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just a simple blog post...

nothing much happen recently...

the only "BIG EVENTS" that hav my shadow is..

The Sing k sessions v my beloved JiMui from Matric...

The random SKIPPING CLASS and just to SING K with my xiao zha bor gangss coursemates..

HY's 21st simple birthday gathering..

CS,TY,Xiao Xing xXing birthday high profile noisy xie jiao's celebration..

SUKMUM nt so frequent land training...

tonnes of assgmt,test and classes to be with them..

and that's all i perhaps...

Celebrated alot of birthday...

believe it or not?

I started celebrating birthday after Matric..

Birthdays before Matrics is just an ordinary day with birthday noodles and eggss...and nt even cakes...

During Matrics,

I love celebrating birthday..no matter mine or my dearest frens...

To me..

Having a celebration is a way for us..

to find excuses for break..

to gather and have fun..

to blow water.

to have cakes wars..

to be crazy..

and believe it or not??every celebration, brings us even closer to each other...=)

yet..

Things are different after Uni..

Matrics friends are all far apart..

hardly come out some time for a short gathering,.

and even, for same uni's fren a short meeting up need days to plan...

started to be tired of birthday celebration

not because we are no more close to each other..

is just because, the spirit that we always share..

the craziness that we always have 

are all gone..

we are all busy with our own stuff..

own new friends..

Every celebration planner is always the same ppl..

HuiYee Vivian and Me..

is nt that I'm complaining that no one cares..

is just..the feel is diff...

CS,TY,Big Head & MC is the soul of every birthday party..

and i really enjoyed every birthday party with their appreance.

i dun mind being high profile..

i admit, i even love their stupid act...=)

bt..

it is never 4 of them again...

just a random post about birthdays celebration feeling...

yet...

I still love celebrating birthdays.

as Birthday Songs cheers me up...

as the ppl attending are all my true friends that i will really cherish....

saying no??

HAS BEEN SAYING NO RECENTLY....

saying NO for attending birthday party that i dun feel like attending..
saying NO for the lunch outing that had been planned..
saying NO for joining lunch with coursemates....
saying NO when I really really DO NOT WANT...

it might be very common to others for saying NO...
but not to me..
I don't know how to reject people..
I don't know how to say NO..
I just cant see people's disappointing faces...
I just cant hear their disappointing tones...
I just cant...

I will still say yes and join everything i could no matter how...
I will still say yes to anyone if i can help out no matter how I am busy..
I will still say yes to anything that came to me no matter how unwilling for me to do it..
I will still say OK,YES...and end up regretted like nobody business...

But...forget bout those past...
AT LEAST....I'm able to say NO whenever I dun feel like to do it...
I dunno what changed me...
perhaps...when you got turn down by more people, you will start to build your own shelter...
when time goes...you will know...
rejecting people is not a big deal as u wil be rejected too...so...
SO WHAT for SAYING NO??

realize some advantages when you reject people...
1st....you have your very own time to do your own thing...ENJOY SLEEPING...SAVE MONEY...
2nd...you do not have to rush for your own stuff just to be at somewhere else that you dun really feel like being there...
(p/s: it's my fault for not having good time management...i admit it..and that's why i need more time to be wasted...  :P)
3rd..I wont force yourselves to be polite,or just putting a fake smile,being a stupid clown there when the event is cold...
(p/s: my EQ is the WORST among my friends..i cant control my black face..so..it's actually good for me to be isolated sometimes...)

see..
with this simple three advantages...
I found the "joy" for saying NO....
ya...
you might really be outdated with the group...
you might be automatically not called after rejecting..
you might dunno what is happening around...
you might just be a normal friend rather than a good friend....

BUT...
if that really happen....
they aren't your TRUE FRIEND....
TRUE FRIEND stick together no matter what...
TRUE FRIEND will still accept your bad and hot tempered..
TRUE FRIEND can tell whether r u in the good mood or bad mood....

had been moody lately...
I need listener..is not that i dun have...
it's just that...
i dunno how to start..
I dunno what is my problem..
I am stress..and i dunno what m i stressing about!!
I still talk like usual no matter where m I..
but...
something is different....
i dunno what is the problem..
I just dunno....
haizzz...
just that...
I'm really not one that can study..
that I always trouble ppl and even stressing out ppl.....sigh.. :'(
Miss Loke...you are just nothing....
not good in a single thing at ALL!!

