study week = holiday week

had been wasting for the whole week of study week doing nothing..
haiz...
perhaps I'm just being lazy..
Lazy and refuse to end my final so early..
Lazy and refuse to jz sit still and look at the books..
Lazy and refuse to grow up..

What I did for the pass few days was..

Mon :
doing nothg..went to a low productivity class..thn Half Day trip to Seremban..(At least i got my fav food from there..hehe

Tue :
Just Not In the mood...so..what I did was watching ---> LIE TO ME


Wed : 
In mood for the free movie..and Jess told me that it is J-Card sales that day..
I dun think I'm a  shopaholic...bt the amount i bought was crazy!! spent RM700++ and cant really see the things I bought..


Thurs : 
Home sweet HOme..
Being at home means enjoying my holiday...and here goes ..


Friday :
another day of Home sweet Home..
Doing nothing...and jz adding FAT!


Saturday..(which is today)..:
i think the goal for the Day is DUN SLEEP TOO MUCH!!

argh~!!
I cant even imagine how will my this semester result be with 1 Killer lecturer...
argh~!!!!

please...Miss. Loke..
this is ur vy vy final exam in ur Uni Life...
can u please Hang On and just at least do some reading up...

p/s : I'm nt even qualified to ask myself to TRY MY BEST~ haiz.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fLexgOxsZu0
This is just about My Feelings~~

我多想有一位这样的朋友

我多想有一位这样的朋友

可以是男人，也可以是女人

我多想有一位这样的朋友

象亲情，似友情，却又胜过爱情

我多想有一位这样朋友

在开心快乐时，会想到对方

可以一起相互分享

p/s: And i think I have ady found mine..not only one...there are 6 of us... =)

我多想有一位这样的朋友

在烦恼惆怅时，会想到对方

倾听彼此内心深处的苦闷，一起分担彼此的痛苦

我多想有一位这样的朋友

出去吃饭，喝茶，逛街都不会忘记叫上对方

我多想有一位这样的朋友

工作累了，偶尔邀上几个其他的朋友，

一起去附近散心，游泳，逛街，吃烧烤……

 p/s: and again..the xiao zha bor gang came across my mind~~

我多想有一位这样的朋友

在一个人孤单彷徨时

可以随时打电话给对方。哪怕聊上一整夜

能让彼此感到轻松

我多想有一位这样的朋友

在对方痛苦得无法自拔时

可以放下平日的潇洒，尊严和好强

在对方面前放声痛哭

 p/s: we might not call each other...bt..we will tell each other whenever we meet~=)

我多想有一位这样的朋友

在伤心落泪时，能真正安抚对方受伤的心灵

我多想有一位这样的朋友

彼此会因为对方的鼓励找回自信

而积极的生活，努力的工作

让彼此看到对方是一个有阳光，有魅力的人

我多想有一位这样的朋友

无法对爱人，同事说的话

却可以是彼此无话不说的知己

p/s:they are always there..encouraging me..giving me the confidence that i'm always lack of...  

我多想有一位这样的朋友

久了没见，会彼此挂念对方，会发出关心的短信

我多想有一位这样的朋友

我们有各自的生活，家人和爱人都可以是对方的朋友

我们可以象亲戚朋友一样常来常往

我多想有一位这样的朋友

在伤心难过时，能靠在对方的肩头痛快的哭泣

 p/s: haha...hope that..our "group" will last~~ =)

我多想有一位这样的朋友

常会收到对方幽默，关心，安慰的短信

从而不觉得孤独

我多想有一位这样的朋友

能让彼此感到愉快，能安慰，理解和宽容对方

我多想有一位这样的朋友

真诚的，纯粹的，不计得失的朋友！...

p/s; haha..I'm jz so so so Glad that I do not have only one....BUT i have 6 of ur.. =)

不要说我变了、我只是懂得了。

请不要说我变、因为我没变。

只不过懂得了，别人怎样对我、我就该怎样去对待别人。

如今的绝情、冷淡，谁的杰作？

不说话不代表我变，更不代表我对你没话题。

那是因为我有心事，

我也一直在、刻意的伪装。

我所能承受的，又有能谁懂？

我无处诉说、谁又能体会，我此刻的心情。 

在泪水滑落的一瞬间，

唯有发泄，才能让我忘记、所有的烦恼。

我不喜欢解释，

是因为我觉得那是多余的。

有时候解释的越多、反而觉得更没意义。

一切顺其自然。

我不是变、而是因为 种种的原因。

太多的无奈，

我真的很委屈、也很寂寞。

生活的所迫，我必须得承受。

没资格去反抗，因为我没有能力。

只能用脸上的笑容，来掩饰内心的脆弱。

在没弄清楚我有没有 变之前，

必须得用心去了解，

而不是凭一句 你变了 来断定。

一个人是否真的有变化，

我讨厌 你变了 这个词，

对我而言、它有点恐怖，因为我害怕。

一个人执着、会因为改变两个字，而伤害了另一个人。

我一直没变、因为我的性格 就是这样。

很多时候、宁愿被误会，也不愿去解释。

信与不信，就在於伱。

Counselling session

2 more session to go for my counselling session..

and somehow...

there is still one kinda feeling deep inside my heart...

maybe “遗憾” is the best word to describe...

