It took some time for me to think....to recall.... and then...a big smile came out...
I wonder...
hw STUPID m i whn i told CS bout my disappointment towards Xie Jiaos..
hw BAD m i by hurting them in such words..
hw EVIL m I telling them i feel like giving up..
giving up after wat we hav been through..
giving up after tiring of seeing our situation...
giving up the most precious friendship i hav...
n..
Thanks..thx for x letting go..
Thanks..thx for showing me wat r true friendship..
Thanks..thx for all d patient ur gave..
okok...tat's for all..lets talk bout my
"SUPPOSE" to be surprise 2oth birthday celebration
by them...
n i wonder why?
why ur will use such excuse 2 ask me out?
n d only thg i can say that
ur really understand me well...
if d other reason tat ur asked me out..
it'll only b a sry....haha....
luv u guys.....haha..
the msg i get was frm vivian...
"Ma...wanna go for a dinner and a movie tonight?was moody lately tis few days.."
i really thought it was only a simple makan and movie..
like usual, we were talking in d car...
thn vivian suggested to go for western food...
i was like ok..anythg....n..skip d private part ya..hehe..
bt once i reach there..
i saw Hui yee, Zhen yu, Shum, Suang, NaiBa, Tian Yew,Tong sian, Ming Cher, WeiXiang, Big Head..
and..i'm actually x tat stupid le hui yee...haha..
was persuading myself tat tat's really such nagm nagm..haha..
while we was waiting for d table...
n..actually...
i c some 破绽frm ur..haha..
1stly..
i say Ming cher's hand v a present...
and then wei xiang who is sitting next to me asking d others loudly wat bout d cake?as he thought we r changing restaurant...
.......
i'm actually x tat blur k?
haha.....
and at last..
we hav our own table..
n whn every1 was busy ordering..
n while waiting our food..
Ah Yao's msg really spoilt all d surprise...
haha...i even stil save his msg till now..
" hey,hapi early bday ya~sori i cnt celebrate 4 u with kiki them nw...hapi oways^^n gud luck in ur final la~~"
i pass d msg 2 all of them..
n hui yee's reaction was d funniest one..haha
"他妈的王八蛋" she say so..haha..
thx 2 ah yao was spoiling all d surprise officially..
bcz b4 tat i was only gueesing...
bt..
its stil d best celebration i had for my 2oth birthday...
really...thx u all...
i wonder hw bored my life wil b without ur....
ha....lazy 2 upload picx le..
jz go to d xie jiao blog n read it ya...
Hui Yee gt it v a vy vy vy gd describtion...
http://xiejiao0708.blogspot.com/2009/11/here-i-am-again.html
Friday, November 13, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
EXAM Week
finally~~
Final is over..n so do I.. Finished Final= Finished me...
the whole exam week i was together v
::
...hehe...
she's d 1 tat heard d most
"haiz.....OMG..HeLp ....Can I Jz give up??Can I go commit suicide?
can I do this?Can i ?bla bla bla...." frm me...haha...sry for making ur ears pain ya..
n tell ur roommates sry if i disturbed them...haha..
bt i bet they werent b mad at me 1 la...haha..they so frenly..haha...
this exam week was like..
"WAO"...
is d only word 2 describe....
our looks r jz like aunties...
x k bout image...
Study..talk, break.. is d activities...
n o ya...
i've did d MOST MOST MOST succesful Study Group ever in my study life..
all d study group i join previously was ended up v CRAPPINg..
bt..tis time is soooOoo diff..hha..
we manage to finish discussion for CT!!
The messy table....v Hui Yee's Apple n itunes on...hehe
d top ranking song "猜不透"&"我爱他"by 丁当..nice song..^^
SS aunty Hui Yee v d key chain i forgotten 2 pass her sOOo long ago...haha..
n seriously..i can c ur double chin le....^^
Hui yee's frenly Roommate fui Shan...
a vy vy funny gal..haha...
loves korea songs n can ignore wat is happening around her whn her earphone is on...haah
No Idea wat sub i'm doin..
bt i guess its somethg to do v calculation..
cz my face is sooOo Serious..lolz..haha...
