP..

haizzz..

really finding excuse for myself..

haiz...

thinking another part...

Holiday is after Final..

though stil dun hav any actual plan bout holiday...

But still..HOLIDAY is mend to enjoyy!!=)

施文斌 - 我我我 因爲你

如果可以让我先说　我我我我不懂把握
世界太危险刺激　所以对你太啰嗦
你想我做些什么　我我我我浪漫不多
要对你大声的说　是爱你太执着

我要为你挡着风挡着雨　在风雨里写爱你的诗句
我的世界为你变得很直接　突然有一天开口的第一句
因为有着你我就不再孤单　因为爱着你我也不怕难堪
为了你很勇敢不怕去冒险　我的爱情就是你出现在我的世界

我要为你挡着风挡着雨　 在风雨里写爱你的诗句
我的世界为你变得很直接　突然有一天开口的第一句
因为有着你我就不再孤单　因为爱着你我也不怕难堪
为了你很勇敢不怕去冒险　我的爱情就是你出现
因为有着你我就不再孤单　因为爱着你我也不怕难堪
为了你很勇敢不怕去冒险　我的爱情就是你出现在我的世界

Random

hmm..

has been talking alot to my aunt's niece lately..

and I'm really thankful..

for being loved by so many...

Friends..

are always the one who coloured my day..

was sharing with her bout the friends i have..

and I think of everyone I met...

The one whom hurts me..

The one whom supported me..

The one whom protected me..

The one whom treat me as friends...

My definition for F.R.I.E.ND.S is just very simple...

They are there for you no matter what happen..

They are there for you for what you are..

They are there to make fools of you just because they know you well..

They are there for you to share your sweetest thing with him..

They are there to comment bout your bad things and hope you will be better...

AND guess what?

I do have friends like that...

I am lucky...

To have all of them..

I always think that i do not deserve GOOD friends..

Because I'm nt a good one..

I dun help ppl yet I trouble them..

I dun have Good Temper and I HAVE MOOD SWING...

I'm not smart and I always trouble them during studies..

And That's why..

I'm Thankful..

Thanks everyone !!

Thanks for being there always...

Love this song:

 范玮琪 一个像夏天 一个像秋天

一个像夏天 一个像秋天
词:姚若龙
曲:陈小霞

第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你 我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱
把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我
只是骂我几句
如果不是你 我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音
我的有口无心
我离不开Darling更离不开你
一个像夏天 一个像秋天

你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你 我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱
把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我
只是骂我几句
如果不是你 我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音
我的有口无心
我离不开Darling更离不开你
你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形象保密
如果不是你 我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱
把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我
只是骂我几句
如果不是你 我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音
我的有口无心
我离不开Darling更离不开你

Whenever I listen to this song, 

I think of  Vivian..

The one who first complain why I talk so much..

The one who is totally my opposite...

The one who I can talk no matter how long we din meet each other..

The one who is special for me..

I think of Shan..

I remember when I first saw her, I really dun like her pattern..

BECAUSE: SHE IS EVEN MORE TALKATIVE THAN ME!! 

They always say..

same pattern ppl cant become good friends..

Because you have too much of similarities..

and you will end up arguing..

but we ended up as BEST FRIENDS..

going through all the Uni shits together..

I might have been abandon her lately..

patto ady ma..

sorry la..no time for u...darling more important...haha...

but dun wry...listen and read the lyrics...hahaa

no worries..

We wil be BFF!!

I think of Irene..

The one who is so gao diao at DK1..

The one who we always talk bout her behind her..

asking why can she be so gao diao with her manja voice...

HAHA!! who knows we ended up as Mother & Daughter??LOL

I think of HuiYee..

The one who has the higher EQ than me x 10000000times..

The one who suan siao me the most but knows me well...

The one who commented bout by -ve side and say It's TIME TO GROW UP..

A totally opposite with me as well..But..she's always there..

to crap with when I'm bored..

to listen with my grandmother's story..

She will be impatient...haha~bt will stil listen while doing her own thing..

to plan with birthday present.althought i'm always the one come out with mouth, and she's the one coming out with Ideas and ACTION...

Thanks ALOT!!

I think of Zhong Sing..

The pinky pig..

the one who brought me back to Xie Jiao.

The one who told me what Xie Jiao is meant to be..

The one who always make ppl worry and dunno how to take care of himself..

I think of Kang Wen,Cher Shin, Han Siong,Pak Siong, Yik Chi..

The one I knew since primary..

The one who hears most of my dreams..

The one who I actually spend the most little time with them..

and less memories..

yet..

our friendship is still strong...=)

I Think of Jessica..

My Mum in UNI~~

LOL..

the one who care bout my result and really able to control her temper while teaching me..

