L.O.S.T

Read her blog..found out tat i'm actually such annoying..making ppl fed up of me..she's one of my besties frm Matrik n we r even closer in Uni..yet,my words hurt her..later on her mistaken msg came..words cant describe my feeling..was in cinema n almost finishing d movie..thinking of stil hav time to join them for yumcha n meet up v cs..yet,after reading her msg,i dun even noe hw shud i face her..n i decided to continue another movie..thx2shan n hui teng..thx for willing to accompany me to go through my such annoying mood..thgs r different nw..i see her as my besties,so i pour all out to her..without thinkin anythg..yet,i'm jz too self centered,too selfish..forgotten tat ppl actually get bored whn d same issue is happening..i jz cant understand myself..y m i such persevering?wat does frens really mean to me?do i really die without them?Guess tat i shud really wake up..stop relying on frens..u r 20 nw..n u r able to manage ur self problem..u dun hav any listener..all u hav is urself..grow up..u r jz a pathetic,annoying,selfish person without any gd listener,without any1 holding on u..u r jz alone..

jz came bac frm API and APM...
lolz..
dun ask me why..
lolz..
at 1st my class ends at 1pm..
ady plan to hav lunch n SY..bt end up he gotta take his luch alone...sry ya,...

hmm..went there n c hw they really work out..
kinda big activity without any AJK..lolz..
poor committee of PBC..gotta help d only "head" to settle up her thg..haiz...

so..wasted my time looking at them...

there's alot of procedure tat really pening...haiz..

in conclusion...
we nid a gd leader to lead...
n a gd follower to give opinion bt nt jz follow....

p/s : hope everythg wil b fine for quan bian under MC's leadership ya~~

pek chek~

argh!!
lots of stuff to doo..
yet..
i hav no idea frm where shud i start..
omg~~
life is miserable whn there's lots of stuff goin around me~~
argh!!!!!

崩溃倒数之日

不晓得自己还能顶多久…
不知道自己的极限到哪里…
不了解为何要受这种苦…

没有自己的床，
没有自己的桌子，
没有自己的厨，

平均五小时不安稳的睡眠…
没有自己空间的午觉…
没有teatime 的日子…
没有的一起和rooomate聊天谈心的私人空间…、

没有钥匙的房间，
我究竟还能忍多久？
真的很辛苦…
快要崩溃了…

每个星期的critical thinking presentation,
每次的tutorial, assgmt…
我都要问自己能在哪里做？
书，是没办法读，也没打算读…因为我是那种临时抱佛脚的那种……

然而
carry mark
60% 的critical thinking assgmt + presentation
40% 的economy Malaysia assgmt + presentation,
40% 的economy development assgmt + presentation,
我能在哪里做？

在dewan makan?
可是dewan makan 里bilik vip 在装修着，
在充满噪音的情况下我还能像东西吗？
还能心静周围的环境也安静吗？


天！！
快倒了~

我要回我房~
严重的需要补眠……


顺便让大家看…
什么叫UM~

（在我宿舍外面卖的矿泉水，原来steel是crime..）
~太无辜了吧~

有意见吗？

the true 2nd year...

today was d 1st day all d tutorial starts...
having 8 hour of classes on Tues..
yet...today d Micro haven even started and its alr such tiring...

gosh~~

assgmts, presentation, tutorial are pouring all over me..
sry for
college activities, Uni activities that i din really contributed...haiz..

jz dunno why..
there's no more passion for me 2 join so much.,.
there's no more mood for me 2 enjoy them..
haiz..

i hate 2nd year where everythg was taught in d lecture i dun understand at all..
i hate 2nd year where i'm nw a senior...
which...ppl assume us tat we r a gd "pretender" by hiding d real us so tat we wont just memalukan seniors...
i hate 2nd year assgmt where i cant really choose my own assgmt group..
i hate 2nd year where most of my fren are staying outside..
i hate 2nd year where my gang is getting smaller and smaller...
i hate 2nd year because it has shown tat i'm getting older..

haiz...