Intro maths perhaps...
o ya..x forgetting..
d birthday present tat my buddy purposely send over to 3rd for me..
hehe..thx ya buddy..^^
Birthday Countdown at McD.. :
( we did bring notes there ok??studying in Mc D..)
shy shy Sin Yee...
( Auntyy HY showin her cheeks...lolz..yala ya la...noe u put on weight aduy,.bt..
食得是福 ok??must follow my principal 民以食为天..haha)
Sin Yee again pura-pura 2 b shy...haha..
Finally......a pic frm d youngest among us...miss Chia...haha
and of cz..
not forgetting taking a pic together v Bobo's daddy mummy...
haha..
Zhen Yu was suppose 2 do his resume..
bt end up watching anime pula..lolz...
The next day...
Sin Yee is here for d rescue...haha..
rescue my micro...hehe..
she's really good in picking final que..haha..
those que she do, all sure come out onw..
n d MoOoOoost GERAM stuff is..
I din finish reading which pass yr she had do..lolz..
while Sin Yee is helping me v my micro..Hui yee is so hardworking pia-ing~~
The day before EP and Stat paper..
(The day HY asked me to DIAM!!ahahahahhah)
-p/s : purposely for reminder..wakaka...kill me ba..miss leong...-
sitting down memorising EP n gave up stat...haha
camera woman: HY's frenly roommate..haha
FINAL DAY:
we din even touch our CT..
n..
here come d most succesful study group ever....
Venue : KFC
Serious Aunty Amy...
2nd time 2 KFC for d same purpose, discussion..lolz..
her notes really save our day...
Sin Yee..d "Natural Disaster" she read, came out AGAIN...haha
Every1 is SoOo serious..
Aunty Emily purposely stay until 11.00++ until her mum called...
last bt not least..ME + Mother HY..ahha
the cont part was at Tangkak Mei's room..
where Sin Yee tumpang for d few days here..
we din took any pic..
cz it was hours to d paper n we stil haven fish discussion.....
haiz..
wasted le..
shud hav taken some pic...
tat's All of my study week..
thx 2 d xiao zha bor gang ya.haha..
although my resulot is predictable..
although next sem i wil nyt b taking d same sub v ur..
thx for being there ya..hehe..
Final is over..n so do I.. Finished Final= Finished me...
the whole exam week i was together v
::
...hehe...
she's d 1 tat heard d most
"haiz.....OMG..HeLp ....Can I Jz give up??Can I go commit suicide?
can I do this?Can i ?bla bla bla...." frm me...haha...sry for making ur ears pain ya..
n tell ur roommates sry if i disturbed them...haha..
bt i bet they werent b mad at me 1 la...haha..they so frenly..haha...
this exam week was like..
"WAO"...
is d only word 2 describe....
our looks r jz like aunties...
x k bout image...
Study..talk, break.. is d activities...
n o ya...
i've did d MOST MOST MOST succesful Study Group ever in my study life..
all d study group i join previously was ended up v CRAPPINg..
bt..tis time is soooOoo diff..hha..
we manage to finish discussion for CT!!
The messy table....v Hui Yee's Apple n itunes on...hehe
d top ranking song "猜不透"&"我爱他"by 丁当..nice song..^^
SS aunty Hui Yee v d key chain i forgotten 2 pass her sOOo long ago...haha..
n seriously..i can c ur double chin le....^^
Hui yee's frenly Roommate fui Shan...
a vy vy funny gal..haha...
loves korea songs n can ignore wat is happening around her whn her earphone is on...haah
No Idea wat sub i'm doin..
bt i guess its somethg to do v calculation..
cz my face is sooOo Serious..lolz..haha...
Intro maths perhaps...
o ya..x forgetting..
d birthday present tat my buddy purposely send over to 3rd for me..
hehe..thx ya buddy..^^
Birthday Countdown at McD.. :
( we did bring notes there ok??studying in Mc D..)
shy shy Sin Yee...
( Auntyy HY showin her cheeks...lolz..yala ya la...noe u put on weight aduy,.bt..
食得是福 ok??must follow my principal 民以食为天..haha)
Sin Yee again pura-pura 2 b shy...haha..