The one who listen but don't comment...

The one who i always call "Ah BU"..haha~

I think of Suang..

The gal who is always tough at the surface...

The gal who I contacted lesser when we enter Uni.

yet the friendship still grow~

The one who we wil find each other when we want to talk~~

guess that's all??

hmm..

did I miss out anyone??

Thanks for being there my dear friendsss~~

We are graduating very soon..

and we will be all far apart...

I still wish..

We will be FRIENDS 4eva!!

浪花兄弟 - 你是我的ok绷

一个人的时候 在陌生的街头
抬头看着繁星夜垂的天空
i know i know 地球另一端有你陪我
谢谢你鼓励我 勇气是你给我
让我迈开脚步一起往前走
i know i know 你是我的ok绷 在每一个时候

拿一个旧皮箱 装着我的梦想
我要开始决定旅程的方向
设计稿在桌上 一叠伟大理想
当成这些卖不出去公仔的床
有天 我突发奇想
把这些公仔送孤儿院的小孩
看着他们的表情 满足的那模样
看着他们快乐 我也跟着饱了

离开了家乡 开始我的流浪
身上只带着公仔qpee和guitar
它们陪着我 永远不寂寞
还有还有 一只大狼狗
牠名叫阿福 整天跟着我
在我最最难过的时候
给我温暖的眼神
肯定的微笑 准备 往前出发

一个人的时候 在陌生的街头
抬头看着繁星夜垂的天空
i know i know 地球另一端有你陪我
谢谢你鼓励我 勇气是你给我
让我迈开脚步一起往前走
i know i know 你是我的ok绷
在每一个时候 一直陪着我

(杰伦) 外婆 教我唱的童谣我也从来没忘过
她说周杰伦唱的稻香她也没忘过
就算失败就算沮丧依然记得回家
伤心就抱着家人朋友好好哭一场

艳阳会晒乾一切一切烦恼忧伤
服下我的疗伤歌曲良药并不苦
用耳朵用心听我唱 我的精彩故事还没说完
蝴蝶蝴蝶飞在天空挥动翅膀阿哈
牠其实从前也只是只毛毛虫
阿不要灰心 钱没再赚 失恋再谈
只有生命不能重来 所以珍惜它的精彩
我们全都是 渺小蚂蚁 却都有存在的那意义
不愿失去 别失去勇气 那就创造回忆
裙摆舞动飘逸 踏出旋律涟漪的倒影

一个人的时候 在陌生的街头
抬头看着繁星夜垂的天空
i know i know 地球另一端有你陪我
谢谢你鼓励我 勇气是你给我
让我迈开脚步一起往前走
i know i know 你是我的ok绷 在每一个时候
一直陪着我

趁太阳放慢脚步如果你想跟上就必须要更努力
折一架音符纸飞机(音符纸飞机)
心系着未来的奇蹟(未来的奇蹟)
飞吧 用美丽旋律来洗礼 我们在大树下的约定

(杰伦) 一个人的时候 在陌生的街头
抬头看着繁星夜垂的天空
i know i know 地球另一端有你陪我


The special ringtone for you..=)

我，已经选择了你.你叫我怎么放弃......

有人说：爱，是一种责任。 现在我才明白，原来责任，就是一辈子

我不是碰不到更好的，而是因为已经有了你， 我不想再碰到更好的；

我不是不会对别人动心。  而是因为已经有了你，我就觉得没必要再对其他人动心；    

我不是不会爱上别的人，而是我更加懂得珍惜你，

能在一起不容易，已经选定的人就不要随便放手，

世界上好的人数不清，但遇到你就已经足够。

即使你不是最好的，甚至不是最合适我的，但却是我最珍惜的，

缺点可以改正，性格可以磨合。但机会失去了就再也没有了。                 

有人说：爱，是一种责任。                 

现在我才明白，原来责任，就是一辈子                 

现在想想为什么那么多在激情之后变平淡了的感情能一步步坚持到了最后。 

除了已经习惯，爱到深处之外，                 

应该还有两个人的互相搀扶，不离不弃吧。。。。                 

即使有些没有走到最后，也不必责怪谁，美好的不一定是结局，                 

还有过程，爱了，就爱了...... 不是寂寞才爱，只因爱才寂寞。

多了一份牵挂，多了一份思念……

从不肯说想念的你我也开始想念彼此， 不想太依赖的你我也开始互相依偎。 

这是爱，承诺，责任.....生死相依的结合。 

爱一个人不容易，只爱一个人更不容易， 

 相信彼此能坚守这份爱今生今世.......... 

因为： 

           我，已经选择了你.你叫我怎么放弃

Got tis from FB...
a way to comfort myself...and to HIM.
my one and only one...
was feeling unsecured whenever we talk about the future.
I'm graduating 2 years earlier than him.
which means, we will be departed from each others by 2 years...


