dearest Vivian's 2nd Tag...

ha..
tis is d 2nd tag frm Vivian..n i've nt even finish her 1st 1 yet..sry dear..was kinda bz in my tis sem..hehe..tat's y we rarely meet each other...i miss u lotz...
here's is it...finally...hehe...

1. Do you have any secrets?
hmm..think so...

2. Have you ever tried not eating anything for a few days?
ha..frm my size...i think u shud ask, have you ever tried to control your diet instead of not eating...

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
hmm..i hate d lectures, tutors part...bt i enjoy meeting up v new frens...hehe..thx 2 Matriks, i met the ones i loved..^^

4. Coffee or more coffee?
ha...coffee? NO WAY for me...remember..once i take coffe..i'll start shivering..=.="

5. Laughter or forever smiles?
hmm...dunno le...some say i'm owez smiling..bt...sometimes i even doubt myself, r d smiles really smiles frm the bottom of my heart? I wonder..bt i prefer laughter..bcz, laughter really makes me happy^^

6. Who is more important? Lover or best friends?
of cz best frens r more important..frens r 1 of the most important element of my life..^^I share almost everythg v them..Lover? well..i haven meet the Mr. Right nw...So..4 my "daughters" n sons"..b more patient ya..

7. The person you like is already attached. what would you do?
hmm...jz let it be lo..try 2 forget bout him gua..i'm vy blur v such thgs 1 le....

8. What made you smile today?
hmm..finished all my assgmts n presentation?

9. Angelic or devilish?
hmm..i dunno myself...whn i'm in bad mood, hot tempered, i'm devilish..otherwise...i think i'm an ordinary human gua...hehe...

10. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
30..wah..tat's old..i cant even imagine it,..hopefully i can put down weight by tat time...hehe...

11. Who are currently the most important people to you?
my family n frens i guess..they r my pillar of strength..for some frens, we might not meet each other 4 a LooOONg time..bt, deep in my heart, u guys r not replaceble..(izzit correct v d spelling??ha...)

12. What is the most important thing in life?
enjoy life..hehe...

13. Are you single or attached?
Single.

14. What is your favourite colour?
blue..o ya..not forgetting black..it makes me look SLIM..hehe..

15. What is your wish?
hmm..i wish 2 have a clever brain..can i have more??i wan 2 b rich..hehe..o ya..n SLIM..hehe...

16. Have you ever wondered what would happen afterlife?
hmm..nope...

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
depends on hw horrible the thgs he/she did..I'm a true Scorpio...

18. Which do you prefer? spending time with family members or close people who understand you?
both wo..hw 2 choose ya?

19. 5 people you're gonna tag
wanted 2 tag Vivian, bt she has finished hers..hmm..
wanted 2 tag Hui Yee n Irene, bt Vivian tagged them oso..who else can i tag??
really dunno...
(fill it in next time ya..^^)

　5 号恋人：每月5 日、14 日、23 日出生者
　　对5号恋人来说，爱情和日常生活并没有太大的不 同，「新鲜感」永远是 5号人生活中的最高指导原则，因此， 5号人从不是一个专心的恋人，5 号恋人无法只把爱情或是伴侣放在第一位。在这种前提之下，「短而有力」的爱情火花特别吸引5 号恋人，而那些头脑聪明、有特殊才能的对象也让你感到深具挑战性。
　　比起恋人，5号恋人更像是称职的玩伴，总是有满满的精力等着去探索世上 更多有趣的事情，如果情人给 5号恋人太多的束缚和限制，可是会让 5号恋人想要逃开！不过相对的， 5号恋人也很公平，他们能给予伴侣很大的空间，因为，深知自由有多可贵的，当然非5 号恋人莫属啦！
　　失恋症结点： 5 号恋人的生活都特别随性、灵活，伴侣很难掌握你的行踪和你的心！如果遇上特别需要安全感的伴侣，两方可有得考验啦！
　　你是哪种5 号恋人？
　　每月5日出生的5 号恋人： 好奇心极强的生活玩家，有这样的情人，再平常的生活小事，都会变得乐趣十足！
　　每月14日出生的5号恋人： 14 日出生的恋人既干脆又直接，不矫作的作风，很容易获得同性和异性的欣赏。
　　每月23日出生的5号恋人： 23 日出生的恋人，最懂得规划自己的生活，情人或伴侣，只是一个部份而已，别想黏得太紧啊！