Finally......a pic frm d youngest among us...miss Chia...haha
and of cz..
not forgetting taking a pic together v Bobo's daddy mummy...
haha..
Zhen Yu was suppose 2 do his resume..
bt end up watching anime pula..lolz...
The next day...
Sin Yee is here for d rescue...haha..
rescue my micro...hehe..
she's really good in picking final que..haha..
those que she do, all sure come out onw..
n d MoOoOoost GERAM stuff is..
I din finish reading which pass yr she had do..lolz..
while Sin Yee is helping me v my micro..Hui yee is so hardworking pia-ing~~
The day before EP and Stat paper..
(The day HY asked me to DIAM!!ahahahahhah)
-p/s : purposely for reminder..wakaka...kill me ba..miss leong...-
sitting down memorising EP n gave up stat...haha
camera woman: HY's frenly roommate..haha
FINAL DAY:
we din even touch our CT..
n..
here come d most succesful study group ever....
Venue : KFC
Serious Aunty Amy...
2nd time 2 KFC for d same purpose, discussion..lolz..
her notes really save our day...
Sin Yee..d "Natural Disaster" she read, came out AGAIN...haha
Every1 is SoOo serious..
Aunty Emily purposely stay until 11.00++ until her mum called...
last bt not least..ME + Mother HY..ahha
the cont part was at Tangkak Mei's room..
where Sin Yee tumpang for d few days here..
we din took any pic..
cz it was hours to d paper n we stil haven fish discussion.....
haiz..
wasted le..
shud hav taken some pic...
tat's All of my study week..
thx 2 d xiao zha bor gang ya.haha..
although my resulot is predictable..
although next sem i wil nyt b taking d same sub v ur..
thx for being there ya..hehe..
Monday, November 9, 2009
stressful nitez..
I'll b having my Econ development paper in....
erm...7 more hours time?
Statistics II paper in 13 more hours time perhaps?
2 paper in 1 day again...
and its STAT!!
life sucks whn everythg comes v CALCULATION!!
hw many times i've been telling d others..
i shud nt go 4 Econs..
I shud hav took Linguistik..
or some other subject without Calculation..
Some other subject tat i can throw away d calculator?
haiz..
i'm nt gd in calculation..
i'm nt gd in memorising..
i wonder..
wat m i really gd am..
its another stressful and emo night..
czme bac frm hui yee's room at tis hour n i'm stil nt done v my studies...
haiz..
life do sucks whn finals is here..
tis is d N times i'm blamming myself for doin LAST MINUTES work again..
bt wil tis b another improvement tat during tis sem's study n exam week,
Instead of missing those matrics day..
i started to miss my 1st yr Study week..
Sem 1...D DS biscuits, my birthday, er shao jessica, me gui ying, lobak hanging around Ds n study...
Sem 2..head over Gui Ying's room..suffer together for Stat I..asking Nik to teach us..went over Aunty Emily's room for Macro, Law...Getting closer v d xiao zha bor gang..
This sem..
everythg seems to b like QUIET...
n even myself..
d used to b noisy,high profile JY is nw more quiet..
lazy to talk perhaps...
last time i was labeled as Happy go Lucky..
bt i guess nw..
wat i hav in ppl eyes r only ..
emotional..-ve..selfish...n again..BURDEN...
I'm trying 2 grow up nw..
i'm trying to b quiet so tat i can really b low profile..
I'm trying to stand still...so tat i can b strong enuf..
I'm trying to solve thgs myself...
T'm trying hard not to make thgs more complicated...
UNTIL...
I felt i'm loosing myself...
i'm no more myself...
who m i actually?
I AM ASKING MYSELF too....
wat m i used to be?
where's d jy owez v a smile on her face?
where's d jy tat ppl x tahan bcz of her noisy-ness?
where's d over friendly jy tat every1 noe?
where's she?
i guess tat she has losts her way..
she has her self conflict inside her..
she's blur..
sometimes she cant differentiate which is d true her n which mask is she putting on..
only Hy wil c her true face i guess....although HY wil ask her to "DIAM"!!
bt it's gd 2 hav some1 for me 2 complain...
argh!!
its another emo n stresdful night..
gotta get bac to my studies dy...
