Singapore Trip(A post shud be posted long long ago....)

My very very first Singapore trip...

in SEPTEMBER??

haha~~

a post shud be posted up long long ago..

and there u go... =) A SHORT one..

My very fist visiting place in Singapore..

JURONG EAST BIRD PARK.. =)

and..the gao diao me as usual...haha~~

they were having performance at the bird park,

me, volunteer myself to hold that hoop i guess..

its ME!!

haha..

It's a pair of love birds or parrot ya??

cant remember it..haha~

And I get to feed them..

the two big children..

saja wanna kacau...hahah

And teh smart bird...nice and cute...

I got the fish for freee...

cz..I answer the que CORRECT!!!!

hahaha

The Loke's family girlss... :)

while waiting for the MRT...

some SS picx 1st...haha~

A nice place..

but too bad I cant go into the casino..

There are still picx of food I din get ffrom my cousin..

so..

i shall..just stop here perhaps??

I've Never Been To Me

Hey lady, you lady, cursing at your life
You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife
I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do
But, I wish someone had talked to me
Like I wanna talk to you.....

Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run
I took the hand of a preacher man and we made love in the sun
But I ran out of places and friendly faces because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me

Please lady, please lady, don't just walk away
'Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today
I can see so much of me still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived million lies....

Oh, I've been to Niece and the Isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht
I've moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got
I've been undressed by kings and I've seen some things that a woman ain't supposed to see
I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me

[spoken]
Hey, you know what paradise is?
It's a lie, a fantasy we create about people and places as we'd like them to be
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding, it's that man you fought with this morning
The same one you're going to make love with tonight
That's truth, that's love......

Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children that might have made me complete
But I took the sweet life, I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet
I've spent my life exploring the subtle whoring that costs too much to be free
Hey lady......
I've been to paradise, (I've been to paradise) 
But I've never been to me

(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to Neice and the isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to cryin' for unborn children that might have made me complete)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)
I've been to paradise, never been to me

the best remedies..

Darling..The one who is there..ALWAYS..

Was stresses with my final..
overloaded with insufficient time...
serve me right!!
had been doing last min work for years..
and I still never learnt my lesson..sobb~

Depress because of My time series..
or I should just say,
I did SHITLY in ALL of my paper..
And I dunno why...
sobb~~

have no mood at all to open my book last night,
although I still have two heavy papers coming on STRAIGHT on the 8th and 9th Dec..
It's killing.
as I know nothing..
Tried hard last 9 to start..
yet it seems infinity low productivity..
so..

darling took  me to a short escape ..
AWAY FROM ALL THESE STRESSING ISSUES~
AWAY FROM THE REALITY..
AWAY FROM MY NOTES..

and here we go..
McD Bangsar.
LOL

Cried In the car..
Tears coming out when I keep quite..
He saw, yet darling said NOTHING..!
Kononya wanna concentrate in driving..LOL
HAs been complaining non stop bout How stupid I am..
What a bad taste he has for choosing someone stupid like me..
Asking whether is he blind to have a gf that always burden him..
he's having his last sub on the 8th also.
yet stil have to spend time on me..
was in low esteem as everything seems so not right in my studies...
( I know...It's my own fault again for not doing early preparation...sobbb)
maybe next sem I shud enjoy my study week like first semester?LOL

but darling did said something which is really 欠打..
he said...I'm born to be stupid because I mend to meet someone as smart as him..LOL
I never seen someone with such high confidence..
and aimed so high for his pointer..
If he's in Economics, then maybe he can achieve it easiily with one eyes..
But..In chemical Engineering,to somebody with my brain...it's IMPOSSIBLE,..LOL
by looking at what is he studying..
I even feel myself is a dumb..
complaining so much while his subject is much more much more difficult than mine..

ENOUGH of COMPLAINS...
shall start nowwww~~
When Darling is busy studying ..
.

