shud I?

Is thinking....hmm..
Shud I update a post about 2010..
the year of happiness and sadness???
shud I??????

Our Holiday..

the last sem break was short..
around 3 weeks holiday...yet..I've been enjoying doing nothing with darling..
muacks..

it was our 1st X'mas celebration..
and it's a start for argument..
i just dun understand..small little things like whether to go or not to go will lead to big quarrel..
but...
I'm really lucky..
And I'm really blessed,
to have him...a much more higher EQ darling who always save the world..

thank you and sorry darling..
have to always tahan bout my hinan wind, my bad temper, and what more...his gf is nt a leng lui summore..sob..
thank you for being so patient..muacks..
love you!!

it was an ordinary holiday..
we did not much thing..
just stick around, doing nothing..
and i finally understand what he meant be, the feeling when two is together even if we din talk...
I was surrounded by LOVE..

where LOVE is when YOU and ME together..

 Our very 1st X'mas celebration which started with lotsa quarrel...

but ended with happy ending..

muacksss...

One of the most lovely couple that i have seen..

introducing Shaun & Chloe..

It was crowded at Genting..and most important..

There's NO COUNTDOWN..

NO FIREWORKS...

Nothing....

but..it has a cold weather and most important, I have darling beside me..=)

Seremban Stop:

Got our hair cut..

help him with his housework..

muacks...

it's good to have a darling who can do houseworks..

haha~~

Nextt...

It's like something like our 老夫老妻life?LOL

 Darling...fetch me back from seremban to segamat..

and started his boring Kampung life..

doing nothing at my house...

except:

Helping me to tidy up my study room...=)

poor him...at home, gotta do housework..

come back my place, has to do also..

but he's shy to talk with my elderly..

haha..

The 2011NEW YEAR EVE:

 We went over Andrew's gf's house..

A BIG BIG HOUSE with 100% TV, Audio system..

goshhh!!

nicee!!!

it was just a simple gathering at Amanda's house..

Darling playing with the cute little doggie..

I learn that, celebration must not be alot of people...

must not be squeezing with the others..

doesn't mean there is lotsa sweats and

in short..

it does not need to be GAO DIAO..

LOL

It only nid Him, or some close friend will brighten ur day.. :P

 Darling drove back to seremban after count down..

it was around 4am !!

Goshh~!

Looke at the quiet Highwayy~~!

Nicee?

And the tired me...haha~~

Muackss..

A short summary of our holiday~=)

muacks..

it's not the places we went..

its the time we spent together..

it all because that I have you..

it makes thing perfect..

Singapore Trip(A post shud be posted long long ago....)

My very very first Singapore trip...

in SEPTEMBER??

haha~~

a post shud be posted up long long ago..

and there u go... =) A SHORT one..

My very fist visiting place in Singapore..

JURONG EAST BIRD PARK.. =)

and..the gao diao me as usual...haha~~

they were having performance at the bird park,

me, volunteer myself to hold that hoop i guess..

its ME!!

haha..

It's a pair of love birds or parrot ya??

cant remember it..haha~

And I get to feed them..

the two big children..

saja wanna kacau...hahah

And teh smart bird...nice and cute...

I got the fish for freee...

cz..I answer the que CORRECT!!!!

hahaha

The Loke's family girlss... :)

while waiting for the MRT...

some SS picx 1st...haha~

A nice place..

but too bad I cant go into the casino..

There are still picx of food I din get ffrom my cousin..

so..

i shall..just stop here perhaps??

I've Never Been To Me

Hey lady, you lady, cursing at your life
You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife
I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do
But, I wish someone had talked to me
Like I wanna talk to you.....

Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run
I took the hand of a preacher man and we made love in the sun
But I ran out of places and friendly faces because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me

Please lady, please lady, don't just walk away
'Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today
I can see so much of me still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived million lies....