天蠍座是GPS衛星 導航

常有人說天蠍座愛報復，其實他們只是記憶力佳、直覺力好

、比其他星座更不能忍受 背叛。
對於心愛的親友戀人，他們可是會拋棄本性地傾注所有去付出，所以當遇到對方背叛 時候，
那份受挫的羞辱感可是會讓平日看起來溫和的蠍子如火山爆 發。
他們 不見得會對背叛者展開報復，卻一定會傷心到讓自己遍體鱗 傷。
他們就像GPS衛星導航一樣，記得感情裡所有的點點滴滴，甚至會雞婆地為對方打點 活的一切。
因為缺乏安全感，他們需要對方主動告知去向好讓自己安心、他們需要經常地陪伴談 好讓自己平靜。
十分敏感的他們能在感情變質前便察覺不對勁；在對方說謊時一眼便看穿，其敏銳的
度如同腦海中安置了一具GPS，
什麼把戲都逃不過他的法眼。
不要看天蠍座平時沈默寡言，他們可是安置了「字爆裝置」的GPS，千萬別接近失戀 蠍子，
小心被他們對情人叨叨不絮的控訴攻擊到無處可躲！

actually..
it's quite accurate..
i'm tat kind that cant live alone...

had a great time v Chung last night on our bac frm KL..
telling me that..
wat we can do is to trust ourselves...
ya..
it is right to say that some frens are not reliable..
bt..
to me..
i've different definition of frens..

FRens is one of the most important element in my life..
can really say that i share almost everythg v them...
bt,sometimes i wonder..
y do i make it so serious in the frenship thg?
y nt i jz let it go on naturally..
everythg is fate.
if u r mend 2 know each other,
we will somehow know each other...
if the frenship is mend 2 b a short relationship..
there's some way it wil b like disconnected..

i'm only keep telling myself nw tat..dun rely on frens too much...
i hav 2 move on....

Learn To say NO!!

well..
I'm on my way learning hw 2 reject...
lolz..

saying "NO" is actually a hard task for me..
especially to those tat i'm a close with...

recently, a China guy( which makes me damn geram whn i think of it)
asked me 2 help him out v his redo presentation..
"help Out" here means finish d presentation..
while i hav loads of stuff on hand..
shit him..
i was there complaining n complaning..
bt y not jz say "NO" to him??

gd que..

tis is surelyu bcz...
i DUNNO hw 2 say NO!!

n my stat assgmt..
countdown-ing to leave my group..
setting myself free frm the group..

haiz...

Life in UM is miserable after i meeting up with those irresponsible ppl...haiz...

MAB

MAB...
the 1st time i'm wearing night dress..

special thx 2 Vivian..
thx 4 d dress..
hehe..
luv it SooO much as it makes me looks slimmer..hehe...
okok..
i noe..
it's x gd 4 cheating myself..
i'm nt tat slim..k...swt...
bt d food was losy..
paid RM 125 for some lousy food..
salty shark fin..
smelly fish...
really really lousy food..
n ish~~
my hp run out of battery..
otherwise..
i think i'll b taking lots of picx..hehe...

o ya..
tis yr MAB..
i was awarded Tunas Harapan sukan and Anugerah Akademik..lol..

really thx 2 Raymond for training me,,,


my leng lui roommate..
-Hui Teng-


-While waiting 4 d bus..-


-Us, d C110-


-Table 50-

SHIT GROUP MEMBERS!!!

I was soOo damn freaking fed up v my statistic group members..
can they jz grow up and learn wat is "responsibility"??
ya i noe..
the assgmt due date is next week..
which means we stil hav 1 more week...
Bt, cant they jz finish it earlier?
i hav 3 assgmt , 1 presentation next week to pass up..
and these irresponsible ppl r waiting 4 my msg n ask them to start their work..
excuse me...
can ur pls b more alert??
i bet none of them noe wat to do tml...
shit them!!!

TAgged...

reserved tis place 4 Vivian's tagged....hehe...

was like kinda overloaded v stress tis 2 days...
and i dun even noe y..
had a bad dream last 9..
dreamt tat i failed my 2nd sem..
wat a bad dream..

especially today...
seeing ppl around me hav alr started 2 do their revision..
while me??
doin nothg!!
wat is Macro??
wat is IS-LM curve??What are the difference of keynesian n classical??Wat is d derivation of................
What is Law??
wat is Islamic Law??
wat is judical precedent??

I'm soOo wry bout my final nw..
haiz...

stress....

Me??

came across to a quiz...

n found it is vy vy accurate...haha...tis is wat it says:

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

wat do ur think..??
Hui Yee sure keep saying yes 1..haha...lol...

你到底爱对人吗..