FOCUS IN STUDY~

haha~me..

always as a DISTRACTION to him.
do silly things again...
I'm a magician in the video below...wakakakaka
















and..
I did somthing stupid that even..
prove that I'm not a smart person..sobbb...
was thinking whether to order the Mc Value set, which is more pricey at night, or just ordered separately since Fries and Coke is our main dish for supper..
LOL.
calculated, and buying separately is more cheap..
as..

RM10.25 for Mc Value Chicken  set..the one with 2 pieces of friend chicken, after tax around RM 10.80
RM 6.50 for big fries and ordinary Coke..

I was thinking , why not order set, which is more worth because I have two pieces of chicken with only extra of RM 4+, 1 piece of chicken for RM2+, WHY NOT?It's the most delicious Fried Chicken..
despite of being fat..

think think think..
and count count count..
ended up..
I bought 1 large fries an 1 LARGE COKE..
which is the most stupid thing I did..
and cost me RM 7.05~!!
SOBBBBB!!!
Everyone knows that McD coke can be refilled, so why choose large COKE!!
AND now it's lagi NOT WORTH!!!
sobbbb~~~~~

again.
back to the point..
I"M STUPID..
so sad again...
sobbb~~~

ARGH..
enough of being negative..If I dun start now..
I'll be crying through my 3 weeks holidays!!!

while ppl busy studying..
I was busy looking around and..HAHAA!
SS-ing~

陆宇盈加油！！！
just try your best because you have nothing to loose...

A Letter to Myself

Dear Jee Yeng,

You have been through years of exams..
UPSR, PMR, SPM Matics Final, 4 Semester of Uni Finals..

Yo have came so far through all these exams..

SPM, the most important exam for your secondary time..
the exam that you took 11 subjects..
and you have went through the period...

Matrics Final, the most important final that determined your entrance to THE BEST LOCAL UNI in Malaysia..
And, you have went through it, and got a place in Universiti Malaya,
A prestigious university where I din even think that I am able to came in.

4 Semesters of Final in Universities...
4 times of Last Minute Work..

Every exam you are as stress as before..
you even make everyone near you stress..
you panic before entering the battle field..
you gave up before started to fight...
you give up hope and sending yourself negative spirit which is even depressing..

It's your fifth semester,
second last final of your University Life..

It's a time to change,
It's a time you have to start to relax, and just try your best..
it's not you din study..
it's not you must get a very good result..
it's not at all..

You only need to just study and just try your best..
stop being panic..
stop being stress..
You just try the best you could, and you at least wont feel sorry for yourself ..

Dear Jee Yeng,
Stay strong..
stay Tough...
Stay positive..
and tell yourselves, you can understand the question,
you understand what you are reading..
you know it..
stop scaring yourself..
stop it!!

It's time for a change...

all the Best in the coming 3 papers...


best regards,
Yeng..

Finn to Rachel: "you're amazing, just the way you are..."

*LYRICS*

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I'll say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Yeah..

I need A break

I need a Break..

To BREATH...

Stress about the Final I'm having now..

And I just dunno why..

I din aim High..

Mum even say result is not important.

And yet..

the piggy me..

who sees sleeping is more important than everything 

is insane thinking that 

sleeping much is guilty..

 wasting time on bed is a guilt..

argh!!

i just dunno what I want..

This Final is driving me crazy..

I act as I'm calm..

I'm ok with my preparation..

I still joke around..

I still go for meals...

I still take naps..

I still watch Glee..

I still Blog...

I still think I'm ok ..

But, turns out I"M NOT...

I'm stress..

tension and pressure..

and the funniest part is :

FOR NOTHING!!

 I have only a simple wish :

to just maintain my pointer..

yet..

it seems it's hard..

and I'm at the edge of pulling myself away from giving up..

It's as if there are two me in me~

One side of me telling me to work harder, as this your second last final..

One side of me telling me to relax, as no matter how much you score, you'll still be in the range of 

 SECOND CLASS UPPER..LOL

so what for study??

I'm struggling..

this exam phenomena,

notes around me..

the calender reminding me how long more my final will end is stressing me out!

argh!!

I need A break..

just to relax...

just to run away from these stuff..

