the true 2nd year...

today was d 1st day all d tutorial starts...
having 8 hour of classes on Tues..
yet...today d Micro haven even started and its alr such tiring...

gosh~~

assgmts, presentation, tutorial are pouring all over me..
sry for
college activities, Uni activities that i din really contributed...haiz..

jz dunno why..
there's no more passion for me 2 join so much.,.
there's no more mood for me 2 enjoy them..
haiz..

i hate 2nd year where everythg was taught in d lecture i dun understand at all..
i hate 2nd year where i'm nw a senior...
which...ppl assume us tat we r a gd "pretender" by hiding d real us so tat we wont just memalukan seniors...
i hate 2nd year assgmt where i cant really choose my own assgmt group..
i hate 2nd year where most of my fren are staying outside..
i hate 2nd year where my gang is getting smaller and smaller...
i hate 2nd year because it has shown tat i'm getting older..

haiz...

2nd year..

wat does 2nd year really mean?
a sign of being more mature?
a mark tat u can take on heavy subject?
a year where u nid 2 start to think to where are u moving on?
a symbol where you nid 2 depend on urself?

haiz...

2nd year....