Oh, I've been to Niece and the Isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht
I've moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got
I've been undressed by kings and I've seen some things that a woman ain't supposed to see
I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me

[spoken]
Hey, you know what paradise is?
It's a lie, a fantasy we create about people and places as we'd like them to be
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding, it's that man you fought with this morning
The same one you're going to make love with tonight
That's truth, that's love......

Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children that might have made me complete
But I took the sweet life, I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet
I've spent my life exploring the subtle whoring that costs too much to be free
Hey lady......
I've been to paradise, (I've been to paradise) 
But I've never been to me

(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to Neice and the isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to cryin' for unborn children that might have made me complete)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)
I've been to paradise, never been to me

the best remedies..

Darling..The one who is there..ALWAYS..

Was stresses with my final..
overloaded with insufficient time...
serve me right!!
had been doing last min work for years..
and I still never learnt my lesson..sobb~

Depress because of My time series..
or I should just say,
I did SHITLY in ALL of my paper..
And I dunno why...
sobb~~

have no mood at all to open my book last night,
although I still have two heavy papers coming on STRAIGHT on the 8th and 9th Dec..
It's killing.
as I know nothing..
Tried hard last 9 to start..
yet it seems infinity low productivity..
so..

darling took  me to a short escape ..
AWAY FROM ALL THESE STRESSING ISSUES~
AWAY FROM THE REALITY..
AWAY FROM MY NOTES..

and here we go..
McD Bangsar.
LOL

Cried In the car..
Tears coming out when I keep quite..
He saw, yet darling said NOTHING..!
Kononya wanna concentrate in driving..LOL
HAs been complaining non stop bout How stupid I am..
What a bad taste he has for choosing someone stupid like me..
Asking whether is he blind to have a gf that always burden him..
he's having his last sub on the 8th also.
yet stil have to spend time on me..
was in low esteem as everything seems so not right in my studies...
( I know...It's my own fault again for not doing early preparation...sobbb)
maybe next sem I shud enjoy my study week like first semester?LOL

but darling did said something which is really 欠打..
he said...I'm born to be stupid because I mend to meet someone as smart as him..LOL
I never seen someone with such high confidence..
and aimed so high for his pointer..
If he's in Economics, then maybe he can achieve it easiily with one eyes..
But..In chemical Engineering,to somebody with my brain...it's IMPOSSIBLE,..LOL
by looking at what is he studying..
I even feel myself is a dumb..
complaining so much while his subject is much more much more difficult than mine..

ENOUGH of COMPLAINS...
shall start nowwww~~
When Darling is busy studying ..
.

FOCUS IN STUDY~

haha~me..

always as a DISTRACTION to him.
do silly things again...
I'm a magician in the video below...wakakakaka
















and..
I did somthing stupid that even..
prove that I'm not a smart person..sobbb...
was thinking whether to order the Mc Value set, which is more pricey at night, or just ordered separately since Fries and Coke is our main dish for supper..
LOL.
calculated, and buying separately is more cheap..
as..

RM10.25 for Mc Value Chicken  set..the one with 2 pieces of friend chicken, after tax around RM 10.80
RM 6.50 for big fries and ordinary Coke..

I was thinking , why not order set, which is more worth because I have two pieces of chicken with only extra of RM 4+, 1 piece of chicken for RM2+, WHY NOT?It's the most delicious Fried Chicken..
despite of being fat..

think think think..
and count count count..
ended up..
I bought 1 large fries an 1 LARGE COKE..
which is the most stupid thing I did..
and cost me RM 7.05~!!
SOBBBBB!!!
Everyone knows that McD coke can be refilled, so why choose large COKE!!
AND now it's lagi NOT WORTH!!!
sobbbb~~~~~

again.
back to the point..
I"M STUPID..
so sad again...
sobbb~~~

ARGH..
enough of being negative..If I dun start now..
I'll be crying through my 3 weeks holidays!!!

while ppl busy studying..
I was busy looking around and..HAHAA!
SS-ing~

陆宇盈加油！！！
just try your best because you have nothing to loose...