你发觉了吗？爱的感觉总是在一开始时甜蜜，总觉得多了一个人陪，多了一个人帮你 分担，你终于不再孤单了，因为至少有一个人想着你、恋着你，只要能在一起就是好的。但是慢慢地，随着认识的加深，你开始发现了对方的缺点，于是问题一个接 一个出现，你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，有人说爱情就像捡石，总想捡到一个适合自己的，但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？她适合你，那你又适合她吗？ 其实，爱情应该像磨石子儿，或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么满意，但是请记住，人是有弹性的，很多事情是可以改变的，只要你有心，有勇气，与其到处去捡未知 的石头，还不如将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨光，你开始磨了吗？

很多人以为，是因为感情淡了，人才会变得懒惰，其实人是先被惰性征服，感惰才慢慢变淡的。在某个聚餐的场合，有人提议多吃点虾对身体好，这时候有个中年男 人忽然说：“十年前，当我老婆还是我女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她。现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，简直就是开玩笑，我连帮她夹菜都没兴 趣了，还剥虾壳呢。”难怪越来越多的人只想谈一辈子恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。如果每个人都懒得讲话，懒得倾听，懒得制造惊 喜，懒得温柔体贴，那么夫妻之间，又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？所以请记住，有活力的爱情是需要适度殷勤来灌溉的，谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的。有一对情 侣，相约下班后去用餐，逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议延误了，当她冒雨赶到时候已经迟到了30多分钟，她男朋友很不高兴地说：“你每次都这样，现在我什么心 情也没了，我以后再也不会等你了！”刹那间，女孩的心决堤崩溃了，她在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了。同样，在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境， 女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，她的男朋友说：“我想你一定忙坏了吧？”接着他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套披在女孩身上，此刻，女孩流泪却是温 馨幸福的。你体会到了吗？其实爱恨往往只在我们的一念之间！爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，很多事可能只是在于你心境的转变罢了。
如果有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错，那并不代表你会选择他。我们总说：“我要找一个很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。”但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的 时候，你却无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。可是后来，当我们猛然回首，才发觉自己曾经多么天真。 假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之后才会发现的。每个人都希望找到自己心目中 百分之百的伴侣，但是你有没有想过，在你身边早有人对你默默付出很久了，只是你没有发觉而已。所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧，他或许已经等你很久了。
当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。所有的期待和希望都只有七八分，剩下两三分用来爱自己。如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能给对方造成沉重的压力， 让彼此喘不过气来，完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。所以请记住，喝酒不要超过六分醉，吃饭不要超过七分饱，爱一个人不要超过八分。如果你正在为爱迷惘，下面这段话 或许可以给你一些启示：爱一个人，要了解也要开解；要道歉也要道谢；要认错也要改错；要体贴也要体谅；是接受而不是忍受；是宽容而不是纵容；是支持而不是 支配；是慰问而不是质问；是倾诉而不是控诉；是难忘而不是遗忘；是彼此交流而不是凡事交代；是为对方默默祈求而不向对方诸多要求。可以浪漫，但不要浪费， 不要随便牵手，更不要随便放手 ……….

暧昧是....

