找到这样的男朋友千万别分手!

Saw tis in FB notes..

decided to copy at post in in my blog, jz to have a start to reactivate it...haha

haha....I'm just fu yan only..hehe...

ignore me...hehee...

Let's see..My bf...did he did all these things?

1.朦胧醒来回你信息..

Hmm...only if my msg sounds urgent or sad..otherwise he will go for cleaning up 1st..But...it's okay...I dun really mind too...

2.半夜里接你的电话..

Hmm..I dun call him during midnight...so..Can skip this part..

3.告诉你——到家了就发消息给他..

hmm...i will do tis autimatically..and if i forgotten to do so..A msg from him will reminds me..haha..

4.你半夜睡不着发消息给他..他会陪你聊天..

hmm..normally the time i sms him..he has already become pig jor..so...No comment..

5.雨天..同撑一把伞..他衣服的一半是湿的..

YUP!!! haha...because both of us are BIG SIZE..so...he will be the one who sacrifice.. =)

6.不论走到哪里..都一直拉着你的手..

hmm...We cant really do this all the time... 

7.愿意吃你吃不下的东西..

YUP!! That's why..he is getting fatter and fatter...haha

8.从来不迟到..你迟到他不会生气

hmm..yup!! bt if i'm late for an HOUR...thn sure KENA..lolz

9.不论去哪里..他都会来接你..无怨无悔..

hmm..No legs to go and meet him meh?haha

10.不乱花钱..但肯为你花钱..

Ya...He will spend on me..bt not on himself..<3 

11.拥抱很久..很紧..

Ya...

]12.记得你说过的所有事..

Ya...he remember every single words, wish, thoughts I said....

13.轻轻拧开你拧不开的汽水瓶..

hmmm...NO gua..I'm strong enuf to do so for myself..hehe

14.常常发消息告诉你..突然很想你..

NOPE!! only some certain time...he says that i'll get imune if he did that so often..lolz

15.常常给你留言..

NO...nothg at all..i post the links, video on his FB..Bt no response at all..sobbb

16.不舒服时..他会很担心很着急..

hmm..ya...bt i dun get sick so easily ma..

17.吵架时不会一走了之..

Yup..correct..I'm always the one who wanna run away...

18.他错了会认错..你错了不会怪你..

NO LO...he will tell me what is my mistake..bt most of the time is because of my Hainan Wind..lolz..poor him..

19.吵架后..会无条件地哄你..放下面子..

NO LO..I'm the one who apologize 1st..bcz I'm always the one who started the fight..haha...tis is wat we call 犯贱…haha

20.从不忍心责备你..无条件包容你..

hmm..he will still 责备, bt will really 无条件包容me…

21.会一直保护你..害怕你受一点点委屈..

Yup..because only he can bully me...haha

22.你说笑话他会笑..会觉得你很可爱..

no ba..he will think that i'm sha po lai de...

23.比你高..

Hmm..高过我超过20cm算不算高？

24.会一个人安静地思考..但决不冷漠..

ya..he will tell me all his thoughts..

25.许多方面都很厉害..让你崇拜..

ya...I LOVE HIS BRAIN!!His EQ!! His IQ!! His DIMPLES!! everything~!!

26.会一直夸你..给你鼓励..

夸我就没有吧~只会一直踩我， 给我反面的鼓励~ sobb

27.不对你隐瞒什么..

ya lo..i know everything of his.. =)

28.百分百信任你..

hmm..still okay ba..cz i owez 前言不对后语~

29.不花言巧语..

ya lo..he even seldom give me sweet talks..sobb

30.不会因为玩游戏而忽略你..

Ya lo..cz he seldom play game ma..haha

31.不抽烟少喝酒..

ya!! he has even healthier lifestyle that I have,..hehe.. Less meat, more vege...

32.有活动安排事先和你打招呼..

YUP!! he did so..so that I wont kacau him ma..lolz

33.和朋友出去时..要想着你..

This one x nid ba...we will have our time for our own-self...

34.重大的事情和你商量..

yup..we discuss every thing.. =0

35.和大人在一起像大人..和孩子在一起像孩子..

haha,,,,No comment,..He will be different in front of me.. =)

36.喜欢你..从未犹豫..不拿你和别的女孩子比较..

Hmm..只有我会拿自己跟别的女孩比较吧~

37.从未想过离开你的世界..

Hmm..never thought of this question..gotta ask him??
BUT..I know He never think of this too...

38.你买给他的东西他都会喜欢..

hmm..还好，因为都没有买过什么东西给他~

39.对女孩子有风度..也有距离..

对！！！而且真的很有距离~

40.认识你的一些好朋友..拜托她们照顾你..

haha...i think he knows most of my Uni frens ba...haha..