Reminder : remind me 2 blog bout my birthday celebration ya...^^
erm...7 more hours time?
Statistics II paper in 13 more hours time perhaps?
2 paper in 1 day again...
and its STAT!!
life sucks whn everythg comes v CALCULATION!!
hw many times i've been telling d others..
i shud nt go 4 Econs..
I shud hav took Linguistik..
or some other subject without Calculation..
Some other subject tat i can throw away d calculator?
haiz..
i'm nt gd in calculation..
i'm nt gd in memorising..
i wonder..
wat m i really gd am..
its another stressful and emo night..
czme bac frm hui yee's room at tis hour n i'm stil nt done v my studies...
haiz..
life do sucks whn finals is here..
tis is d N times i'm blamming myself for doin LAST MINUTES work again..
bt wil tis b another improvement tat during tis sem's study n exam week,
Instead of missing those matrics day..
i started to miss my 1st yr Study week..
Sem 1...D DS biscuits, my birthday, er shao jessica, me gui ying, lobak hanging around Ds n study...
Sem 2..head over Gui Ying's room..suffer together for Stat I..asking Nik to teach us..went over Aunty Emily's room for Macro, Law...Getting closer v d xiao zha bor gang..
This sem..
everythg seems to b like QUIET...
n even myself..
d used to b noisy,high profile JY is nw more quiet..
lazy to talk perhaps...
last time i was labeled as Happy go Lucky..
bt i guess nw..
wat i hav in ppl eyes r only ..
emotional..-ve..selfish...n again..BURDEN...
I'm trying 2 grow up nw..
i'm trying to b quiet so tat i can really b low profile..
I'm trying to stand still...so tat i can b strong enuf..
I'm trying to solve thgs myself...
T'm trying hard not to make thgs more complicated...
UNTIL...
I felt i'm loosing myself...
i'm no more myself...
who m i actually?
I AM ASKING MYSELF too....
wat m i used to be?
where's d jy owez v a smile on her face?
where's d jy tat ppl x tahan bcz of her noisy-ness?
where's d over friendly jy tat every1 noe?
where's she?
i guess tat she has losts her way..
she has her self conflict inside her..
she's blur..
sometimes she cant differentiate which is d true her n which mask is she putting on..
only Hy wil c her true face i guess....although HY wil ask her to "DIAM"!!
bt it's gd 2 hav some1 for me 2 complain...
argh!!
its another emo n stresdful night..
gotta get bac to my studies dy...
Reminder : remind me 2 blog bout my birthday celebration ya...^^
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
:-)
2 more days..
i'll b having my 1st paper..Intro maths...on the 5th Nov..
lolz..
the 5th of November 2009 is not only the significant of the day i start my way to d road of failure..
asking me wat is in my mind for all d subject i'm having tis sem?I hav no idea at all~~
but..on the other hand,
this coming 5th of November brings me to another phrase of my life...starting v number "2" for my age...showing that i shud b more mature, more independent, and more confidence...and tat's a small wish of mine for tis year...
Though 5th of Nov is nt here yet..
yet..
there r some early celebration..^6^
This is d 1st time celebrating my birthday at Genting..
bt..its nt a surprise oso..at 1st Lobak wanted 2 giv us a surprise..end up..to persuade we go, he nid 2 tell us straight bout d early celebration..so..here goes Genting...
special thx to Ah Xian, Lobak, En Keat and Ah Tuck for giving me and shan a special celebration..
The 1st pic we took once we reach Genting...
Taken by Lobak best buddy -another Ah Xian
Green Tea Birthday Cake frm them..
Lobak took us for cheap mamak food~
its nice to eat in a cold environment v delicious food and beautiful night view... bt d nasi lemak's sotong was x nice at all..
Too Tired dy...
Too tired until cant open my eyes...
End Of Tat day..n started my Study week.....
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
LAST day of study week...
ANOTHER EARLIED KNOWN BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION by me beloved Xie Jiaos...
