A Letter to Myself

Dear Jee Yeng,

You have been through years of exams..
UPSR, PMR, SPM Matics Final, 4 Semester of Uni Finals..

Yo have came so far through all these exams..

SPM, the most important exam for your secondary time..
the exam that you took 11 subjects..
and you have went through the period...

Matrics Final, the most important final that determined your entrance to THE BEST LOCAL UNI in Malaysia..
And, you have went through it, and got a place in Universiti Malaya,
A prestigious university where I din even think that I am able to came in.

4 Semesters of Final in Universities...
4 times of Last Minute Work..

Every exam you are as stress as before..
you even make everyone near you stress..
you panic before entering the battle field..
you gave up before started to fight...
you give up hope and sending yourself negative spirit which is even depressing..

It's your fifth semester,
second last final of your University Life..

It's a time to change,
It's a time you have to start to relax, and just try your best..
it's not you din study..
it's not you must get a very good result..
it's not at all..

You only need to just study and just try your best..
stop being panic..
stop being stress..
You just try the best you could, and you at least wont feel sorry for yourself ..

Dear Jee Yeng,
Stay strong..
stay Tough...
Stay positive..
and tell yourselves, you can understand the question,
you understand what you are reading..
you know it..
stop scaring yourself..
stop it!!

It's time for a change...

all the Best in the coming 3 papers...


best regards,
Yeng..

N times of complaining...

It's my 5th FINAL in UM..

and i NEVER LEARN my lesson...

dunno how many times shud i DO MY LAST MIN work..

haiz...

How I wish I have Hui Yee's determination..

How I wish I have Sin Yee's Brain...

How I wish I have Jessica's concentration..

How I wish I have Emily & Amy's hardworking..

How I wish I can don't really care like Lobak...

Haiz..

How I wish is How I wish..

Dreamland is always perfect...

and we are at the reality world...

Still gotta go back to study right??

haizzz...

Trying vy vy hard 2 change my -ve thoughts to the positive one..

but it seems hard..

exam time is so tight..

no gap for a few subject..

sobb...

i dun aim high..

I just want to MAINTAIN..

or even get a little bit higher..

A 3.55 to get Winnie the Pooh from Darling =)

yet..

I cant even see any A or A- in my coming 5th sem final slip...

sobbb~

Haiz..just try my best and try to study as much as I can ba...

since NO MORE 

AS DISTRACTION..

and I even set timer for blogspot .

.

so that i dun be hand itchy click here click there although none of my friend updated their blog..

yet I still can spen hours there reading my older post..LOL

The only place you can fine me now is in Twitter..

which not much friends are active over there...

yet the OMG facts, Air Asia promotion, Start news which I followed is still there to distract..

will click here click there...

after spending hours there..

thn eyes tired ady..

SLEEP..

haizzz..

really finding excuse for myself..

haiz...

thinking another part...

Holiday is after Final..

though stil dun hav any actual plan bout holiday...

But still..HOLIDAY is mend to enjoyy!!=)