was editing my frenster profile jz nw...
listened 2 d song"Tear Drops On My Guitar"..
recall bac all d sweet memories in KMJ..
sincerely..I miss them..

though we r in d same Uni hard 2 meet up unless we really plan to..
Vivian is living @ Kolej 1 which is d most far kolej frm mine..yet..we r stil close as last time..
tis make me really really happy..
mayb she doesn hoe hw much she mean to me..
bt...
i love 2 talk 2 her..
listening her pro..
sharing our daily life..
even whn we meet in d library for bout 5 min time,stil it really brighten up my day...

ask me why??
dunno actually....
mayb bcz i miss my Matric life..
I miss every1 is DT4.5..I miss very1 n everythg..
Seeing Vivian makes me feel tat
though we r far away frm each other, bt we r stil best frens..

But...
it's kinda different v others..
i dunno y...
wil it b my problem??
it's kinda hurt whn i c them bt i've no topic 2 crap v them..
i miss those days in DT4.5..
we can talk whole night...sumtimes doin h.work together, having supper, having pillows talk..
yet.
nw....whn i c them..i felt i'm a new fren of them..
being not as close as before,estranged makes me so -ve..
thinking of our frenship is like dying..
bt stil thx 2 nai ba..
thx 4 d gathering he made tat day...
though i wanted them for AN HOUR bt stil...

i'm so happy 2 c them..
yet..
after mixing v them..
i cant find bac d same feeling..
i was so bored..
i was even so happy whn i met my kolej fren...
bad rite??
i dunno y i felt tis way..
i really dunno..n i jz hate tis kinda feeling~~

mayb i'm too gd in pretending..n sumtimes i even fooled myself...
m i really as optimistic as every1 c??
sumtimes even I was confuse by myself..
guess that i'm really a real Scorpio...


really hope tat thgs wil get better.....