暧昧是糖，甜到忧伤。

暧昧是糖，甜到忧伤。

暧昧是，比好朋友再亲一点，但比情人远一点。

暧昧是，你会常常在MSN等他在线。当他几天没有在线，你就会有些担心。

暧昧是，你会不时去他的BLOG看看有没有更新；而且你会留意字里行间，他对你有没有什么暗示。

暧昧是, 有感觉，然而，这种感觉不足以叫你们切切实实地发展一段正式的关系。

暧昧是, 明白人生有太多的无奈，现实有太多的限制。你知道没有可能，但又舍不得放手。

暧昧是, 有进一步的冲动，却没有进一步的勇气。 暧昧是，他不是你的情人，但似乎他比你的情人更关心你和了解你。

暧昧是，你会编一条围巾给他，但大家从没有开始过。

暧昧是，虽然他不是你的情人，但他却会对你说：你对我是十分重要的。

暧昧是，你感冒时有一个会在晚上打电话来，特意提醒你服药，叫你盖好被子早点睡的普通朋友。

暧昧是，每当他提及他的另一半时，你会万箭穿心。 暧昧是, 为了逃避背叛的罪恶感。

暧昧是, 甜津津又同时酸溜溜的。往往从未开始，已叫人不安，患得患失。

暧昧是，别人以为你们在搞地下情时，你会沾沾自喜。 暧昧是，别人问你们是否恋爱中，你张口结舌。

暧昧是，常常挣扎表不表白。你怕表白之后，你既得不到一个情人，却又失去了一个知心好友。

暧昧是，见到他，你会心跳。见不到他时，你会挂念他。

暧昧是，两个人都会互相猜想。他是不是已经暗示了什么？我是不是自作多情？

暧昧是，每天大家都会聊MSN，会互传手机短讯，无规律地偶然约会。

暧昧是，除了情人节之外，其它的节日，大家都交换礼物。

暧昧是，你很想多走一步，但又怕会吓怕了他。你会很小心流露自己的感情。

暧昧是，两个人没有承诺过什么。但虽然如此，你愿意付出的，比有承诺的情侣更多。没有责任，但你却很渴望去承担，不问回报。

暧昧, 是一扇门，你可以停留在门外，也可以踏进房子里面。然后你不可以停留在门下面。门–永远不是终点站。

我们暧昧，我们却不属于对方… 也只有这样，我才能分享你的悲伤…

Far longer than forever

Far longer than forever
I'll hold you in my heart
It's almost like you're here with me
Although we're far apart

Far longer than forever
As constant as a star
I close my eyes and I am where you are

Sure as the dawn brings the sunrise
We've an unshakable bond
Destined to last for a lifetime and beyond

Far longer than forever (Far longer than forever)
Like no love every known
And with your love I'll never be alone

Far longer than forever (Far longer than forever)
Like no love every known
And with your love I'll never be alone

Far longer than forever
Much stronger than forever
And with your love I'll never be alone

Never, never be alone
Never, never be alone
Far longer than forever

love this song soOo much...one of my favorite song...

PKB is FINALLY over..
phew..
n I'm bac 2 home once again..hehe..
home sweet home..

actually..
I shouldnt b d 1 who have such a relieve..hehe..
shan n Lobak shud be d one...

seeing Shan n Lobak put so much effort,
was kinda paiseh cz i din really give commitment..
so..
went down d day b4 n help out...
jump into my warm bed by 6 o'clock..
i wonder..
hw come Lobak n Shan can stay awake d whole day...

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The Grand Day

5th of Mac,
is our PKB...
the grand night shud b started at 7.30pm..
bt til 8.30pm..there's nobody yet...
lucikly..
by 9o'clock, there r ppl..
phew...
hehe..

straight 2 our che ling performance...
it was such a disaster...

hui teng's "ling" broken into half..
we were like so panic..
performance were in a mess..

d worst nightmare..
haiz.....

was like kind of 遗憾 lo..
cz it wasnt perfect..
haiz....

was kinda sad too..
cz Ming Cher couldnt make it 2 wait til our performance end....bt at least he came..
thx 2 wei xiang, hui yee, n Chun Liang who came too..
haiz..
quite disappointing tat, Vivian,Nai Ba, Suang, Big Head could not make it...
some how...
they r stil one of my part..
jz tat...
(remember tat Irene asked me 2 chill out...so..jz let it be...)

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The best part was the 变脸performance last night frm China..
thx 2 shan..4 finding such good performance..
luv u much..
n for those who were jz only d audince, u cant really imagine tat hw messy is d back stage..
every1 is so nervous..
those who were holding d "walkie-Talkie" can hear Shan n Poh Ling shouting at each other..swt swt...
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finally...
eveythg came to its end..
phew...
gotta clean up..
after tat...
went 2 Nasi lemak Panas..
yummy..
hehe..
my favourite..
LOVE nasi lemak alot..haha..
yum yum...

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tat's all i guess...

MASUM is next...

PKB is tml..
yahoo...
count-downing...

having presentation later, bt i din really prepare oso..
later jz spontan ba..
too tired 2 squeeze my brain dy..hehe..
i wanna read novel le..
ish...

count down-ing..
4 more days and there is PKB..
yeah.
finally...i'll be free..

i wanna go pasar mala..
i wanna buy novels..
left 1 more book of the 蝴蝶's 妖異奇談抄 <歿日>...
i wanna buy tat book..
ish...dying 2 read d ending le....haiz...
Pasar Malam...
pls wait 4 me ya..haha...

not much thg 2 blog actually..
as these few days were so busy v che ling n assgmt...
haiz..life is soOo busy..

went for che ling practice @ 1st tis morn..
came bac at almost 2pm, thn practice for PKB until almost6..
swt..
so tired..

i wanna slp....

如果相遇，你會感到相知，那麼，有一種習慣 ─叫做陪伴。
如果陪伴，你會感到珍惜，那麼，有一種甜蜜 ─叫做存在。
如果存在，你會感到壓力，那麼，有一種善良 ─叫做 離開。
如果離開，你會感到輕鬆，那麼，有一種勇敢 ─ 叫做放棄。