17th Aug...

17th Aug..
I 'm getting to hate this date...
it's owez blue...down...and memories come pouring....

Big head...
can you feel us that day?
the day where we were having fun at McD?
where everyone is putting our smile on our face..
where everyone is as normal as usual..
where everyone as high profile as usual..
where we are still the noisiest among the crowd..

The day was as usual if u are still here...
if u r till here..
i think we'll celebrate ur birthday in such way too ba..
a simple dinner at some where..
seeing how Suang say she dun wanna eat bt ending up still eat...
seeing how I'm as high profile as usual untill everyone is staring at us..
seeing how Vivian is telling stories..
seeing how good HuiYee in controlling her diet...
seeing how xiao ge zhi is being bullied..  (bt he was having test that day, so nobody really kacau him..)
seeing Ah Yao's sha xiao, so xin fu and sweet v his gf...
seeing MingCher's, ur best partner of every birthday party,listen to his burp, his cold jokes..
seeing Naiba is as quiet as usual compared to the others, bt can oso talk cold joke...
Not forgetting Chong Sing..the one who is owez v us no matter who's birthday celebration..d one owez on phone..that night..he was skyping v us v his big big naked tummy and his stupid act...
And your mum called up..telling us that they are all fine...
i wonder...can you see or feel all this?

if you were still with us...
i guess,
you will be keep asking Suang to stop eating...
i guess,
you will only shake head on my noisiness..
i guess,
you will listen quietly to Vivian's story and wil ask que ba..
i guess..
you will keep persuading Hui yee to eat and tell her its not fattening..
i guess..
you will be d one who bully xiao ge zhi d most, dun even let him do his test..
i guess..  you will be the one who wishes Ah Yao the most for being such sweet..  i guess..
you will stay far away from Ming Cher, to avoid creams on your face..since it's your birthday, you'll have direct contact with the cake..hmm..i wonder..is the cake big enough for your face of the large head?  

i guess..  

you will be the one who keep disturbing Naiba by pitching，弹his nipple, jz like wat u guys owez do...
i guess..
you will be the one with the most patient blowing water with Chong Sing as usual, listen to his crap, his stories, his indian birthday song.. 
I guess..
your mum wont be calling us also.

If you are here..
we will have lotsa memory more...
I browse through my memory that day..
i noticed, the memory we have is only during Matrics time..
i regreted for not keeping in touch with you during Uni time..
i asked myself..
after the sudden plan to gather all xie jiaos for a short gathering..
what is it so hard to gather everyone??
though not all of us can turn up, bt, we still see familiar faces...
i asked myself..
how long, how far we are all actually apart...

can i have a simple wish from you?
no more wishing I can slim down, cause it will never come true...
Can i wish..
that Xie Jiao's bond will be there forever..
we might not have the strongest bond...
we might not contact each other..
we might not have the chance to know the recent news...
we might not be as close to each other like last time..
there might be an invisible gap..
like there's no more heart to heart talk and all left is only crapping time..

I realize the reality..
we are all unable to turn back the clock to the Matrices time where the friendship really grow.
we are all grown up..
we are all separating very soon..

but..
i want to thank you...
thank you for bringing us back..

after 17th Aug 2010..
it shall be a brand new start for all of us..
to keep moving on..
for ourself...for you...for our big Xie Jiao family..and for your family..
I'm sure you'll be somewhere out there, looking at us, helping us with all the things you could..
just like the same way u helped me during Matric time, the way you taught me maths can be easier..

big head...
I'll surely miss you..
and it's time to move forwards xie jiaos...