没力气总是懒洋洋的
赖着你 怀你顽皮兮兮
是该做些事 心里有甜蜜的
不想要不想要睁开眼睛
我和你 频率如此接近
没压力自在做我自己
第一次感受这种爱的决心
只想要只想要 和你一起
I Wanna Be With You 爱你好幸福
想要和你建造一个爱的小屋
I Wanna Be With You 爱你好满足
享受最甜美的束缚 有你的呵护我不再孤独

To him...其实我懂…♥

谢谢你给的爱…
read tis post in fb, decided to copy and post in my blog...telling myself again...
How lucky am I..

♥女生不懂，当女生在为男生不打电话生气时，男生可能在干着又苦又累的工作。。。

He will still sms me no matter how busy he is..telling me that he is busy, will msg me as soon as he is free...Letting me know I'm always in his heart by giving me a sms whenever he has a short break during his busy period...
♥女生不懂，当男生为女生披上他自己的衣服是，他也是如坠冰窖。。。

The night during midnight movie..I know he was very cold too..yet, he still pass me his jacket..muacks..
♥女生不懂，当女生一句话让男生沉默的时候，男生不是生气，而是深深的受伤。。。

I scold, I complained every single words without using my mind..my words did hurt him..I can see it from his eyes...Sorry darling..will think twice and stay strong for our relationship...Promise...muacks..
♥女生不懂，当看到男生一只快乐时，不是男生没有痛苦，而是全部埋在心底。。。

Darling...Just to let you know..you can share your happiness and also sadness with me..
Just like what i always did..
♥女生不懂，当女生为男生付出的时候，男生不是看不见，而是不善于表达。。。
This is quite true...Not a single thank you from him after the little gift i did for our half year anniversary..Still kena scold for wasting time doing the little gift..But, i know, deep inside his heart..he was touched...but feeling a little bit pressure...
♥女生不懂，当男生挑剔女生不好的时候，在别人面前却夸的如天仙一般。。。
Hmm...tis i dunno wo...he is the one now who has been complaining i really put on weight alot....
♥女生不懂，当男生转身的时候，女生看不到男生眼底的悲伤和心理的泪和血。。。
女生不懂，当男生失意的时候，永远是孤独的喝着酒。。。
女生不懂，当男生在坚强的外表下，有时候是一颗异常脆弱的心。。。
I know..Just to tell him...no matter what happen..I will be the one who will stick with him...
♥女生不懂，当男生悲伤的时候，永远不会骂女生，是因为男生还深深的爱着她。。。
Hmm..he still scold me..yet..I know...it is because he cares...
♥女生不懂，当女生痛苦的时候，男生的心痛永远不会比女生少。。。
I know...whenever i cry after our fights, quarrels, and conflict....I can see darling's eyes turn red too..
♥女生不懂，当男生离开的时候，并不代表他不爱她，而是不想浪费她的青春和感情。。。
I DUNNO~ I choose not to let go..=)
♥女生不懂，当男生选择成为过客的时候，男生的心中永远刻着女生的名字。。。
I WONT let him have the chance to choose either...
♥女生不懂，当男生装傻的时候，不是忘记，而是在想如何给女生一个惊喜。。。
hmm..No comment...As I know he is not the romantic type...But..He is the type that cant give me sweet talks but give me sweet memories...muacks...
♥女生不懂，当男生生气的时候，不是因为不能承受女生的无理取闹，而是因为被女生的话深深地伤害。。。
I know...just like the time I said, I wanna break up...It was the most most cruel words i said..and it really hurt him..Sorry darling...

