blur...

it's almost 6.
yet..
I'm stil awake...

hav shut my heart down..
started being cold..
and even..
i felt nothg bout all d stuff tat shan told me...

finally..
i m nw cold..

yet..
had a long long talk v hui teng...
was shock..
i thought i'll b d one whose tears wil b rolling down my cheeks...
yet...
i felt nothg...
n suddenly i found out..
izzit really good for being cold?

n at that moment..
NO!!

at tat moment..
i was suppose to felt touched..
knowing what they actually did..
what they actually planned...
what do I really meant to them...
yet...

i was like x feel..

it's really x gd..
i'm suppose 2 choose to forgive and forget...

both parties are to blamed..
nt only them..

and ya...
i shud b d one who b d one who gt blamed d most..
n i admit myself for being -ve, sensitives, emotional, showing black face....
really SORRy~~

i jz really hope tat everythg wil b fine...
n i'll b bac myself...

i nid more time...