All these things are making me more negative..

and I'm trying hard to hold my tears whenever I"m looking things that 

I gotta answer in the final...ARGH!!!

hate myself for N times...

hate the me behind my own mask..

pretending that i'm OK..

and I dun need anyone to hear my shout out of my stress...

 2 more STRESSFUL week to go..

Counting down...

gambateh, miss Loke...

Just try your best and you know you always have him and a bunch of great friends being at your back...

It's the second last final you will be sitting in your University study life....

Just "enjoy" to the fullest..

LOL...

ARGHHH~~

Shout out by :

brainless people who cant study smart and cant be determined to study hard..

The Crazy Daysss

I Miss the daysss..

especially at this stressful period..

I miss everyone whom we play, we enjoyed, we laugh, we cry and be fat together...

The crazinness we shared..

The stupid things we did..

The fat we added..

The fights we gone through..

I miss you all....

I just need another crazy way for me to distress..

lazy to complain as it wont help..

trying hard 2 study yet..

self confidence make me don't trust myself..

Haiz..

perhaps a bowl of maggie mee with Suang,Hui Yee, Vivian, Irene, See Yee will do..

I just hope the day will appear one more time...

你可知道 當女人被男人脫去自己的衣服 一絲不掛的在他面前 是需要多少的愛

你可知道 女人為什麼會背朝你睡 因為她不喜歡看你的背影 如果你以後抱著她睡 她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道 女人把每一次的愛情 當作是初戀 也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道 女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你 而是你在她心中太美好 她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道 深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後 自己卻轉身不斷哭泣

你可知道 當女人頂著哭花的臉 走在街上 不管是不是有人在看她時 她的心已經快要死了

你可知道 她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨 也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道 她的任性 她的壞脾氣 其實都只是在對你撒嬌 希望你更重視她

你可知道 假若她不愛你 她根本不會對你發火 不會希望你去哄她 更不會為你掉眼淚 因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道 當你離開她 留下她獨自一人 她有多大的期待和恐懼 而這一切都只是因為她愛你 而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她 女人知道太多不該知道的事情 男人不知道太多該知道的事情

於是.你們爭吵.你認為她脾氣不好.她認為你不夠遷就她…… 於是.你們冷戰.你以為她沒有完全接受你，她以為你不在乎她…… 請給她一個擁抱一個吻.用你的擁抱你的吻去化解她心裡的悲傷和眼角的淚水. 因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。

兩個深愛的人在一起，就要 互相包容，互相理解，互相體諒，互相信任， 否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生。 。 。 。 。 。 否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了！ 。 。 。 。 。 。 希望每一個男人都能夠好好珍惜陪伴在你身邊的女人 她們為你付出過，不求回報 卻希望你們能夠讀懂，能夠牽著她們的手堅定地走下去 不要讓愛你的女人流淚 不要讓她傷心 更不要讓她絕望和死心！ 因為女人一旦真愛了，失去她愛著的人 就意味著失去了整個世界...

N times of complaining...

It's my 5th FINAL in UM..

and i NEVER LEARN my lesson...

dunno how many times shud i DO MY LAST MIN work..

haiz...

How I wish I have Hui Yee's determination..

How I wish I have Sin Yee's Brain...

How I wish I have Jessica's concentration..

How I wish I have Emily & Amy's hardworking..

How I wish I can don't really care like Lobak...

Haiz..

How I wish is How I wish..

Dreamland is always perfect...

and we are at the reality world...

Still gotta go back to study right??

haizzz...

Trying vy vy hard 2 change my -ve thoughts to the positive one..

but it seems hard..

exam time is so tight..

no gap for a few subject..

sobb...

i dun aim high..

I just want to MAINTAIN..

or even get a little bit higher..

A 3.55 to get Winnie the Pooh from Darling =)

yet..

I cant even see any A or A- in my coming 5th sem final slip...

sobbb~

Haiz..just try my best and try to study as much as I can ba...

since NO MORE 

AS DISTRACTION..

and I even set timer for blogspot .

