finally..
there's some time for me to actually blog..
hehe..
despite the time i wasted for the "restaurant rush" game...
i'm really really busy..
pls: nice game..hehe,...can really try it oso..
ha..

jz finish gotong-rong in d volley ball court..
asking me y so gd gal??
ha..i oso dunno y..
n d function is on d 5th..
dun really understand y r we gotong-royong-ing such early..
lol...

sometimes, i jz dun understand..
y are there such irresponsible person ??
its a group assgmt, bt i'm d 1 doin it..
pls la..
those STPM students..
can ur jz grow up??
stop relying on those who r younger than u ok??
ish!!
luckily i've nik 2 teach me.
otherwise...i think my whole group will DIE!!!!!

gotta pass up 2 assgmt on the same date tis week..
hw m i suppose to finish it while d PKB is in this week also??
haiz..

the only good news here is..
finally...
PKB is coming soon n it's the end of our worst nightmare..
phew.........

i wana go home....haiz...

Finished reading hy's blog..
cant really describe my feelings now..
sometimes..I choose to hurt ppl b4 hurting myself i guess...
d 1 i hurt d most i think is Naiba...really sry 4 him..
It's nt tat i dun wanna yumcha v him..
is..
whenever i'm v them..
i'm nt so comfortable..
i'll think alot..
n i dunno y...
i tried 2 act natural last night..
bt...seems like d words i used is x suitable..


""she is not angry of us..she is not mad or giving up at us..
she is juz so helpless..dunno wat to do to her feelings..
she wants to act cool on everything..but the more u think so the feelings will come up much more stronger..
it is so uncontrollable..
the more we act chill out n cool its actually potraying how much it meant to us..
Once we r so so so close..next sec when u look bac..we r so much like passing by stranger..
you dunno wat is she thinking anymore..
you tend to afraid the feeling that u noe nth more bout them.. you tend to afraid you will be left out from their world.. you will start to b afraid you will b left out from important events of their life... you might even scared tat they will neglect your existence one day..""

hy really understand my feelings...
bt...
i jz really dunno hw 2 deal v it..
i jz choose 2 ignore everythg n act as usual...

i truly deeply believe in d Xie Jiao spirit..
bt there's somethg missing...
n i'm still looking 4 it...
jz giv me some time...

4 d time being..
i'll jz hide myself in d "shelter" i bulit 4 myself..

home sweet home..

finally..
i'm bac 2 home..
home sweet homw...

goin bac hm..

never in my life i miss home sooOOoo Much..
There's lots of thgs on tis week..at 1st i hav 2presentation tis week,bt thx to d lecturer,he canceled macro tutorial,n postponed our presentation to next week..
Lots of assgmt hav nt done..
Lots of activities goin on..
Ah yao's birthday is next..
I wonder wat r they planning..
Jz hope tat i can really make it..

I miss those days..
Those days which we can sit shuttle bus goin around UM..
Those days which we can walk to kfc jz to eat d cheesy wedges..
Those day which we can limteh anytime we like..
Those day which we can go sing k whenever we plan..
Those day where we really enjoy university life..

2nd sem..
D most wrong decision i made is to join pkb..
Although i din really giv commitment(tat's d true..i'm x a responsible ajk..sry ya..)bt there's stil a responsiblity over there..

Hate to b such busy..
Hate to b so blur whn there's a lecture..
Hate d feeling of cant catch up wat's d lecturers r talking about..
Hate i dun hav my own time to finish 1novel at all..

So..i've decided to leave everythg here..go bac straight to my home sweet home..to be my daddy mummy's daughter..nt any ajk of pkb..nt a swimmer..nt a performer for che ling..i jz wan to b myself..someone v no burden of responsibilty..

Take me home..

懒得去管

^LoVe t!s Song alot^
really 懒得去管 ~~~

歌手：孙燕姿

~懒得去管~


时间是下午两点半
我睡到自然醒
喔你来按电铃
该整理的还在原地
冰箱也冷清清
该怎么招待你


摸摸口袋

只剩铜板

心里很酸

而且是新币三块半






唉懒得去管



顺其自然



天空为你我而蓝



烦脑抛开



脑袋空白


糊里糊涂也不坏
唉呀唉呀~~~



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