如果一个男生真的爱一个女生，他的许多都是女生不懂得，男生对女生的尊重和爱也不会比女生付出的少，因为男生承受的东西本就很多，男生的心不会比女生坚强，因为女生可以发泄，而男生却只能压在心底。。。很多时候不要太责怪一个男生。。。因为他爱的同样甚至更深。。只不过被深深的藏起。。。


其实，我懂…我知道你对我的好~♥♥♥

He is the one who care bout my health more than myself...

He cares about my weight,not because he wants a pretty gf, but he wants a healthy gf..

He is the one who care bout my result more than myself..

He cares about my pointer,not because he wants a clever gf, but he wants a gf that can compete in the real world..

He is the one who always always telling me what to do..

He cares about my action,not because he wants a smart gf ,but he wants a gf that is mature enough..

He is the one who always think further than me..

He cares bout our future,not for himself...but he is planning for US

He is the one who always put hope on me..

He cares every single little thing about me,not because 

he is too free...but he sees me as part of his life,and therefore he cares!

Thank you my love...

♥♥HaPpy 6th monthsary♥♥

I ♥ U

random updates

hmm..
holiday started..
2 weeks break...
bt..
stil not in the mood to starts my studies for the mid term..
and decided to jz reactivate my long-dead blog~~

where shall i start..hmm.
It's gonna be a seriously random one where I'll just see what i have in my pictures folder..^^

The Malacca trip after Intern..

.free and easy where me and darling went together v my friends, hui leng and Char Kie...

The I-City sudden plan after watching Triple Tap with the swimming team Alumni..

hehe....

the crazy and high profile gang again~~

wanted to cover my double chun, ended up showing my big fat arm....argh!!lol..

The SS group....haha...^^

Us...back to our childhood where Santa do exists....

The super super high profile swimmers of 4th~~

we tried jumping for n times...n finally we got this...consider perfect??hahaa

I super like this pic.....^^

The BRAND NEW YEAR with 

My lovely piggy roomies....

starting from the left :

金猪，母猪&珊猪

B103 very 1st outing..a random outing to Petaling street..^^

Our very 1st steamboat together not forgetting v Mum jessica...=)

Our look alike clothing =)

Same shirt, same pants...

wanted to go for yumcha..

.bt we bump into the "pottoh" festival where mr Clown is there..

and he made us this...nice swam on my head??

bt it burst nt even in 30 min time...LOL

And this is wat 3 of us got~~ =)

The dolls which keep us accompany in B103..

The food from Penang which we enjoyed eating and being FAT~

The mangosteen we all shared...

B103 -->B103...

in case ur dunno..

it's a small small messy room , in 4th college, 

Kolej Kediaman Bestari, Universiti Malaya...

A room where you cant differentiate its day and night when the curtains are down..

A room where one of ur roomie sleep, d others wil automatically switch of the lights and put doewn the curtain..and OFF TO BED too..

A room where we have our heart-to heart talk..

A room where we share our happiness, our sadness, our daily life...

A room where 3 of us can suan siao each other..

A room where there is one heroin and two noobs in the action of rat catching...

A room which there are more dolls coming in..

A room where full of food and everyone is not so determined to keep fit and be on diet...

A room for the outsiders to tumpang especially WenJi & Joey..hehe

B103, might just be an ordinary room for ur...

but to us,

it's a room which brought us together..

Another randomly plan:

Sunway Pyramid Ice Skating with only...

RM 5!!

A big day with my beloved-s...

Daling, Shan, Ming Choo and Mum Jessica..=)

Happy Looking before going skating~~

Love this pic soOoOO much~~=)

Jessica looks so thin, and she's smilinmg so naturally..

x forgetting Shan behind who jz started learning skating, and STILL ABLE to post when she sees the camera~LOL

The four of us~=)

The B103 =)

Not forgetting HIM..

The one who is always there to support my back...

O ya!!

Check this out...

taken by my roommie~~

Can see us??From the far partttt......

Getting nearer....

and nearer...

nearer  + nearer...

And Here we Are!!

:)

special thanks to Ming Choo for taking the pic..^^

Guess that's all...

hehe....

hope that I'll be more hardworking in updating the next blog ya~ =0