2nd year..

wat does 2nd year really mean?
a sign of being more mature?
a mark tat u can take on heavy subject?
a year where u nid 2 start to think to where are u moving on?
a symbol where you nid 2 depend on urself?

haiz...

2nd year....

who are u to judge me??!!

who are you to judge me??!!

damn u!!

ok..i admit tat we din jaga image..
bt...
wat's tat bout u??
it's still none of u business....

kns!!
u hav ur own gang...
and i have mine..
ok?
so wat's ur business to critic on my gang?

u hav ur style of tackling juniors..
n who cares bout tat?
it's nt tat i'll comment bout it...

jz tat..
u r nobody 2 me..

DAMN YOU!!!!!

haiz...

its d 2nd week since class started..
yet....
i'm stil x in da mood to concentrate in class...
hav no ideas wat is Mario talking aboiut...
Introduction of Mathematic to Econs...wat is tat??
no idea wat is Stat II about..lolz..
day dreaming in class..

after class...
started to think..
where shud i hang my clothes...
when shud i wash it??
hw many clothes i can change today...
argh!!!!
Its so troublesome without a room myself..
we cant hang our clothes where ever we like...
we can talk bout anythg we like..
we jz cant share our secrets....

haiz....
haiz.....
i nid more privacy...

pls...give me another room.....

nightmare...

the day before checking in..
i was SoOO excited..
chatting v my dear room pet, arranging which cleaning shud be done 1st..
1st, clen d windows, thn fan, thn cupboard, thn sweep and mop the floor...,
having discussion...what shud we bring..
what's for our beloved room - C110...
What can we do after the whole day of cleaning?
hmm..mayb goin out for a movie??
meeting up those who are living outside??

but...*pop*...
here comes the NIGHTMARE...

wat a late blogging..
was soOo kelam kabut last few days...
to plan..
whether to stay ??
or to run away from hostel???

It was a terrible Sunday..
and i would remember 4th College in UM in my whole life...

What kinda gov uni is this??
what kinda irresponsible is this??
U can really see, hw "efficient " does those guys work..
and u can really say Malaysia BOleh!!
UM is ONE..
Only GOD knows how thick is their face for saying that!!!

two months before our holiday started, we were all gathered by..
telling us tat we gotta share rooms..
shring frm 3 ppl a room to 4 ppl a room..
the extra one will b sleeping on the floor for two months...
and the "lucky" me..
was the 4th one..
because of the stupid renovation..
they jz force us out..
after tat..
dunno what happen..
the project was postponed and we was told tat d renovation woill be done during our sem break...
wat a relief...

but.....
after two months..
only one block was done..
Block A with two floors...
wat are these ppl doin??

their "efficiency" are making the others suffer!!!!

two months pass..
they are now renovating my blocj..
with three floors..
and the hav promise us that the renovation will take a maximum of two months..
which mean....WE GOTTA SUFFER FOR ANOYTHER TWO MONTHS!!!

what a DISASTER!!

the thg tat burst me up is..
we werent given any notice!!
whn we checked in on Sunday..
we nid 2 share rooms without choosing our roommate!!
what the hell??!!
AND WE ARE NOT GIVEN ANY REFUND!!!

NO NOTICE..NO FAMILIAR ROOMATES...
and..The most importat thg..
I GOT THREE SARAWAKIAN ROOMMATES!!
OMG~
AND THERE WIL BE NO TILAM, NO CHAIR, NO DESK, NO CUPBOARD NO BED for me...
omg!!

pls la..
can u guys b a little bit more responsible??
give us early notice la..
wat do u expect from us??
a higher efficiency from us to found our own tilam??
to show wat is the real "efficiancy" to u guys??

what the tut!!!!

bt..
luckily i hav Aunt Ching's mattress to borrow...
luckily we hav Lobak's house's living room to tumpang....

haiz..
bt...
today..
we r shifting bac to the "HELL"..
it's really troublesome without transport..

haiz..
gonna b seprerated with my roommates..
haiz..
life is gonna be bored without them...
life is gonna be miserable with my new roommates..

bt...life still goes on...haiz....

p/s : Lobak and Gan..dun wry..we'll go kacau ur more often ya~Vivian...if i really cant tahan..i wil go kacau u whn i noe ur place ya...