Its a long,wonderfulv lots of funny stuff....so..i'll do it in another blog k?
for thiriller...go read xie jiao's blog ya..
lots to blog on it..bt i'm jz too sleepy n CS jz phoned me n we crapped until i forgotten hw sentimental i was jz nw...==
i'll b having my 1st paper..Intro maths...on the 5th Nov..
lolz..
the 5th of November 2009 is not only the significant of the day i start my way to d road of failure..
asking me wat is in my mind for all d subject i'm having tis sem?I hav no idea at all~~
but..on the other hand,
this coming 5th of November brings me to another phrase of my life...starting v number "2" for my age...showing that i shud b more mature, more independent, and more confidence...and tat's a small wish of mine for tis year...
Though 5th of Nov is nt here yet..
yet..
there r some early celebration..^6^
This is d 1st time celebrating my birthday at Genting..
bt..its nt a surprise oso..at 1st Lobak wanted 2 giv us a surprise..end up..to persuade we go, he nid 2 tell us straight bout d early celebration..so..here goes Genting...
special thx to Ah Xian, Lobak, En Keat and Ah Tuck for giving me and shan a special celebration..
let the pics tell the stories...
Instead of Sitting Ah Xian's car 2 Genting, we syok syok wanna sit cable car jz to take some fresh air...bt, end up, we gotta squeeze on the Awana Cabel Car together with around 35 ppl..haiz..suffering inside with NO FRESH AIR!!
The 1st pic we took once we reach Genting...
Taken by Lobak best buddy -another Ah Xian
Green Tea Birthday Cake frm them..
The birthday gals....
Cake cutting...may alL our dreams come true..
Cake cutting...may alL our dreams come true..
Lobak took us for cheap mamak food~
its nice to eat in a cold environment v delicious food and beautiful night view... bt d nasi lemak's sotong was x nice at all..
Too Tired dy...
Too tired until cant open my eyes...
End Of Tat day..n started my Study week.....
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
LAST day of study week...
ANOTHER EARLIED KNOWN BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION by me beloved Xie Jiaos...
Its a long,wonderfulv lots of funny stuff....so..i'll do it in another blog k?
for thiriller...go read xie jiao's blog ya..
lots to blog on it..bt i'm jz too sleepy n CS jz phoned me n we crapped until i forgotten hw sentimental i was jz nw...==
Sunday, November 1, 2009
男人,女人
男人要永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人，因为20多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点,
没钱、没地位，没房、没车、没事业，
不能独立又不想依赖，
挣扎着彷徨着，寻找自己的位置！
20多岁的女人却是她生命中最灿烂的时候；
男人要永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人，
因为二十多岁的男人还很“懵懂”，
而二十多岁的女人却很灿烂；
二十多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点，
而二十多岁的女人却是她的大好华年；
二十多岁的男人很不知珍惜，
而二十多岁的女人最需要被珍惜；
二十多岁的男人自卑到极点所以非常自负，
而二十多岁的女人却在努力建立他的自信；
二十多岁的男人不懂爱，不会爱却需要爱，
而二十多岁的女人需要被爱，需要关怀，却要付出呵护付出关怀；
二十多岁的男人没钱、没事业，但有欲望而二十多岁的女人空守着自己的韶光不再；
女孩子二十岁左右是她最美丽的年华，
这时她的心地最善良，
她有点成熟，又有点孩子气。
男孩子在二十多岁时遇见了一个年纪相当的女孩子，
那一定要珍惜她，
因为这个女孩是用自己最美丽的年华陪他走过了最暗淡的日子 !!!
女孩只要陪他走过，女孩会永远幸福下去~~~
女孩对你撒娇甚至无理取闹时，
请男孩不要烦恼女孩，
因为她们有道理这样，
我们没理由烦恼，
们要做的就是很理解很理解，
保护好这位天使，
我们到了30岁，
正当我们最美丽的时候，
请你不要放开这位曾经的天使 !!!
二十多岁的男人不知道珍惜,不知道感恩。
他们三十多岁的时候,事业有成,成熟稳重.
开始嫌弃曾经陪伴过他,
不再年轻的女人，
人说男人其实是最专一的
因为从20岁到80岁的男人都喜欢20岁左右年轻漂亮的女人。
是个笑话,但也是个事实。
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