Tuesday, November 30, 2010

The Crazy Daysss

I Miss the daysss..
especially at this stressful period..
I miss everyone whom we play, we enjoyed, we laugh, we cry and be fat together...
The crazinness we shared..
The stupid things we did..
The fat we added..
The fights we gone through..
I miss you all....


I just need another crazy way for me to distress..
lazy to complain as it wont help..
trying hard 2 study yet..
self confidence make me don't trust myself..
Haiz..
perhaps a bowl of maggie mee with Suang,Hui Yee, Vivian, Irene, See Yee will do..
I just hope the day will appear one more time...

Monday, November 29, 2010


你可知道 當女人被男人脫去自己的衣服 一絲不掛的在他面前 是需要多少的愛

你可知道 女人為什麼會背朝你睡 因為她不喜歡看你的背影 如果你以後抱著她睡 她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道 女人把每一次的愛情 當作是初戀 也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道 女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你 而是你在她心中太美好 她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道 深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後 自己卻轉身不斷哭泣

你可知道 當女人頂著哭花的臉 走在街上 不管是不是有人在看她時 她的心已經快要死了

你可知道 她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨 也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道 她的任性 她的壞脾氣 其實都只是在對你撒嬌 希望你更重視她

你可知道 假若她不愛你 她根本不會對你發火 不會希望你去哄她 更不會為你掉眼淚 因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道 當你離開她 留下她獨自一人 她有多大的期待和恐懼 而這一切都只是因為她愛你 而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她 女人知道太多不該知道的事情 男人不知道太多該知道的事情

於是.你們爭吵.你認為她脾氣不好.她認為你不夠遷就她…… 於是.你們冷戰.你以為她沒有完全接受你,她以為你不在乎她…… 請給她一個擁抱一個吻.用你的擁抱你的吻去化解她心裡的悲傷和眼角的淚水. 因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。

兩個深愛的人在一起,就要 互相包容,互相理解,互相體諒,互相信任, 否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生。 。 。 。 。 。 否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了! 。 。 。 。 。 。 希望每一個男人都能夠好好珍惜陪伴在你身邊的女人 她們為你付出過,不求回報 卻希望你們能夠讀懂,能夠牽著她們的手堅定地走下去 不要讓愛你的女人流淚 不要讓她傷心 更不要讓她絕望和死心! 因為女人一旦真愛了,失去她愛著的人 就意味著失去了整個世界...


Wednesday, November 24, 2010

N times of complaining...

It's my 5th FINAL in UM..
and i NEVER LEARN my lesson...
dunno how many times shud i DO MY LAST MIN work..
haiz...
How I wish I have Hui Yee's determination..
How I wish I have Sin Yee's Brain...
How I wish I have Jessica's concentration..
How I wish I have Emily & Amy's hardworking..
How I wish I can don't really care like Lobak...

Haiz..
How I wish is How I wish..
Dreamland is always perfect...
and we are at the reality world...
Still gotta go back to study right??
haizzz...

Trying vy vy hard 2 change my -ve thoughts to the positive one..
but it seems hard..
exam time is so tight..
no gap for a few subject..
sobb...
i dun aim high..
I just want to MAINTAIN..
or even get a little bit higher..
A 3.55 to get Winnie the Pooh from Darling =)

yet..
I cant even see any A or A- in my coming 5th sem final slip...
sobbb~
Haiz..just try my best and try to study as much as I can ba...

since NO MORE 





AS DISTRACTION..
and I even set timer for blogspot .
.




so that i dun be hand itchy click here click there although none of my friend updated their blog..
yet I still can spen hours there reading my older post..LOL

The only place you can fine me now is in Twitter..





which not much friends are active over there...
yet the OMG facts, Air Asia promotion, Start news which I followed is still there to distract..
will click here click there...
after spending hours there..
thn eyes tired ady..
SLEEP..
haizzz..
really finding excuse for myself..
haiz...

thinking another part...
Holiday is after Final..
though stil dun hav any actual plan bout holiday...
But still..HOLIDAY is mend to enjoyy!!=)

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

施文斌 - 我我我 因爲你

如果可以让我先说 我我我我不懂把握
世界太危险刺激 所以对你太啰嗦
你想我做些什么 我我我我浪漫不多
要对你大声的说 是爱你太执着

我要为你挡着风挡着雨 在风雨里写爱你的诗句
我的世界为你变得很直接 突然有一天开口的第一句
因为有着你我就不再孤单 因为爱着你我也不怕难堪
为了你很勇敢不怕去冒险 我的爱情就是你出现在我的世界

我要为你挡着风挡着雨  在风雨里写爱你的诗句
我的世界为你变得很直接 突然有一天开口的第一句
因为有着你我就不再孤单 因为爱着你我也不怕难堪
为了你很勇敢不怕去冒险 我的爱情就是你出现
因为有着你我就不再孤单 因为爱着你我也不怕难堪
为了你很勇敢不怕去冒险 我的爱情就是你出现在我的世界



Thursday, November 18, 2010

Random

hmm..
has been talking alot to my aunt's niece lately..
and I'm really thankful..
for being loved by so many...