.

so that i dun be hand itchy click here click there although none of my friend updated their blog..

yet I still can spen hours there reading my older post..LOL

The only place you can fine me now is in Twitter..

which not much friends are active over there...

yet the OMG facts, Air Asia promotion, Start news which I followed is still there to distract..

will click here click there...

after spending hours there..

thn eyes tired ady..

SLEEP..

haizzz..

really finding excuse for myself..

haiz...

thinking another part...

Holiday is after Final..

though stil dun hav any actual plan bout holiday...

But still..HOLIDAY is mend to enjoyy!!=)

施文斌 - 我我我 因爲你

如果可以让我先说　我我我我不懂把握
世界太危险刺激　所以对你太啰嗦
你想我做些什么　我我我我浪漫不多
要对你大声的说　是爱你太执着

我要为你挡着风挡着雨　在风雨里写爱你的诗句
我的世界为你变得很直接　突然有一天开口的第一句
因为有着你我就不再孤单　因为爱着你我也不怕难堪
为了你很勇敢不怕去冒险　我的爱情就是你出现在我的世界

我要为你挡着风挡着雨　 在风雨里写爱你的诗句
我的世界为你变得很直接　突然有一天开口的第一句
因为有着你我就不再孤单　因为爱着你我也不怕难堪
为了你很勇敢不怕去冒险　我的爱情就是你出现
因为有着你我就不再孤单　因为爱着你我也不怕难堪
为了你很勇敢不怕去冒险　我的爱情就是你出现在我的世界

Random

hmm..

has been talking alot to my aunt's niece lately..

and I'm really thankful..

for being loved by so many...

Friends..

are always the one who coloured my day..

was sharing with her bout the friends i have..

and I think of everyone I met...

The one whom hurts me..

The one whom supported me..

The one whom protected me..

The one whom treat me as friends...

My definition for F.R.I.E.ND.S is just very simple...

They are there for you no matter what happen..

They are there for you for what you are..

They are there to make fools of you just because they know you well..

They are there for you to share your sweetest thing with him..

They are there to comment bout your bad things and hope you will be better...

AND guess what?

I do have friends like that...

I am lucky...

To have all of them..

I always think that i do not deserve GOOD friends..

Because I'm nt a good one..

I dun help ppl yet I trouble them..

I dun have Good Temper and I HAVE MOOD SWING...

I'm not smart and I always trouble them during studies..

And That's why..

I'm Thankful..

Thanks everyone !!

Thanks for being there always...

Love this song:

 范玮琪 一个像夏天 一个像秋天

一个像夏天 一个像秋天
词:姚若龙
曲:陈小霞

第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你 我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱
把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我
只是骂我几句
如果不是你 我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音
我的有口无心
我离不开Darling更离不开你
一个像夏天 一个像秋天

你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你 我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱
把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我
只是骂我几句
如果不是你 我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音
我的有口无心
我离不开Darling更离不开你
你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形象保密
如果不是你 我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱
把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我
只是骂我几句
如果不是你 我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音
我的有口无心
我离不开Darling更离不开你

Whenever I listen to this song, 

I think of  Vivian..

The one who first complain why I talk so much..

The one who is totally my opposite...

The one who I can talk no matter how long we din meet each other..

The one who is special for me..

I think of Shan..

I remember when I first saw her, I really dun like her pattern..

BECAUSE: SHE IS EVEN MORE TALKATIVE THAN ME!! 

They always say..

same pattern ppl cant become good friends..

Because you have too much of similarities..

and you will end up arguing..

but we ended up as BEST FRIENDS..

going through all the Uni shits together..

I might have been abandon her lately..

patto ady ma..

sorry la..no time for u...darling more important...haha...

but dun wry...listen and read the lyrics...hahaa

no worries..

We wil be BFF!!

I think of Irene..

The one who is so gao diao at DK1..

The one who we always talk bout her behind her..

asking why can she be so gao diao with her manja voice...

HAHA!! who knows we ended up as Mother & Daughter??LOL

I think of HuiYee..

The one who has the higher EQ than me x 10000000times..

The one who suan siao me the most but knows me well...