遗憾我们之间的回忆化为乌有~

遗憾我们之间的友情湮灭~

遗憾我们之间只剩下闪避~

遗憾我们之间连最基本的招呼也打不成~

I know..

this is just a small matter to most of the people..

some of u may even think it is just some small case that I'm now acting like i broke up with my BF..lolz..

it may be a small matter to others..

but to me...

after more than 1 year..

I'm still persuading myself..

Let bygone be by gone..there is nothing else I can do...

找到这样的男朋友千万别分手!

Saw tis in FB notes..

decided to copy at post in in my blog, jz to have a start to reactivate it...haha

haha....I'm just fu yan only..hehe...

ignore me...hehee...

Let's see..My bf...did he did all these things?

1.朦胧醒来回你信息..

Hmm...only if my msg sounds urgent or sad..otherwise he will go for cleaning up 1st..But...it's okay...I dun really mind too...

2.半夜里接你的电话..

Hmm..I dun call him during midnight...so..Can skip this part..

3.告诉你——到家了就发消息给他..

hmm...i will do tis autimatically..and if i forgotten to do so..A msg from him will reminds me..haha..

4.你半夜睡不着发消息给他..他会陪你聊天..

hmm..normally the time i sms him..he has already become pig jor..so...No comment..

5.雨天..同撑一把伞..他衣服的一半是湿的..

YUP!!! haha...because both of us are BIG SIZE..so...he will be the one who sacrifice.. =)

6.不论走到哪里..都一直拉着你的手..

hmm...We cant really do this all the time... 

7.愿意吃你吃不下的东西..

YUP!! That's why..he is getting fatter and fatter...haha

8.从来不迟到..你迟到他不会生气

hmm..yup!! bt if i'm late for an HOUR...thn sure KENA..lolz

9.不论去哪里..他都会来接你..无怨无悔..

hmm..No legs to go and meet him meh?haha

10.不乱花钱..但肯为你花钱..

Ya...He will spend on me..bt not on himself..<3 

11.拥抱很久..很紧..

Ya...

]12.记得你说过的所有事..

Ya...he remember every single words, wish, thoughts I said....

13.轻轻拧开你拧不开的汽水瓶..

hmmm...NO gua..I'm strong enuf to do so for myself..hehe

14.常常发消息告诉你..突然很想你..

NOPE!! only some certain time...he says that i'll get imune if he did that so often..lolz

15.常常给你留言..

NO...nothg at all..i post the links, video on his FB..Bt no response at all..sobbb

16.不舒服时..他会很担心很着急..

hmm..ya...bt i dun get sick so easily ma..

17.吵架时不会一走了之..

Yup..correct..I'm always the one who wanna run away...

18.他错了会认错..你错了不会怪你..

NO LO...he will tell me what is my mistake..bt most of the time is because of my Hainan Wind..lolz..poor him..

19.吵架后..会无条件地哄你..放下面子..

NO LO..I'm the one who apologize 1st..bcz I'm always the one who started the fight..haha...tis is wat we call 犯贱…haha

20.从不忍心责备你..无条件包容你..

hmm..he will still 责备, bt will really 无条件包容me…

21.会一直保护你..害怕你受一点点委屈..

Yup..because only he can bully me...haha

22.你说笑话他会笑..会觉得你很可爱..

no ba..he will think that i'm sha po lai de...

23.比你高..

Hmm..高过我超过20cm算不算高？

24.会一个人安静地思考..但决不冷漠..

ya..he will tell me all his thoughts..

25.许多方面都很厉害..让你崇拜..

ya...I LOVE HIS BRAIN!!His EQ!! His IQ!! His DIMPLES!! everything~!!

26.会一直夸你..给你鼓励..

夸我就没有吧~只会一直踩我， 给我反面的鼓励~ sobb

27.不对你隐瞒什么..

ya lo..i know everything of his.. =)

28.百分百信任你..

hmm..still okay ba..cz i owez 前言不对后语~

29.不花言巧语..

ya lo..he even seldom give me sweet talks..sobb

30.不会因为玩游戏而忽略你..

Ya lo..cz he seldom play game ma..haha

31.不抽烟少喝酒..

ya!! he has even healthier lifestyle that I have,..hehe.. Less meat, more vege...

32.有活动安排事先和你打招呼..

YUP!! he did so..so that I wont kacau him ma..lolz

33.和朋友出去时..要想着你..

This one x nid ba...we will have our time for our own-self...

34.重大的事情和你商量..

yup..we discuss every thing.. =0

35.和大人在一起像大人..和孩子在一起像孩子..

haha,,,,No comment,..He will be different in front of me.. =)

36.喜欢你..从未犹豫..不拿你和别的女孩子比较..

