Singapore Trip(A post shud be posted long long ago....)

My very very first Singapore trip...

in SEPTEMBER??

haha~~

a post shud be posted up long long ago..

and there u go... =) A SHORT one..

My very fist visiting place in Singapore..

JURONG EAST BIRD PARK.. =)

and..the gao diao me as usual...haha~~

they were having performance at the bird park,

me, volunteer myself to hold that hoop i guess..

its ME!!

haha..

It's a pair of love birds or parrot ya??

cant remember it..haha~

And I get to feed them..

the two big children..

saja wanna kacau...hahah

And teh smart bird...nice and cute...

I got the fish for freee...

cz..I answer the que CORRECT!!!!

hahaha

The Loke's family girlss... :)

while waiting for the MRT...

some SS picx 1st...haha~

A nice place..

but too bad I cant go into the casino..

There are still picx of food I din get ffrom my cousin..

so..

i shall..just stop here perhaps??

I've Never Been To Me

Hey lady, you lady, cursing at your life
You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife
I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do
But, I wish someone had talked to me
Like I wanna talk to you.....

Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run
I took the hand of a preacher man and we made love in the sun
But I ran out of places and friendly faces because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me

Please lady, please lady, don't just walk away
'Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today
I can see so much of me still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived million lies....

Oh, I've been to Niece and the Isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht
I've moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got
I've been undressed by kings and I've seen some things that a woman ain't supposed to see
I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me

[spoken]
Hey, you know what paradise is?
It's a lie, a fantasy we create about people and places as we'd like them to be
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding, it's that man you fought with this morning
The same one you're going to make love with tonight
That's truth, that's love......

Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children that might have made me complete
But I took the sweet life, I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet
I've spent my life exploring the subtle whoring that costs too much to be free
Hey lady......
I've been to paradise, (I've been to paradise) 
But I've never been to me

(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to Neice and the isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to cryin' for unborn children that might have made me complete)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)
I've been to paradise, never been to me

the best remedies..

Darling..The one who is there..ALWAYS..

Was stresses with my final..
overloaded with insufficient time...
serve me right!!
had been doing last min work for years..
and I still never learnt my lesson..sobb~

Depress because of My time series..
or I should just say,
I did SHITLY in ALL of my paper..
And I dunno why...
sobb~~

have no mood at all to open my book last night,
although I still have two heavy papers coming on STRAIGHT on the 8th and 9th Dec..
It's killing.
as I know nothing..
Tried hard last 9 to start..
yet it seems infinity low productivity..
so..

darling took  me to a short escape ..
AWAY FROM ALL THESE STRESSING ISSUES~
AWAY FROM THE REALITY..
AWAY FROM MY NOTES..

and here we go..
McD Bangsar.
LOL

Cried In the car..
Tears coming out when I keep quite..
He saw, yet darling said NOTHING..!
Kononya wanna concentrate in driving..LOL
HAs been complaining non stop bout How stupid I am..
What a bad taste he has for choosing someone stupid like me..
Asking whether is he blind to have a gf that always burden him..
he's having his last sub on the 8th also.
yet stil have to spend time on me..
was in low esteem as everything seems so not right in my studies...
( I know...It's my own fault again for not doing early preparation...sobbb)
maybe next sem I shud enjoy my study week like first semester?LOL

but darling did said something which is really 欠打..
he said...I'm born to be stupid because I mend to meet someone as smart as him..LOL
I never seen someone with such high confidence..
and aimed so high for his pointer..
If he's in Economics, then maybe he can achieve it easiily with one eyes..
But..In chemical Engineering,to somebody with my brain...it's IMPOSSIBLE,..LOL
by looking at what is he studying..
I even feel myself is a dumb..
complaining so much while his subject is much more much more difficult than mine..

ENOUGH of COMPLAINS...
shall start nowwww~~
When Darling is busy studying ..
.

FOCUS IN STUDY~

haha~me..

always as a DISTRACTION to him.
do silly things again...
I'm a magician in the video below...wakakakaka
















and..
I did somthing stupid that even..
prove that I'm not a smart person..sobbb...
was thinking whether to order the Mc Value set, which is more pricey at night, or just ordered separately since Fries and Coke is our main dish for supper..
LOL.
calculated, and buying separately is more cheap..
as..