Told darling bout that..
that's one of the main reason i din wan to start our relationship..
bt, still


he is there..
telling me everything will be alright..
Darling even have solution if we are both far apart..
Thank you darling.
I know I'm the party that needs to stand strong..
and be firm..
because the outsides world is always tempting...
but no worries darling...


This is what I will do,
 我，已经选择了你.你叫我怎么放弃......


Thanks for being by my side..
comforting me..
trust me in our relationship.
love ya~

♥ My 21st Birthday greatest Surprise from him..♥

"forever was just a word, something I’d only heard about before.But now you’re always there for me makes believe in forever when you said so..."

♥Us♥

Him....

the one who I din even dream of having someone like him..

The one who loves me more than I ever think of...

The one who cares me more than himself..

The one who remember every single little thing I said even better than me..

The one who is the special Ginny especially for me that will fulfilled my wish..

The one who knows what suits me best..

The one who thinks more further than me..

The one who actually have plans for our future....

5th Nov 2010

The day where I got my greatest SURPRISE from him..XD

5-11-2010

is the day i officially turned 21..

but..

it was one of the most boring day i had..

went out for bruch with my relatives..

then stayed at home..

reply FB birthday wishes...

until was almost blocked by FB...

started to feel bored..

and even cried hoping that he will be by my side to celebrate my Big Day..

Darling said sorry...keep telling me how sorry he is..how much he loves me..

I regretted for telling him not to come, spend more time on studies...

told him that I wanna sleep and tried to forget bout the -ve thing...

Darling comfort me by telling me everything will be alright after I'm awake..

and I doubt that...

I even told him..it's unfair for him to even think of going to other's ppl's birthday in Klang, bt not a single plan on my birthday...I wont wanna celebrate the belated birthday after final...

and..

when I was awake..

message darling and told him, 

sleeping din help..I still want him badly by myside..

and the he called..

Asking me to come out from my uncle's house..

He was there!!

he gave me flower and wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

A greatest Surprise from him..

I quickly bath and finally went out with him..
He downloaded the P.S I.Love You for me..
and yet...i din even noticed when he played it...was too excited when I met him~~

when I was in the car, i din even noticed he placed the present he bought for me..

cute darling...dunno which purse suits me and so, he decided to buy both..

thank you so much my love, 

you made me feel that I'm the most luckiest gal in the world..

having you by my side giving me lotsa love..muacks..

change into the dress he gave, (my 1st step to lady like...=))

walk around Sunway..

Darling wanted to buy me Baskin Robbin cake..went and see, nothing suits the fussy me..

went over Taipan Baksin Robbin...All Chocolate flavour...

so..we ended up Berly Cake...

It was my happiest birthday ever..

and i realize how good,how sweet does it feels to have someone special there for your birthday..

Muacks...Darling took me to a Mexican Restaurant..

and the restaurant is a very nice place for celebration..

they even sing birthday song for me too=)

Had a great dinner with him..thanks darling for everything~~!!

I shall just let the picture tell the stories..

The Restaurant that we went at Subang Taipan=)

The nice chips they gave..it's FOC...nt sure whether it's free flow ma...but it's enough for both of us~

While waiting for our meal..SS a lil bit 1st...xD

Tortilla Wrap..
The meat is nice, but the i dun like the vege thing..
RM25.90

Lamb Shank
Yummy!!!
RM 34.90

My Birthday Cake
written :
"To Dear
Happy Birthday
Special For You,
Darling"

Me with the Hat..The main character of the day!!=)

The Both Of Us♥

A simple wish for us♥

So cute that the restaurant even gave me a card..They even draw me at the other side... :)

And here...the bill

Thank you darling for everything...

Muacks..

Love ya!!!!!♥

p/s:
forgotten to take the flower from his car...and it's now at Seremban...
forgotten to bring the other purse down the car,..and it's with him now...sigh,....blur me~~

simple gathering + celebration with my sweethearts..

It's my 4th year celebrating my BIG DAY with my sweethearts..

the one when we bonded our strong friendship in KMJ..a small but a memorable place...

D406,

the room where we share our joy and tears...

the room where we turn fat together...

the room where we enjoy every moment together..

the 1st celebration without the xie jiaos...

no cakes war..

no shouting when talking,..

just a simple warm celebration with my sweethearts..it would be even perfect if Miss Perfect Irene is here..=)

My sweeties..
the one who is there for my old grandmother story..
the one who is there to think what suits me better..
the one who is happy for me seeing me to have HIM..
the one who is definitely there for sure whenever I'm down...

thanks for colouring my life...=)
Friends Forever!!