Hmm..只有我会拿自己跟别的女孩比较吧~

37.从未想过离开你的世界..

Hmm..never thought of this question..gotta ask him??
BUT..I know He never think of this too...

38.你买给他的东西他都会喜欢..

hmm..还好，因为都没有买过什么东西给他~

39.对女孩子有风度..也有距离..

对！！！而且真的很有距离~

40.认识你的一些好朋友..拜托她们照顾你..

haha...i think he knows most of my Uni frens ba...haha..

41.了解你的烦恼与困惑..不厌其烦地倾听..

Ya...He has high 忍耐度~~geng!!

42.很少让你哭..你哭的时候会很心疼..紧紧地抱住你..告诉你都是他的错..

hmm..when I cry..he wil only say..This is wat u want? u ask for this...(becz i'm the one owez started 无理取闹）but gradually he will 放软his 语气&态度~ 哈！

 43.可以随时找到他..

yup!! He is owez there..no matter how busy he is...

44.靠在他肩膀的时候很安心..

hmm..haha~~Our height just nice!!

45.和他在一起有种温暖的感觉..

是很幸福的感觉~~

46.不重色轻友..也不重友轻色..

他拿捏得很好，不像我，老是因为朋友而把他呼略~

47.计划的未来里..你是重要的一部分..

YUP！！ he has plans for US...

Another week will be our anniversary.

I know He will be busy...very very busy...

and this time..there wont be complaints from me because seeing him how tired, how stress with his assgmt, lab, and test...

it's true that I have to learn to be more mature..

反正， 如果爱对了人，情人节每天都过~

All the best in ur studies darling...muacks~!!

Flood Preview

I guess everyone is familliar bout the flood..

well..

It has been a vy vy long time agoo.

just finding some topic to update my log dead blog...

lolz..

 The bomba to the rescue...

 to those who have been to segamat..

Does this seems familiar to u?

The main bridge..

 The way we will take on our way back from bus station...

 The 2nd Bridge..

 Try to imagine how high is the water...

 I guess this would even be more familiar...

The railway...

 Look at the water..

 AND THIS: The shop next to GIANT~~

 Second bridge main road

 and this: the road where my Avanza hit Big Head's Kancil few years back..

remember??

 Behind Upwell..

Bye bye to all the cars..

 The road we went for Wantan Mee..remember??

Well..

It's only preview..

I still have lots of flood pic coming up..

my GRANDMA's house...

specially for Lobak...

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shud I?

Is thinking....hmm..
Shud I update a post about 2010..
the year of happiness and sadness???
shud I??????

Our Holiday..

the last sem break was short..
around 3 weeks holiday...yet..I've been enjoying doing nothing with darling..
muacks..

it was our 1st X'mas celebration..
and it's a start for argument..
i just dun understand..small little things like whether to go or not to go will lead to big quarrel..
but...
I'm really lucky..
And I'm really blessed,
to have him...a much more higher EQ darling who always save the world..

thank you and sorry darling..
have to always tahan bout my hinan wind, my bad temper, and what more...his gf is nt a leng lui summore..sob..
thank you for being so patient..muacks..
love you!!

it was an ordinary holiday..
we did not much thing..
just stick around, doing nothing..
and i finally understand what he meant be, the feeling when two is together even if we din talk...
I was surrounded by LOVE..

where LOVE is when YOU and ME together..

 Our very 1st X'mas celebration which started with lotsa quarrel...

but ended with happy ending..

muacksss...

One of the most lovely couple that i have seen..

introducing Shaun & Chloe..

It was crowded at Genting..and most important..

There's NO COUNTDOWN..

NO FIREWORKS...

Nothing....

but..it has a cold weather and most important, I have darling beside me..=)

Seremban Stop:

Got our hair cut..

help him with his housework..

muacks...

it's good to have a darling who can do houseworks..

haha~~

Nextt...

It's like something like our 老夫老妻life?LOL

 Darling...fetch me back from seremban to segamat..

and started his boring Kampung life..

doing nothing at my house...

except:

Helping me to tidy up my study room...=)

poor him...at home, gotta do housework..

come back my place, has to do also..

but he's shy to talk with my elderly..

haha..

The 2011NEW YEAR EVE:

 We went over Andrew's gf's house..

A BIG BIG HOUSE with 100% TV, Audio system..

goshhh!!

nicee!!!

it was just a simple gathering at Amanda's house..

Darling playing with the cute little doggie..

I learn that, celebration must not be alot of people...

must not be squeezing with the others..

doesn't mean there is lotsa sweats and

in short..

it does not need to be GAO DIAO..

LOL

It only nid Him, or some close friend will brighten ur day.. :P

 Darling drove back to seremban after count down..

it was around 4am !!

Goshh~!

Looke at the quiet Highwayy~~!

Nicee?

And the tired me...haha~~

Muackss..

A short summary of our holiday~=)

muacks..

it's not the places we went..

its the time we spent together..

it all because that I have you..

it makes thing perfect..