41.了解你的烦恼与困惑..不厌其烦地倾听..

Ya...He has high 忍耐度~~geng!!

42.很少让你哭..你哭的时候会很心疼..紧紧地抱住你..告诉你都是他的错..

hmm..when I cry..he wil only say..This is wat u want? u ask for this...(becz i'm the one owez started 无理取闹）but gradually he will 放软his 语气&态度~ 哈！

 43.可以随时找到他..

yup!! He is owez there..no matter how busy he is...

44.靠在他肩膀的时候很安心..

hmm..haha~~Our height just nice!!

45.和他在一起有种温暖的感觉..

是很幸福的感觉~~

46.不重色轻友..也不重友轻色..

他拿捏得很好，不像我，老是因为朋友而把他呼略~

47.计划的未来里..你是重要的一部分..

YUP！！ he has plans for US...

Another week will be our anniversary.

I know He will be busy...very very busy...

and this time..there wont be complaints from me because seeing him how tired, how stress with his assgmt, lab, and test...

it's true that I have to learn to be more mature..

反正， 如果爱对了人，情人节每天都过~

All the best in ur studies darling...muacks~!!

没力气总是懒洋洋的
赖着你 怀你顽皮兮兮
是该做些事 心里有甜蜜的
不想要不想要睁开眼睛
我和你 频率如此接近
没压力自在做我自己
第一次感受这种爱的决心
只想要只想要 和你一起
I Wanna Be With You 爱你好幸福
想要和你建造一个爱的小屋
I Wanna Be With You 爱你好满足
享受最甜美的束缚 有你的呵护我不再孤独

what a day

30th April..
a day full of bitterness, sadness..bt ended up with sweetness,happiness...

was striving hard 2 aim for a B- for Macro..
study, n did every tutor tips...
shud be able to get an A- after finished all those..
yet...
the Panic me came...
was panic...was scare..n was Blank for the two hours paper..
keeping a finger cross that i'll pass this..otherwise a RETAKE is for sure..
1st time..my very 1st time doin such badly in Finals...
usually, during Finals, when I dunno how to do, i'll be able to blow water..yet..
this time..its totally different...
Blank, skip and trying hard 2 hold on my tears...

finished exam..
cant tahan anymore, tears rolling in my eyes when I told hui yee bout it..
forcing myself nt 2 think n be prepared for RETAKE..
still able to tahan and went 2 fac to meet my LI supervisor, to joke with Lobak, to crap wit amy..and able to walk back to college ALONE...
it was like the longest way ever from FEA to 4th College..

din go bac straight to my room..
went over lab com..
n started complaing while BK was half awake..
finally burst into tears in front of him..
was cursing myself for being such stupid inside his tight arm..
was complaining bout my owez exam phobia...
it's gd to have someone there for you...
it really work it out whenever you were down..
n i'm glad that i have HIM..^^

the plan for going for IP Man II didn change..
after went bac 2 FEA to see my supervisor..
we started my so called brighter day...

while waiting for the bus at Intan Gate, met Ah Xian..
n tumpang his car 2 Station Uni...
went and renew my KTM student card..
n only i found out..
TODAY, is really NOT MY DAY..

after settle everthg..
Renew student card, buy train ticket...
thn we headed to Time Square..
once we reached there, we asked for student price...
AND..
I FOUND OUT THIS>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.
I LEFT MY IC & STUDENT CARD AT KL SENTRAL!!
OMG!!
rushed bac to KL Sentral and take it...
making extra trips..n sry darling for keep troubling you...

SS Time in Monorail...

...The MOvie...

IP Man II was nt my type of movie although I'm d only one complaining that it's nt nice..
i dislike the fighting part..
The part where the Hong Sifu died nearly took my tears, was rinsing my nose tat time..
thn the front row thought i was crying, the whole row turn bac and look at me..LOL..
soOoOo embrassing..
as what Hui Yee said...no matter where I go..there will be funny thg happening..swt..

...The dinnEr...

after the movie..
we went jalan-jalan and we finally decide to have our dinner at "Gasoline"..
as promised, Darling insisted for steak as dinner bcz i've requested it Long long Ago for our planning for our 1st month anniversary..
and there goes..
our main course of course..THE STEAK...hmm....dun really tasted nice..

Me with the menu..cute??i mean the menu design la..not me...><
Cracking head for thinking what to order...

So...Overall:

5/10 for the food.

Darling's order: BLACK PEPPER BUTTER LAMB CHOP

My order:MONGOLIA CHICKEN CHOP THE ADD ON: CHICKEN WINGS
(the only thg that taste better)

4/10 for the drinks..