The one who commented bout by -ve side and say It's TIME TO GROW UP..

A totally opposite with me as well..But..she's always there..

to crap with when I'm bored..

to listen with my grandmother's story..

She will be impatient...haha~bt will stil listen while doing her own thing..

to plan with birthday present.althought i'm always the one come out with mouth, and she's the one coming out with Ideas and ACTION...

Thanks ALOT!!

I think of Zhong Sing..

The pinky pig..

the one who brought me back to Xie Jiao.

The one who told me what Xie Jiao is meant to be..

The one who always make ppl worry and dunno how to take care of himself..

I think of Kang Wen,Cher Shin, Han Siong,Pak Siong, Yik Chi..

The one I knew since primary..

The one who hears most of my dreams..

The one who I actually spend the most little time with them..

and less memories..

yet..

our friendship is still strong...=)

I Think of Jessica..

My Mum in UNI~~

LOL..

the one who care bout my result and really able to control her temper while teaching me..

The one who listen but don't comment...

The one who i always call "Ah BU"..haha~

I think of Suang..

The gal who is always tough at the surface...

The gal who I contacted lesser when we enter Uni.

yet the friendship still grow~

The one who we wil find each other when we want to talk~~

guess that's all??

hmm..

did I miss out anyone??

Thanks for being there my dear friendsss~~

We are graduating very soon..

and we will be all far apart...

I still wish..

We will be FRIENDS 4eva!!

浪花兄弟 - 你是我的ok绷

一个人的时候 在陌生的街头
抬头看着繁星夜垂的天空
i know i know 地球另一端有你陪我
谢谢你鼓励我 勇气是你给我
让我迈开脚步一起往前走
i know i know 你是我的ok绷 在每一个时候

拿一个旧皮箱 装着我的梦想
我要开始决定旅程的方向
设计稿在桌上 一叠伟大理想
当成这些卖不出去公仔的床
有天 我突发奇想
把这些公仔送孤儿院的小孩
看着他们的表情 满足的那模样
看着他们快乐 我也跟着饱了

离开了家乡 开始我的流浪
身上只带着公仔qpee和guitar
它们陪着我 永远不寂寞
还有还有 一只大狼狗
牠名叫阿福 整天跟着我
在我最最难过的时候
给我温暖的眼神
肯定的微笑 准备 往前出发

一个人的时候 在陌生的街头
抬头看着繁星夜垂的天空
i know i know 地球另一端有你陪我
谢谢你鼓励我 勇气是你给我
让我迈开脚步一起往前走
i know i know 你是我的ok绷
在每一个时候 一直陪着我

(杰伦) 外婆 教我唱的童谣我也从来没忘过
她说周杰伦唱的稻香她也没忘过
就算失败就算沮丧依然记得回家
伤心就抱着家人朋友好好哭一场

艳阳会晒乾一切一切烦恼忧伤
服下我的疗伤歌曲良药并不苦
用耳朵用心听我唱 我的精彩故事还没说完
蝴蝶蝴蝶飞在天空挥动翅膀阿哈
牠其实从前也只是只毛毛虫
阿不要灰心 钱没再赚 失恋再谈
只有生命不能重来 所以珍惜它的精彩
我们全都是 渺小蚂蚁 却都有存在的那意义
不愿失去 别失去勇气 那就创造回忆
裙摆舞动飘逸 踏出旋律涟漪的倒影

一个人的时候 在陌生的街头
抬头看着繁星夜垂的天空
i know i know 地球另一端有你陪我
谢谢你鼓励我 勇气是你给我
让我迈开脚步一起往前走
i know i know 你是我的ok绷 在每一个时候
一直陪着我

趁太阳放慢脚步如果你想跟上就必须要更努力
折一架音符纸飞机(音符纸飞机)
心系着未来的奇蹟(未来的奇蹟)
飞吧 用美丽旋律来洗礼 我们在大树下的约定

(杰伦) 一个人的时候 在陌生的街头
抬头看着繁星夜垂的天空
i know i know 地球另一端有你陪我


The special ringtone for you..=)