ARGH!!!
ARGH!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!

NO. 2

haiz...

class is starting in 2 more days...
my 2 months holidays has came to its end..
it's my 2nd yr..
n i found 2 juniors' birthday is as same as mine...

"2"?
it seems like i 'm really connected v number "2" ya..
haha~~

it's jz a simple blog thn i simply blog....
haiz..
i'm in a blue mood nw..
thinking of class is starting soon..haiz~~~

一个成熟的爱情...

有一位心理学家曾写过，一个成熟称得上真爱的恋情必须经过四个阶段，那就是：
- 共存(Codependent)
- 反依赖(Counterdependent)
- 独立(Independent)
- 共生(Interdependent)

第一个阶段：共存
这是热恋期间，情人不论何时何地总希望能黏在一起。

第二个阶段：反依赖
等到情感稳定后，至少会有一方想要有多一点自己的时间做自己想做的事，这时另一方就会感到被冷落。

第三个阶段：独立
这是第二个阶段的延续，要求更多独立自主的时间。

第四个阶段：共生
这时新的相处之道已经成形，你的他/她已经成为你最亲的人。你们在一起相互扶持，一起开创属于你们自己的人生。你们在一起不会互相牵绊，而会互相成长。

但是，大部分的人都通过不了第二和第三阶段，而选择分手，这是非常可惜的。

很多事只要好好沟通都会没事的，不要耍个性，不要想太多，要互相信任，这样，第二和第三阶段的时间就会缩短。

和所爱的人相遇相恋是非常不容易的，不要轻言放弃。

两人相聚是因为有缘，相知是因为有心，真的得好好珍惜这福分。希望能给大家一些启示和领悟，并惜缘。

我们会渐渐变成我们所爱的人。你和他本来没有相同之处，外表不相像，性格也南辕北撤,一旦爱上了，年深日久，你会惊讶你的眼睛有点像他的眼睛，他的微笑也有点像你的微笑。你们走路的步伐也有点相似，说话的语气也越来越相像。原来我们会变成我们所爱的人。

你本来喜欢脚踏实地的人，而他一向比较轻佻，但你们爱上了，他竟会不知不觉变成一个老实人，这个改变，连他自己也不曾察觉。他本来喜欢活泼的女孩，却爱上 拘谨的你，这些日子，你竟会越来越活泼，你差点认不出自己。我们会逐渐变成对方理想中的人，这种改变绝对不是刻意的。两个人越爱得长久，气质也越来越相 近。
你曾经以为他不是你梦寐以求的那种类型，然而，有一天，你会惊讶的发现，他已经变成你喜欢的那种类型，你不必再到处寻觅，他就是你要找的人。深深爱着一个 人的时候，你原来真的会一点一点的失去自己，为什么你还会觉得快乐呢？大概是因为你在失去的时候，你把他的气质和微笑都赚回来了。

幸福很单纯，所以要很单纯的人才容易获得。

真爱就是不轻言放弃。

+ don't Let some1 become a priority in your life, when you are jz an option in their life...
Relationships work best when they are balance...

+ Never explain yourself to anyone.
Because the person who likes you doesnt need it, and the person who dislike you
doesnt believe it...

+ Whn you keep saying you are busy, then you are never free.
Whn you keep saying you have no time, then you'll nvr hav time.
Whn you keep saying you wil do it tomorrow, then your tomorrow never come..

+ When we wake up in the morning, we have two simple choices.
* Go back To sleep and dream or
* wake up and chase those dreams..

+ We make them cry who care for us. We cry for those who never care for us. And we care for those who never care for us.
This is the truth of Life..its starange, but true...Once you realise this, it's never too late to change...

+ Dont make promise when you are in joy..
Dont reply when you are sad..
Dont make decision when you are angry...
* Think Twice..act Wise...

+ Time is like a river. You cannot touch the same water twice,Because the flow has passed will never pass again.
Enjoy the moment of life....


loves the quotes above....