..WEIRD TASTE..
(Miss Leong, see there...only one straw,satisfied??)ha~

8/10 for the environment..
The outlook of the restaurant that really suck us in...
special and private places for all..

5/10 for the service
1st time in my life i heard a waiter saying that x nid 2 repeat order..OMG...n he looks blur to me...><

In case you all cant read, the words on the wall were all complaining about the services..

And..The Bill: (Picx is gonna update later)

and the best best part of the day...
Darling gave me a bear....muackz..

The innocent look of it....

and me with the bear^^

If you thought that ended up my day..
u were SO WRONG!!
LOL...hey peeps..i lost my train ticket while jalan-jalan..swt..swt swt!!

WHAT A DAY!!

no idea on hw m i starting my tis blog..

bt..
its true..
everythg is over...

"F.R.I.E.N.D.S"
is d definition for us...

dunno hw 2 describe my tis feeling..

kinda "ke xi"..
kinda "sad'..
cz all tis ended so fast..

bt..
to an wei myself..

we r stil FRIENDS....

.....

i have been scolded o mayb nagging for one whole day
for being stupid...
for letting go u..

i jz wonder hw u bribe them without meeting them..
until all of them who knows bout tis jz shake their head and "haiz.." n say..
u wasted such a good guy..

did i actually make d wrong decision?
Ah Xian told me not to regret with any decision i made..
n did i..

no..
no i think so..
at least i'm much more comfortable with the situation nw..
we stil sms..
we stil keep in touch...
and the most important is..
we r still best frens...

Ah Tuck, Ah Xian, Ah Shan r saying tat
it wont end such easy and fast...
n i shud hold on it..
shud i?

yet..
i'm jz too busy v my finals nw..
jz let time be d decision maker...

listened bac 2 d song "Lucky"..
n hw i hope it wil happen in my life..
but.....
i'm happy with wat i am and wat i have now...


there's no such thg as "If"...

x noe wat to blog actually after last9 's blog...
jz.
somethg is missing..
n i'm nt use 2 it nw...
diff feelings r inside me..
x really felt relief...
x really felt "phew~"
there's somethg..

i can smile in front of others telling them that i'm soOo enjoying my single life nw...
bt to me...
i dunno wat i actually feel...
sad?
nt so..
happy?
nt so...
jz..
i noe..somethg is missing.....

n i'm d only one 2 blame..
sry 4 making tis so complicated..

n it's true tat wat shan's say..
Scorpio's gals r mend 2 hurt ppl..
we r selfish in the relationship..
all we think is bout ourselves..without knowing hw hurt is it..

n i admit..
i've been selfish..
i've been troubling u..
i've been using out all of ur patient...
i've been distracting ur focus..
and i admit...
i've been So selfish all this while..

"sorry " is d only word i can say....

no more rushing 2 get some1 special..
enjoying my life nw..

Game Over~

林峰 - 爱不疚
曲:郑智伟
词:张美贤


收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 爱 猜到没有
愉快玩笑后 能全然退后 你 开心就够

这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
假使讲了 你听到后或会走
这种恋爱太罕有 不需真正拥有
成全 衷心祝福然后就放手

放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够



遥远是宇宙 静静在背后 去看守就够

这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有 不需真正拥有
成全 多舍不得仍然 是放手

放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够

放手 我的牵挂 找不到尽头
放手 期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许 爱很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可拥有
sorry..
is d only thg i can say...
giving u hope..
n crushing it v my vy own words..

its hard 2 say hw i feel nw..
no feel?
actually i felt somethg..
jz..
i dun understand wat is tat feeling..

i really tried..
n..i'm kinda tired for finding the so call feeling..
i noe tat u r suffering too..

n to b honest..
i'm glad tis ended..
n i'm glad we r both stil frens...

sometimes, fren last even longer..
n i'm glad..
we stil can b frens....

no worries..
u'll b my best fren....

n u put a smile on my face after we hav our talk bout ending our situation saying that : u wil become the best friend that will bu shuang when I got Bf next time..

haha~~
really.....
n i'm kinda glad tis is over...
n hope tat thgs like tis wont happen anymore..
n sorry for all d words that hurt u...
n sorry for wasting ur time..

Lucky

Jason Mraz — Lucky lyrics

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fell the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

sry..
sry for hurting u with such ways..
sry for saying those words to u...
sry for making both of us suffer..

thx..
thx for waiting me..
thx for leading me..
thx for letting me realize tat i'm nt alone..

promise..
u'll b d 1st 1 i go to whenever thgs happen...
i wont jz leave u aside forgetting who r u 2 me..
i'll try 2 make thgs work out..

sometimes...
its jz better 2 stay at d position of frens a.k.a bro...
stil in da process of coping in it....