L.O.S.T

Read her blog..found out tat i'm actually such annoying..making ppl fed up of me..she's one of my besties frm Matrik n we r even closer in Uni..yet,my words hurt her..later on her mistaken msg came..words cant describe my feeling..was in cinema n almost finishing d movie..thinking of stil hav time to join them for yumcha n meet up v cs..yet,after reading her msg,i dun even noe hw shud i face her..n i decided to continue another movie..thx2shan n hui teng..thx for willing to accompany me to go through my such annoying mood..thgs r different nw..i see her as my besties,so i pour all out to her..without thinkin anythg..yet,i'm jz too self centered,too selfish..forgotten tat ppl actually get bored whn d same issue is happening..i jz cant understand myself..y m i such persevering?wat does frens really mean to me?do i really die without them?Guess tat i shud really wake up..stop relying on frens..u r 20 nw..n u r able to manage ur self problem..u dun hav any listener..all u hav is urself..grow up..u r jz a pathetic,annoying,selfish person without any gd listener,without any1 holding on u..u r jz alone..

jz came bac frm API and APM...
lolz..
dun ask me why..
lolz..
at 1st my class ends at 1pm..
ady plan to hav lunch n SY..bt end up he gotta take his luch alone...sry ya,...

hmm..went there n c hw they really work out..
kinda big activity without any AJK..lolz..
poor committee of PBC..gotta help d only "head" to settle up her thg..haiz...

so..wasted my time looking at them...

there's alot of procedure tat really pening...haiz..

in conclusion...
we nid a gd leader to lead...
n a gd follower to give opinion bt nt jz follow....

p/s : hope everythg wil b fine for quan bian under MC's leadership ya~~

pek chek~

argh!!
lots of stuff to doo..
yet..
i hav no idea frm where shud i start..
omg~~
life is miserable whn there's lots of stuff goin around me~~
argh!!!!!

崩溃倒数之日

不晓得自己还能顶多久…
不知道自己的极限到哪里…
不了解为何要受这种苦…

没有自己的床，
没有自己的桌子，
没有自己的厨，

平均五小时不安稳的睡眠…
没有自己空间的午觉…
没有teatime 的日子…
没有的一起和rooomate聊天谈心的私人空间…、

没有钥匙的房间，
我究竟还能忍多久？
真的很辛苦…
快要崩溃了…

每个星期的critical thinking presentation,
每次的tutorial, assgmt…
我都要问自己能在哪里做？
书，是没办法读，也没打算读…因为我是那种临时抱佛脚的那种……

然而
carry mark
60% 的critical thinking assgmt + presentation
40% 的economy Malaysia assgmt + presentation,
40% 的economy development assgmt + presentation,
我能在哪里做？

在dewan makan?
可是dewan makan 里bilik vip 在装修着，
在充满噪音的情况下我还能像东西吗？
还能心静周围的环境也安静吗？


天！！
快倒了~

我要回我房~
严重的需要补眠……


顺便让大家看…
什么叫UM~

（在我宿舍外面卖的矿泉水，原来steel是crime..）
~太无辜了吧~

有意见吗？

the true 2nd year...

today was d 1st day all d tutorial starts...
having 8 hour of classes on Tues..
yet...today d Micro haven even started and its alr such tiring...

gosh~~

assgmts, presentation, tutorial are pouring all over me..
sry for
college activities, Uni activities that i din really contributed...haiz..

jz dunno why..
there's no more passion for me 2 join so much.,.
there's no more mood for me 2 enjoy them..
haiz..

i hate 2nd year where everythg was taught in d lecture i dun understand at all..
i hate 2nd year where i'm nw a senior...
which...ppl assume us tat we r a gd "pretender" by hiding d real us so tat we wont just memalukan seniors...
i hate 2nd year assgmt where i cant really choose my own assgmt group..
i hate 2nd year where most of my fren are staying outside..
i hate 2nd year where my gang is getting smaller and smaller...
i hate 2nd year because it has shown tat i'm getting older..

haiz...

2nd year..

wat does 2nd year really mean?
a sign of being more mature?
a mark tat u can take on heavy subject?
a year where u nid 2 start to think to where are u moving on?
a symbol where you nid 2 depend on urself?

haiz...

2nd year....