Friends..
are always the one who coloured my day..
was sharing with her bout the friends i have..

and I think of everyone I met...
The one whom hurts me..
The one whom supported me..
The one whom protected me..
The one whom treat me as friends...

My definition for F.R.I.E.ND.S is just very simple...
They are there for you no matter what happen..
They are there for you for what you are..
They are there to make fools of you just because they know you well..
They are there for you to share your sweetest thing with him..
They are there to comment bout your bad things and hope you will be better...

AND guess what?
I do have friends like that...
I am lucky...
To have all of them..
I always think that i do not deserve GOOD friends..
Because I'm nt a good one..
I dun help ppl yet I trouble them..
I dun have Good Temper and I HAVE MOOD SWING...
I'm not smart and I always trouble them during studies..
And That's why..
I'm Thankful..
Thanks everyone !!
Thanks for being there always...

Love this song:

一个像夏天 一个像秋天
词:姚若龙
曲:陈小霞

第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你 我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱
把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我
只是骂我几句
如果不是你 我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音
我的有口无心
我离不开Darling更离不开你
一个像夏天 一个像秋天
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你 我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱
把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我
只是骂我几句
如果不是你 我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音
我的有口无心
我离不开Darling更离不开你
你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形象保密
如果不是你 我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱
把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我
只是骂我几句
如果不是你 我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音
我的有口无心
我离不开Darling更离不开你


Whenever I listen to this song, 
I think of  Vivian..
The one who first complain why I talk so much..
The one who is totally my opposite...
The one who I can talk no matter how long we din meet each other..
The one who is special for me..

I think of Shan..
I remember when I first saw her, I really dun like her pattern..
BECAUSE: SHE IS EVEN MORE TALKATIVE THAN ME!! 
They always say..
same pattern ppl cant become good friends..
Because you have too much of similarities..
and you will end up arguing..
but we ended up as BEST FRIENDS..
going through all the Uni shits together..
I might have been abandon her lately..
patto ady ma..
sorry la..no time for u...darling more important...haha...
but dun wry...listen and read the lyrics...hahaa
no worries..
We wil be BFF!!

I think of Irene..
The one who is so gao diao at DK1..
The one who we always talk bout her behind her..
asking why can she be so gao diao with her manja voice...
HAHA!! who knows we ended up as Mother & Daughter??LOL

I think of HuiYee..
The one who has the higher EQ than me x 10000000times..
The one who suan siao me the most but knows me well...
The one who commented bout by -ve side and say It's TIME TO GROW UP..
A totally opposite with me as well..But..she's always there..
to crap with when I'm bored..
to listen with my grandmother's story..
She will be impatient...haha~bt will stil listen while doing her own thing..
to plan with birthday present.althought i'm always the one come out with mouth, and she's the one coming out with Ideas and ACTION...
Thanks ALOT!!

I think of Zhong Sing..
The pinky pig..
the one who brought me back to Xie Jiao.
The one who told me what Xie Jiao is meant to be..
The one who always make ppl worry and dunno how to take care of himself..

I think of Kang Wen,Cher Shin, Han Siong,Pak Siong, Yik Chi..
The one I knew since primary..
The one who hears most of my dreams..
The one who I actually spend the most little time with them..
and less memories..
yet..
our friendship is still strong...=)

I Think of Jessica..
My Mum in UNI~~
LOL..
the one who care bout my result and really able to control her temper while teaching me..
The one who listen but don't comment...
The one who i always call "Ah BU"..haha~

I think of Suang..
The gal who is always tough at the surface...
The gal who I contacted lesser when we enter Uni.
yet the friendship still grow~
The one who we wil find each other when we want to talk~~

guess that's all??
hmm..
did I miss out anyone??

Thanks for being there my dear friendsss~~
We are graduating very soon..
and we will be all far apart...
I still wish..
We will be FRIENDS 4eva!!