RM10.25 for Mc Value Chicken  set..the one with 2 pieces of friend chicken, after tax around RM 10.80
RM 6.50 for big fries and ordinary Coke..

I was thinking , why not order set, which is more worth because I have two pieces of chicken with only extra of RM 4+, 1 piece of chicken for RM2+, WHY NOT?It's the most delicious Fried Chicken..
despite of being fat..

think think think..
and count count count..
ended up..
I bought 1 large fries an 1 LARGE COKE..
which is the most stupid thing I did..
and cost me RM 7.05~!!
SOBBBBB!!!
Everyone knows that McD coke can be refilled, so why choose large COKE!!
AND now it's lagi NOT WORTH!!!
sobbbb~~~~~

again.
back to the point..
I"M STUPID..
so sad again...
sobbb~~~

ARGH..
enough of being negative..If I dun start now..
I'll be crying through my 3 weeks holidays!!!

while ppl busy studying..
I was busy looking around and..HAHAA!
SS-ing~

陆宇盈加油！！！
just try your best because you have nothing to loose...

A Letter to Myself

Dear Jee Yeng,

You have been through years of exams..
UPSR, PMR, SPM Matics Final, 4 Semester of Uni Finals..

Yo have came so far through all these exams..

SPM, the most important exam for your secondary time..
the exam that you took 11 subjects..
and you have went through the period...

Matrics Final, the most important final that determined your entrance to THE BEST LOCAL UNI in Malaysia..
And, you have went through it, and got a place in Universiti Malaya,
A prestigious university where I din even think that I am able to came in.

4 Semesters of Final in Universities...
4 times of Last Minute Work..

Every exam you are as stress as before..
you even make everyone near you stress..
you panic before entering the battle field..
you gave up before started to fight...
you give up hope and sending yourself negative spirit which is even depressing..

It's your fifth semester,
second last final of your University Life..

It's a time to change,
It's a time you have to start to relax, and just try your best..
it's not you din study..
it's not you must get a very good result..
it's not at all..

You only need to just study and just try your best..
stop being panic..
stop being stress..
You just try the best you could, and you at least wont feel sorry for yourself ..

Dear Jee Yeng,
Stay strong..
stay Tough...
Stay positive..
and tell yourselves, you can understand the question,
you understand what you are reading..
you know it..
stop scaring yourself..
stop it!!

It's time for a change...

all the Best in the coming 3 papers...


best regards,
Yeng..

Finn to Rachel: "you're amazing, just the way you are..."

*LYRICS*

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I'll say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Yeah..

I need A break

I need a Break..

To BREATH...

Stress about the Final I'm having now..

And I just dunno why..

I din aim High..

Mum even say result is not important.

And yet..

the piggy me..

who sees sleeping is more important than everything 

is insane thinking that 

sleeping much is guilty..

 wasting time on bed is a guilt..

argh!!

i just dunno what I want..

This Final is driving me crazy..

I act as I'm calm..

I'm ok with my preparation..

I still joke around..

I still go for meals...

I still take naps..

I still watch Glee..

I still Blog...

I still think I'm ok ..

But, turns out I"M NOT...

I'm stress..

tension and pressure..

and the funniest part is :

FOR NOTHING!!

 I have only a simple wish :

to just maintain my pointer..

yet..

it seems it's hard..

and I'm at the edge of pulling myself away from giving up..

It's as if there are two me in me~

One side of me telling me to work harder, as this your second last final..

One side of me telling me to relax, as no matter how much you score, you'll still be in the range of 

 SECOND CLASS UPPER..LOL

so what for study??

I'm struggling..

this exam phenomena,

notes around me..

the calender reminding me how long more my final will end is stressing me out!

argh!!

I need A break..

just to relax...

just to run away from these stuff..

All these things are making me more negative..

and I'm trying hard to hold my tears whenever I"m looking things that 

I gotta answer in the final...ARGH!!!

hate myself for N times...

hate the me behind my own mask..

pretending that i'm OK..

and I dun need anyone to hear my shout out of my stress...

 2 more STRESSFUL week to go..

Counting down...

gambateh, miss Loke...

Just try your best and you know you always have him and a bunch of great friends being at your back...

It's the second last final you will be sitting in your University study life....

Just "enjoy" to the fullest..

LOL...

ARGHHH~~

Shout out by :

brainless people who cant study smart and cant be determined to study hard..